HighWAY to Happiness

Extreme Relax

2007-08-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

Muahahhahaa...had so much fun recently maybe bcoz of bday i had been eating many cakes and good food. sat ate vienne, sunday i went to alex chalet. and we went theme PARK! haha took many rides tt i did not take b4. going with alex the feeling is diff from going with friends. holding hands and strolling in the theme park and eating food tog. wee ei love chalet but i have to wait for 2 years later then again can spend time tog. HAHA.

first had a mini surprise for alex meeting up with don. hehe then we sang song for alex at his house down stairs???? gosh! Awfully choc cake and body shop present. and more present to come after my pay comes in on friday! weee. saturday new plans to wild wild wet tho not so fun and i felt tt i nearly died at the theme park! haha. ok shall go go go. but not to take banana boat. SCARY!!! wth.

anyway i had a first experience in doing something and i got alex to irritate me for a long time. argh! love u darling now no longer working must spend spend quality TIME! WITH ME

Vienna

2007-08-26T12:49:00.000+08:00

finally i went vienna. i made a grave mistake tt minori was at united square so poor alex bday celebration ended up in vienna. which so ex and the food is so bad! rhymes tho! haha. so next week we heading down to minori supposed to be another surprise. HAIZ. poor me. anyway ya bday present will come soon ok!

my busy week is gone and next Qcc is killing me. my KIC was relatively ok. i gave a speech . tt made me so scared in front of the toddler and my pG parents. shiver! and i wrote a whole lot and i read 1/4 of it. haha the clay play was ok and i felt pretty everything not on the right track. my classroom is open,. my kids are monkeys! my parents are good. but i am so tired and restless. all the paper work are killing me. and i find tt to be good i must contribute double which is not enuff now to reach my scolarship in two years. BLEAH

upcoming events

2007-08-12T21:44:00.000+08:00

oh so many things coming! alex birthday we are going down minori. a new jap rest in UE square. it is a must try recommendation coz opened by my ex boss. yummy. and i fell sick today suppose to go town to shop for meiqi present whose bday same as alex. haha. wad to buy for her ah.

ystd i went down to hanabi just as wad i did last week, lastweek we ate curry wok with dodo dad treating me. ystd we ate renaldos. nice yummy strudel and juicy burgers accompanied by calamari and fries and the lady ask if we can fin. so funny. anyway got extra 100 bucks from hanabi. for my data entry. bosses are all so nice to me. my enemy raj leaving hanabi soon so happy. anyway at night me and alex went down to vivo suppose to change the file at harbour front. hehe i bot a jacket at the end. and both of use ate till very full at marche after queuing up! gosh i found another fav dish 'paella' nice nice rice seafood! weee must eat again next time. but dun eat the crepe.

i had fin all the things to be done my centre daily schedule and i help the toddler teacher fin the newschatter. weee. this following week will be working on my KIC

resting

2007-08-09T10:03:00.001+08:00

ever since i started work i am so drained out. esp with the kic thingy! gosh so tired man. btw beside just teaching now i have so many things else to do like doing the daily schedule for the centre. HPB thingy to remake it nicer. gosh! but i feel good even tho pple ask me to do their things i find tt i learnt and i am able to help and do their duty! hehex.

alex bday coming. and i am excited

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2007-07-28T21:21:00.000+08:00

oopz i dunnoe wad i am doing. i have devoted all my time to my work and the children. one more month KIC will be up. and all the things i have in my mind i have not done it yet. hehe anywayz i have a long long way to go. i felt sad sometimes that u just dununderstand at at the end laughed at me. and what hurts most is i find myself silly to be the one who always give in. silly has it's own limits. chills.

i had a new hair cut. short. today is saturday and i spent day in childcare and doing my things next i am back home to pack my room as now my room is packed with drawers and i have unpacked all my barangs. tml i hope it doesn't rain. tml going somewhere with some unknown pple i dun know how will it be like. hmm i hope i wun have swings.

sister seems to be doing fine tho i miss her and wanna go out with her but i am always tired. this job is like 12hours job. argh! irritating.

weeepoooie

2007-07-24T21:23:00.000+08:00

gosh busy busy busy!!!! tired tired anf fun fun fun!

I had just shifted to my new house in bukit panjang! eveybody is here plus my sister-in-law except my sister and tasha. she called me today to ask me out to taka but me cannot tired. had a very long journey home from kallang bahru. my virgin experience for my educare briefing lucky i know the JE teacher. hehe now quite good and the rest of the 4 and 5 of us are all quite good too!!!!:) lucky. this kic thingy is going to kill me and i am so far behind the rest and so green! I really love the kids in my childcare all the way to nursery coz i see and greet them evryday. esp toddlers so cute there is my handsome boy and very dark chubby ger! ehhee

ok toking abt my new hse hmmm everything is new! except for washing machine and fans? and nth le. haha so everything here is brand new in my room. except tv and fan. i chose my own sat of furniture. wow! and dustbin too. too many things to keep in my room. soon the ps 2 from my sis is coming. i have evrything. printer my lappy. there is nth else i need except for a laminator machine to make my work perfect! cool huh. so hse TV sofa everything is new!!!!!! and pillows and boster!weeee but one thing is the place is far and not convenient to go work!

me decided by the age of 21 best to finished bike license. tho i have not registered. and saved the money yet haha but i have a target! hahah. so cool for a preschool teacher who can ride a vespa! wooooo eyeing for tt.. all bcoz of alex influence!

my weekends are always great coz weekdays i always cope my self at home. always had dinner with alex then home to do my things or tao bao food then home to do things. so lifeless. weekends are diff. i have been going back on sat almost every week! SIAO! but this month is my hungry ghostmth! i ate many things and tired many good food! PIZZA HUT i went twice! bakerz INN... Coffee Bean .. and Craving thoughts. Asian Kitchen. haha so great and catched many movies. hehe like shrek, harry potter (not so nice) and Fanastic 4. too many le...... so GREAT!oh and bot clothes from my new found brand miss selfridge! argh the dress i bot now on discount. 59 bucks angry when i bot was so ex! fish!

wish KIC to end soon and hope i can quickly fin up all the things required and i am lossing all the energy to work le.. haha am i not fit to be in this line it bores me up after a while esp with the work load. but i believe that anywhere i go it will be the same thing happening to me. :) so one year grace i give myself and ill go to study!

THINGS I TARGETED:
(1) LG choc phone
(2) a pair of new slippers
(3) new jacket
(4) blades
(5) Vespa

woopie another week

2007-06-17T12:53:00.000+08:00

wednesday was our grad ceremony and i did not go . same for mandy too. then evening we grls went to vivo supposed to eat seafood but too costly so we ended up at marche again. haha tons of things to catch up and enjoyed the tok with mel too. everyone is growing so am i. i am still so tired from work. last night caught the show fantastic 4 and had pizza hut. and i bot a dress from miss selfridge. the one i wanna get for my bday. hahah so long ago liao but the price din drop at all. tml working 745 think it is a torture for me and i yet to dye the pasta and make my dough yet. gosh and alex is still sleeping and i am so bored and lazy to go out. damn.

My workx

2007-06-16T10:01:00.000+08:00

Our Facial Expressions

Salad Making

smile : X

now i am slowly rolling into my busy life. i nearly die on friday and everyday my voice and throat are strained. haha i have cheeky monkeys in myclass not one not two but many. last sunday went out with sis. it was fun . we went to tangs in orchard and she bot me a pair of shades and we ate seoul garden eek. alex fell sick on the sunday haiz went to find him poor boy . but i am glad that i accompanied him to see a doc. in the evening family went for dinner. everyone was here except my dear sis. hmmm it was good to have her but the feeling to eat with the rest was ok. sis sponsoring me her PS2 for my new room and a plasma tv for my new room. see how she dote on me!

I Luv saturdays

2007-06-10T09:24:00.000+08:00

oh finally for my past few years been so busy now i can be like others to go out during weekend. which means no more work. so excited and my pay coming in end of the mth. haha. gosh. ystd was packed day. i went down ot to send sms. hey FREE king crab steamboat or king prawn. wowow 3rd anni!!! haha then i went shopping in bugis junction for 3 hours while waiting for william joyce and meqi to knock off. haha i cant believe i bot a pokka dot skirt a pant and a top and bangle and a headband and watson thingy. hehehe then we had lunch at the hong kong cafe AGAIN. which i had with alex last night at cine. but this cafe seems famous hahhaa.

for 3 days in clementi i have blended in the envion i think hmmm my environ all aunties and they care abt lunch alot. gosh. haha then i realise i did not thank them for the food. it had been sweaty and stinky all the time. hmmm the kids like me and i love them so cute. i have one look like ben ben but his name is kelven. all my kids had funny name. haha as in names tt i had not seen b4. oh many paper work to do and KIC coming. gosh!!!!!!! and i am going to buy something for my lesson. :) hehehe

ystd i watched shrek 3 haha it was so funny had baked rice ah same as fri night but one at swensen and oh no monday i am going hanabi to eat. and i am getting fatter i need a diet soon.!!!!!

my first day again

2007-06-06T21:15:00.000+08:00

pretty tired and had ended my first day at clementi. and i felt blended alr. and mr leung says doit slowly to adapt but i want to go on fast and monday i shall start my first lesson. so many things i think i need to do. now first get to know the kids name and hey now i sing songs with them. i have them all in my hands.!

today lunch was good teachers had increment i guess and there are carb. roast duck and liang tou fu soup! gosh the principal and the trs like big family so scary.

oh i'll miss them

2007-06-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

today ended my day in JE. hmmm started to bond with the chn and familar with the place and the trs. gosh i miss the kids. lucky mr alex met the darren and jasper. gosh just two days they are like mybabies. hehe and the dino saMUEL too. got chance i will want to see him again.

tml i got to adapt everything again. afterall i have many paper work to do. GOSH

First day of work

2007-06-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

gosh my first day was kinda LOST.

got lost twice in the je neighbourhood. then when i reached the place i realised hey i have one str bus. damn hehe thx to alex telling me to taketwo buses but still thank u dear. then i got lost at imm and then searching for the building.

the pple there were all friendly but the teachers name are all so hard to rem. coz too many teachers le. haiz then the kids not to say the chinese name till now i cannot rem coz all the kids look the SAME. except i can only rem. darren. samuel. and jasper. the cute ones.

damn not knowing their name is very hard for me to call and discipline them. haiz. ok now i just learnt the system of ntuc. of wad to submit on when and when haha act many things to do like agenda. newsletter. lessons layout. evaluation. gosh the kids incharge prog is coming. and i got to do research. haha my fav. hehehe chill.

tml another with the kids at JE then wed most prob ill be back to clementi. ah aircon. but i was amazed the ntuc je is so huge. wow a long stretch of toddler PG and nusery in the whole stretch. and K2 has its own classroom. office and K1 class wow very nice. amazed. and great.

BYe bye

2007-06-03T12:08:00.000+08:00

the old fun

the old family

eeek the couple

my bday celebration - pratas

ah soon the ppink panther joker in HANABI

my dad dodo Mei Qi and me

Sow wan's kitty's band

Dodo papa's pillow

that's my last day @ hanabi. moving to my career.

successful candidate.

2007-05-28T15:57:00.000+08:00

official starting work on monday. enjoyable interview impressive

interviews

2007-05-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

gosh i have been busy and now i can finally rest! prev called kinderland and signed up online for ntuc. but kinderland did not get back to me. and yst i sent a mail to learning vision then they replied and i realised i did not attach my resume. hehe. gosh

but i found a JOB. i think and everything will be finalise on monday. hmmm i'll be working either in clementi or jurong east ntuc childcare. yeah. today's interview was at clementi but supposed to work in jurong east. so yes. i wore like auntie from kampong like this. bot tons of clothes this month. i was early as usual. this fine looking lady asked me to fill up the form . then i realised tt i did not ask for her name on the phone and she is the centre principal. then yes the form was real detailed asking for passport no. and parents and family info. and referee. hehe so detailed i was stun when i filled in. gosh.

yes the interview was good. lighthearted and informal plus formal. she asked me for my plans. and finally a person to look at my portfolio. weee* it is real good. looking at her satisfied face. and she says i will easily adapt to the place and she needs me to influence the rest and she will groom me to be a supervisor. and tt is wad requires from ntuc childcare instead of just working as a teacher. to groom us youngster. hehe beamed! i reallt enjoyed the whole interview.

then i went to work at night. not working for two days the pple were still so nice and very quicklyi am one step closer to them. ehehehe. but too bad i am leaving le.

everything was smooth unlike friday. went for interview in woodlands was an hour early and the shoes hurt my feet. then the principal not in for the day. damn. then took bus to outram slept on the bus. went to the place and i felt so lost whereby the rest were so comfortable and i felt a bit left out. then the place was chaotic and kids were rowdy. the place was not tt good as i expected. and perhaps everyone was so busy tt the interview was not wad i expected it to be. the questions she asked was do u have any ques? what are the reasons that u think will make u work here. and in my mind i was like i am not familiar with the place yet how to tell u. haha. and she emphasized on the desparate for teachers tt make me feel unworth. haha . not recognise as a capable staff. but a staff in need as i have a recognised diploma. and the environment was a bit run down so ya. :)

had dinner at pasta mania. sad every where is packed with pple ont he fri night even for swensens and the rest. haiz. then bot two skirts cool no zips and a top from forever 21 finally. :) weee monday comes first .......... and i am most prob starting work on 4th JUNE 2007

eek interview time

2007-05-24T23:05:00.000+08:00

woo tml i have two interview on. one in woodlands ntuc and the other sgh little skool hse. scary tho and not really prepared haha. but i got my portfolio.. weeee.

today a busy packed off day for me. i went to little tots gosh tt's my place my trs my kids hehe coz i noe them all. and i was welcomed like a super star by the kids. tok really a whole chunk of things with miss philo and the rest. too many things to say to the aunties tt make me so them. haha. then called kinderland and have to wait for hr pple to call me. and i have many tips and insights from the trs. hehe

then went to sch to print result slips. then went hanabi bt to meet the pple. hehe all miss me so much :) like star again. then went queensway wit them. meiqi bot a pair of addidas shoes. then ate laksa.

next went to fetch alex and rush down dinner at odeon with alex and his parent.

tml another busy haiz.

I'm the BIRTHDAY girl

2007-05-22T08:52:00.000+08:00

my bday marathon started on thursday with my poly friends mandy. hannah. mel. pam. as usual they were late. haha hannah was second surprisingly.haha. and mandy was lost in vivocity. gosh. then we had mache. the one at vivocity was great. enjoy the time spent.

friday spent time with mei qi and had supper with the rest.

saturday. the official day spend with alex. walked in little india for like 1/2 hour searching for the MOST. then nearly quarrel. had a drink under the hot sun and yes we took a cab and the uncle was so nice. haha. wow the place was pleasant. nice toys very vintage all from the asian countries.but the exhibition was short but great things was we are able to roam ard ourselves and toys bot last time at 50 cents to 2 bucks now had a value of 20,000. ahhaa precious. some toys and not inthe display and out for pple to explore. and they had this chomp thingy tt each station u can stamp it on the passport. cool. and very nice. then we were both hungry we walked all the way to bugis oh gosh under the sun. next we decided to settle on billy bombers and tt's my brunch. had my fav chicken AGAIn. cheese fries a must have item when we go there. the waiter speaks funnily. haha. he had fish and i had chicken. wooo and the coke i had was humogous. then we walked to the arcade. weee played the hitting game hahahha the red green and blue. then went to vivocit to search for present. then my slipper is hurting me and i got a haivanas strap slippers hehe. black my fav. then evening time we went for the cable car ride. so cool. i saw pple dining in the cable car. but night was dark tt u can only see places with light. for once it was not scary at all. hahha. stayed over at alex hse. we were full tt we did not have any dinner. then don helped alex to buy a cake. a hearshaped strawberry and vanilla and choc cake hahha. and don don's bro and me and alex and alex's parent we ate the cake. haha guys singing bday songs the voice are so rough. haha. then went for a midnight show. we rented a car and the guy b4 was late. damn and we had police eyeing on us so scary. watched the scary and stupid show 28 weeks later. bloody hell i covered my eyes and alex said he slpt for most of the time as in eyes closed. and don 2 fingers up closing the eyes. hahahha. watch shows to scare ourselves. after tt we went gelyang for supper. yummy beef hor fun. wow. damn nice but a lot of prostitute. next time pple we go HK cafe ok. :) and slpt at 6 plus gosh.

busy day on sunday slpt late and got to wake up early. wow no breakfast for me again. got to help sam to fetch her spctacles at her hse before i met her at great world. oh thks alex for coming with me. :) then went to the shop "say cheese cake" gosh nice place with nice seat., hahah and the food was ok go for rice ok. we had baked teriyaki rice i had soup laksa chowder and softshell crab. and choc cheese cake. their cheese cake was not bad. :) then we walked ard in great world she bot dresses as usual and we nearly suspected for shop lifting gosh. had a great time catching up so tt's wad feels good with best friend. haha. went to meet alex at city hall. we went to white sands for a walk. had some snack and went for wen zhong chalet. gosh me and alex nearly quarreled. coz his friends all late damn and got to wait for them. and not close with them so din tok much. but things got better when yuan hao came at least someone to tok to. hahaqhha. the whole thingy was hot sitting outside so ya. happy 21st bday wz. :) hehehe.

monday work was tired w/o much slp. so i slpt and someone pinched my nose. stupid ah soon and elvis sunny and sowwan dropped by to see me. monday was crazy i was all alone asked to serve our big boss and the ceo of uob bank. gosh fine dining? huh chnage of plates after every course . fish.. argh. hahha today another day of work. wed william coming yeah. thursday i eating at ot. hahaha

Shen Ri Kuai Le

2007-05-19T02:10:00.000+08:00

buzz.

thursday met the gers at Mache. at vivo. haha the food was great better than tt at hereen coz they have the mushroom thing and yummy fruits juice. slurp. the roasted 1/2 chicken is not so good. we had calamaris and dory fingers too. mandy was act lost in vivo and me and hannah had a hard time looking for her. haha gosh. then was a surprise of mango cake from baker's inn. with the crew came along with the lighted cake. haha JOEY! yummy and the cake melts in my mouth three diff layer and the mango is good. then out to take photo the gers tricked me to take this photo ALONE with the cow! just outside mache. and we engaged in water gun game. which was i am the TARGET.. all wet and several times i had tried to snatch the gun from them. hahahha. my wettest bday. btw i had a huge towel bag from reef and esprit towels to dry myself. it was all pLanned!

today since thurs i had 3 cakes. one mango and a black forest or dunnoe is it blue berry cake from prima from boss. and a bag present too a bit kido with a dog and chicken? haha then ah soon bot me an awfully choc cake. gosh and we went to near almeen there to eat. so full and 5 of us had milo GODZILLA! then i had a book from meiqi. a cup diy drawn by sunny and sow wan. a key necklace tt i like from joyce and william. oh oh.. then this noon my first day at odeon i had meiqi to pei me during my break . we went to pray and then ate ice cream then to HK cafe. nice the red bean pancake the noodle and toast! GOOD! then went to this fashion can u believe it haha and i manage to buy a skirt for childcare. hahaha.

can't wait to go out with alex ahhhh

my break

2007-05-17T10:47:00.000+08:00

had a rest ystd from work after all the unhappy things happened. finally i had fin my typing of the portfolio now only left to be edited. rotted at home whole day and even had a nap. next went to fetch mr alex tan at his work place.

ate disgusting jap food in clementi. rested at his house and got more songs from him. played pool with don. haha funny. alex need to polish up. hehe. and we were listening so attentively to his stories. and we had a date for shrek 3 next week oh gosh and i want to watch pirates of the carribean. cheez.

friday ill be working at odeon hmmm dun noe is a good thing or bad thngs one thing after another. james suspected i leaked out hanabi data entry. gosh. but i felt good and great tt when i am unhappy i have so many friends ard me. sam called me for a chit chat so many things to catch up. and arthur called to comfort me. gosh all so nice. weeee

tonight dinner at vivo marche with poly friends wonder whu is coming? hehe hmmm so lazy to do anything or even go to childcare argh!

the battle

2007-05-16T08:59:00.000+08:00

i was ready for the meeting after the so called. miss understanding. once again i cried bcause of this napolean guy called raj. wtf man. we had the meeting and thrash everything out. and james most prob decided to transfer him to aji. damn lor after he came so many things happen. ill curse him man!

thank god alex came to comfort me and see me cry and mei qi and william is so nice. haiz.

ystd i went far eat wow! searched for necklace and accessories. spotted the shop always have items featured in cleo magazine black clover and funckedco. the stuff there was amazing. and i bot a belt and a heel necklace. haha then i fin up all my budget.

so friday ill be back to work so ill see how is the arrangement.

Busy wor

2007-05-14T09:24:00.000+08:00

past two days were crazy we had two split shift for sunday lunch and dinner and sat dinner. wow i can nearly die of thirst and we earned 13k last night! wow. heheh split shift as in we opened slightly earlier and then end work later and one lunch we have two rounds of customer. GOSH. today monday will be the best day for hanabi spring cleaning. sat went to steal songs from alex damn now cannot sync my shuffle le. sunday west mall was so crowded and i had not been there for so long and so many new shops. and we bot cds. james morrison. fall out boy. daughtry. wow hehe nice nice!

today i have a date with meiqi william and joyce to marina sq. hehe to buy the dress that i had eyed for long. hopefully still there. gosh and my off day still a long way. sis back from aust and tasha is gone in the morning peace.

Yummy

2007-05-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

FINALLY me and alex we ate marche but not really coz we went to VILLAGE at hereen! hehe hoho we ate a lot and alex kept saying not enuff and i said alot! a plate of small veggie, and potato rosti with cheese sausage then roasted beef with snapple and vanilla ice cream with waffle! weeee very delicious and irritating meal! next went ard to hunt my bday present but nono nth and no mother's day present too nth nice at esprit! anyway i bot a top hehehhee green and girlie hahhaha! walked the whole orchard also nth nice i still prefer my marina sq.

today is a perfect thurs tho i didnot go to mos with them! lucky i din go coz they went home at 4 plus and so many things happened! joyce was taken away by this bunch of ang mos! then quickly snatched back by meiqi! joyce punched in the ear while two pple fighting! a drunk man fell on william then on mei qi! haha and the most happening thing was ah soon a typical very common looking skinny 23yrd old man? hooked up a ang mo ger with a bunch of ang mos! gosh!haha so funny...

met at 12 all late! met at bedok and makan at the famous food there. then we took a bus tt made us walk so far in and we ended no way in ecp haha. so we walked like 30 mins to the heart of ecp and rented bikes! cycled and enjoyed the breeze and reminded me of the trip i made with alex! fun! today was great we relaxed! rested at the jetty and on the huge rock with sea water splashing! weee. next we went to singpost there and the woman irritated me! but the hot sun left me the enjoyment with red cheeks black hands and legs and a pair of new slippers

oh this sat and sun with me horrible working days as mothers days we doing two time shift! btw i had hanabi voucher for 4 adults !!!! for my hard work and contribution! and i am going to odeon to eat one day for their deep fried shisamo. i want alex to go with me! then my bday i had plans!thurs ill leave for mandy? haha sat for alex we go MOST. museum of shanghai toys in little india! lunch at little india? will be fun. shop for my bday present. dinner at holland v. the best place ever. then maybe night movie! weeeeee. great ah. then sunday lunch with sam. treat of dunnoe wad with very nice cheese cake as she said. more progs? hahhaha unknown! hmmm then after the 20 i am out to the world to look for jobs a good and funloving environment then i am ready to start a new in the children environment! cheez

silence

2007-05-07T17:47:00.000+08:00

shhh... know i can hardly tot just within one day my voice is like nearly gone! had injection today at cck... and early in the morning i went to see doc at clementi and then haiz still must take another course of med! now half day at home...zzzzz

sunday i met sis during break time... jacus gave us a ride to holland v aNd i saw the trimmed hair dog horror TASHA! haha then had crystal jade so so long din eat le and the food is still so nice... it was my bday treat from sis... then went to browhse... and sis threaded her brows hmmm think the place look pro but afterall not so good! night i was disappointed so much for saying u coming to fetch me and all bcoz u so long din see ya friend ya chose him than me!!!! sad.
anyway i went to bukit timah there for supper... 8 of us we ate many things i ate egg prata, ice lemon tea, garlic naan. satay. thosai! and there goes my voice!

Spidey man show

2007-05-05T21:13:00.000+08:00

watched spidey man show with alex fuming and don and family think youngster watch tog better ah felt kinda left out... hehe but i spent whole day at home napping... we went marina instead and the guys headed for pool.. spidey show was not bad but a bit long and many villians and incoporated comedy and action and love rating 4 stars!!! haha:)

shopping with alex was fun! this shopping is meant for him he bot two nice tops! then to grandma bday was boring and lucky he was there. so yesh!

next week wed mos night..
thurs outing to either east coast or settlers then alex!

a new line

2007-05-02T08:54:00.000+08:00

received my ntu letter hmmm i was rejected kinda expected but wad to do...

i broke the news to james and he insisted me to work in hanabi and next week he will give me a proposal to prosose me a position that i will be satisfied!

i am standing strong against pple words.. like wad james say i must learn to be hypocrite and backstabber in order to lead a team

i had urine test and was scared when i went to see a doc. thank god it was a minor thingg but i have to be back to the doc on monday again!

last night i went for a bottle of coke to make myself feel better...

i watched 200 pounds show. me and alex cried.. the show was touching and the song is good! bot bird nest for granny and the buffet was good entertainment from the brother and sister...

soon i'll be out in a new line next mth after my bday so got to enjoy my life now hhee...

tixs bot... friday 9pm spiderman 3 at vivo!!!!!!!!!!!

my decision

2007-04-28T10:39:00.000+08:00

always being pamper and owns the authority and the freedom to work in hanabi now i felt work izen fun now... everyone is sad and i am too... why can't pple work harmoniously... think now i am heading for a new part time job str after may hehe... why coz i felt bullied as i cannot tolerate pple bullying my friends too...

guys being sensitive and uneduacated it will bring u to no where. buzz off.

Hurray

2007-04-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

goosh it had been so so long tt i lost blog haha! i think so i had done so many things....

SUNDAY met up with andel and william.sunny.dodo.meiqi.ah soon went down to rail way mall EAT and makan laksa while waiting for andel to come. yes they commented the food is not bad! and then we head to bloogie roadhse the place where mandy commented bad... but dodo like the place... and the guys started playing pool... and we had fun and laughter tho the drinks there are slightly more ex but it is worth for the music and place... i like there tho :) esp their cozy seats.. and i learnt a new drink

suppose to eat marche then alex and me ended up eating carl's junior... haha coz of the queue..hehe off days are meant for good food! then bot a pull and bear top my fav brand now

developed 60 plus of photos for my portfolio so it is coming up but now i am rushing the data entry! went toa payoh with alex company and yesh good food!

cafe cartel ystd was good ever since then the food i ate had a plastic in it and i stopped going to cafe cartel... but we had soup salad and pasta yummy i think the salad and pasta are great except for the gross minestrone soup:) hehe...

this sat grandma bday and alex going with me..

next sun grandma bday too and i have a helper :)

next friday midnight watching of spiderman 3 gosh i can't wait for time to come!

East Coast!

2007-04-15T22:20:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY off was perfect! full day blast spent with mr tan. first had a stay over and then morning my fav mc breakfast wit my fav milo and browns! haha so happy :) then i forget to bring the ez link card so ya went back then had a long journey! when we reached i dun feel like cycling and i gave attitude! haha then at the end not to be a wet blanket! yesh we cycled for 2 hours and i got hand of it! cool ah! haha and i got reall tanned only at my arms and shoulders ! thank god with my cooling cream!

next went to swensens at suntec for fav yummy baked rice and soup and rodeo wings ate a lot! then it was shopping time! went to bugis bot the white shorts i wantes and i managed to get alex to go to the bugis village which was packed with pple! then two t shirts as usual! written 'wednesday' and the other yellow submarines... remind me of canteen 4 the block in ngee ann...then a tube from fox.. and i still wanna shop!

next mth might be getting blades! roller blades... to learn! hahahha

home with full of enjoyment and yesh tml another day to work till thurs my off!

THURS went tanning alone downstairs! pretty weird with no alex ard and equipped myself with mp3 magazine shawl and banna boat. then realize just the mp3 is enuff! haha next had buffet with ms kwa at cck... the suki sushi tt i longed to eat after my sec sch! haha then afterall is not so good and appetizing coz the portion seemed big and mandy can't eat much and me eating the most ! hahaha spent time at her hse to getting some poly pics! yeah memories! night is time for sis so met her for dinner at nydc i ate only like choc cheese cake and hot choc! then sis ate 3 amigos baked rice!then as usual my sis fav we went to sang k! hahaha ladies night again! hehe she said she wun be moving in with us to make everyone unhappy except me will be the happy one! so yesh i dunnoe wad will happen then when things are cfm! pray pray love u sis... and we will meet every mth after pay day hahahha

Modestos

2007-04-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

went down to vivo with other seven to visit ANDEL! all alone at AJI! so yesh we had lunch all tog at modestos rest! pretty fine dinning and the food there was ok.. chit chat and i can feel tt he really miss us and glad to see ya... JIA YOU

me tired! thursday where are u!!!

HOT Pancakes

2007-04-07T08:48:00.000+08:00

these few days been busy tho i got my pay but no chance to spend hehe! so me a rich ger now...

last night we earned 10k.. and i met mandy's manager the woman! with kid maid n husband!

alex made pancake for me. he cooked at least tho he used instant mix. but touched coz he seldom cook for me except last time the cheese egg! haha

my next off on thurs assume i will spend with mandy kwa for lunch and night for alex or sis and sunday full off thinking of where should i have fun.

work is good. william is coming back and we can throw the whole rest back to him.

I PASS my EPT test and think i am not enlisted for NIE tho.... hehe faster let me know coz may i am looking for full time jobs.

Cookie Monster

2007-04-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

weee HEROES are damn nice series which i had been watching for 5 hours to fin 8 chapters... action pack not really... but i love the story of heros and yes handsome chap and ladies inside...nth to do at home while waiting for alex to knock off... hehe typed data checked email doing nth but tv and play with tasha...

wow went to ah boy motor shop hmmm looks like mama shop tho yes and alex bot the sleeves... and so went for dinner at siam kitchen and settle down for the buffet... gosh first order is all the 20 items.... then me and alex had a hard time eating of continuous eating of like 45 mins... best item is GREEN CURRY... but afterall i think it is so not worth haha for the food we eat it cost 2 for 50 over.... thinnk next time NEXT place! yeah except for the green curry yummy! our fav.

a walk home with memories and chat!

and he borrowed heros so hehe be addicted to it! next ill catch UGLY BETTY

i want a break

2007-04-02T23:19:00.000+08:00

my busy working life is back... now we are managing the rest me sunny and mei qi... me helping them as much as i can... coz four of them left us on sat... army and sch and one to vivo... we went to shenton way party on sat and yesh we sang and had fun... pretty tired then work had been crowded almost everyday..

now trying to solve conflict and kitchen and sushi thnk gonna have war.. gosh

yesh wed off gonna eat wif alex.... hehe

anyway my testi is done now is managing my portfolio i need pics pls...

waiting

2007-03-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

now i am waiting for the time and months to pass.. not really spending my time well coz i have not typed my testi and my portfolio... coz i just FORGOT! whenever i got home i just felt tired! haha everyday alex fetches me home... but soon his adult fare is going to stop him... but ever since he started work we had became more understanding.. yesh coz we only have less than one hour everyday and less than one day a week! cheers*

bad news* andel leaving us for AJI... sad

SUNDAY went for malay wedding.. cool and adapted! happiness and blessing ... and most imptly gave face to yaya and she was happy! of course i had my man to go wif me.

Settlers Cafe with lec MRS KOH... she was funny... haha just like a kid like us... celebrated pomelo bday happy 20 ya a few mths older than me and mine is like coming!!!! ahhh.... cheers*

tis thurs all for mandy andel n of course HIM!URM

consolation

2007-03-20T23:49:00.000+08:00

it's raining now... it's gonna be another day till sunday tt i go out with alex to my friend br wedding and i meet up with the gers..

monday off day went to trinity childcare n i missed the chance to meet joel... haiz... and most of the kids cannot rem me le so i dun tink illl be going back le tho i somehow miss my little tots kids so i am going back on thurs... :) then head on to andrew hse to see the puppy beagle... hmm think tasha is still cuter.. haha boo PENGUIN... wad a cute name tho for a dog... but sad ting is no bed n no toy not like tasha has a basket of toys a bed in my sis rm and she sleep on my sis bed and outside with a pillow and many pillows and toys... and tibits and food... compare she is so fortunate.. then met the man at night for dinner LJS for craving of fried food...

i've decided to still continue to work at hanabi part time coz ill earn more and freedom and Njoy!!!! hehe

The letter F

2007-03-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

F A M I L Y =Harmony+Love+Communication+Happy
this is my definition of FAMILY

i will be shifting hse in 3 mths time to bukit panjang this is the moment tt i felt the saddest not abt me changing and moving in to a new hse but it is to bring my family tog.. not btw my parents but my sis and parents and bro...it consists a very complicated background with a piles of misunderstanding and communication...i had been crying for days and feeling nth but unhappiness all i want is my sis to move in tog and parents to understand ...i communicated to my sis and then mum labeled me as another sis and i cried.. feeling frustrated tt parents dun understand my hard work.. all i want them is to speak nicely

sis msged me and said "dun think too much, i will figure out a way, gd night and help me kiss shasha"

i love my sis... i am left hanging in the air being the only btw person tt i can get family tog... i must try my best

wonderful _time spent
went to spent time with sis today ..before tt waited for ms naidu.. wnet for a swim with alex... and went down 6th avenue met sis and took a cab down to marina.. walked ard and decided to settle for sakae sushi buffet... tho me n sis not so hungry... din really eat much but we enjoyed the tok of craps tog and cathing up of our life... it had been a long time tt i act spend this full half day with sis... it was her treat..

then went to suntec kbox.. sang for ladies night and it was cheap... we sang and laughed... comfortness too...

then the night ended bad on the car journey home... i shall pray for my family and i shall be strong...

ALEX
mr tan gave me quite a lot of support... he accompanied me the whole half day on wed... which i was supposed to work full coz i dun feel good for the new broken to me on tues night... i felt troubled for dunnoe how to tell my sis tt we are moving ... i felt trapped... then andel asked me and i cried finally even tho i saw mum teared in the morning... he gave me advice and i really appreciate the tots and tok he gave me... thank you for all your support... i have to be very careful onmy nextstep coz i cannot bear to lose any party of my life

Coke makes me Happy

2007-03-12T22:36:00.000+08:00

RELC TEST commence today... so it was like a mini marathon of going back to the tests life.. damn boring... MORNING met drizzle at her hse bstop saw a few of her sch kids so cute... with branded clothes... then head off then i realize the first test is ORAL test... gosh... butterfly in my stomach so it started on 930 by registarting in and then sat down to read passage... we were split into batches to this computer room to do recording... cool! this is wad we had been

practising during my ASTD module... a passage follow by a conversation
then the test was fast and ended at 10ish? so we headed to the cafe at 2nd floor.. and we shared carrot cake and i ate two paus... and COKE>refreshment drink! then we sat outside this rest which nobody goes and sat on the floor to tok... tok abt poly life.. pple we met and shared things..

Took my written test at 130... damn long wait till 2pm for the listening thingy to start and it was abit hard then followed by OAS vocab grammar and close passage...think tt i wunbe able to make it and in 4 weeks time my results will be out... CHEEZ

300>rating *** out of 5 stars
WAHAH went to watch this show with MR TAN! kinda a nice show with it effect but some irrelevant sex part tt kind of spoil the show... weee the chopping of hands and killing of bad pple ... I AM not SCARED! then playes time crisis 3 BANG BANG with alex...hehe and ate food like squid eeek not nice and home

WEEK'S REVIEW
another week is gone and wad has happened:::::::
>quarrel and bicker btw the two of us tt made me cried continuous regarding ya bike and money issue :(
>things happen in HANABI like Raj making maggie cry and big grp bday celebration for this fortunate 3 year old boy, we found a nice place to eat, mandy kwa ate at hanabi in celebration of a boy bday
>ATE at HANABI, coz they had new menu!!!!! more food items and yummy kimuchiz i like! n where is my grp photo!!!!!
>SWIMMING AT HOME WITH hanabi staff during break time

arcade

2007-03-05T10:16:00.000+08:00

arcade my new grooming hobby to play thinking i have talent in playing games after being so old...

ermm many things happen over the week work and love life...

first tookoff on sat for my beloved mandy kwa bday.. gosh onthurs i took half day and went out with pam to fareast... she was like late for 15 mins and i ate a pkt of calamaris... my fav... and then we carried on walking hunting for bags... and things for ms mandy... a few things on our mind... sleeping gown those sexy kinds... or nonsexy kinds... then we spotted this bag.. and continue to walk on taka wisma and paragon and went on to hereen to check on some stuff... and grabbed a bit at taka.. then it was almost time to settle the present b4 i go to work ... so we walked back... to taka... thinking to buy the mango bag or the one at far east... so we settle down with the taka night gown and far east white bag...

sat itself was tiring... woke up early and met alex to collect lana cake.. going there is like i need a transport a car or a bike.. haha i walk till i sweat like pig... so does alex.. and we got lost and asked the security so ma fan.. then went to buy sparkling juice coz i have this very nice champagne box... and then went all the way to clementi then took a bus down.. i was the earliest... so yup played snorta taboo and the tumblin monkey game... was not really happy at the end coz alex is leaving me coz i bear grudges of thurs... he act forget abt this thing and going out with the friends... haiz wad to do... then we part unhappy givin each other attitude... maybe it was the way i dun noe how to handle and he did not know how to console and comfort pple... haha but wad ever...

the gers came slowly and we chatted to find out wad we had been doing... nice talk tho... and then we ate and cut cake... and yes i realised some pple just dun have initiative and pls it was pple's party ... gosh.... now i wonder how my 21 bday down 2 yrs how will it be like... haha

met the silly boy for ROCKY BALBOA show kinda a heart warming show... we had tcc cake and wedges woooooo afterall the wedges not so fantastic ah!!! haha

went on a chalet recently with alex friends... one major incident happen to me tt i dun wanna go NIE anymore.... haha a bad exp... tt i think i shld find a job in preschool setting where my passion is... the young kids... hhee...then the chaletwas abit boring now i realise chalet is boring haha but depends who u r going with and the programmes... damn raining days make us stay in chalet and rot... :)

i pod shuffle

2007-02-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

my sis bot me a pink I POD SHUFFLE for graduation present! :) and she had the person to deliver to my hse and i was not home so it was delivered to the rest! HAPPY... delightful! thank u i love it coz i wanted to get tt after my pay... woosh!

tml i am going to chalet and after tt i shall study for i ept test le... so jia you!

sunday sis bf came to fetch passed her the pudding and we head down to holland V... she treat me to thai express as requested frm me... and she had green curry and me tom yum soup as usual with fish and glass noodle... yummy* chatted with her abt alex her job and me... hahaha good! then went to pet lovers gosh i din noe there is one upstairs in holland v... and damn cool at the entrance i saw 2dogs on display and we shop for food for tasha..gosh sis spent 100 over... can't believe tt... then had a ride back to work again... and i had alex to accompany for the night the lonely night at home tt did not turn out well

i bot cluedo travel pack! and we had been playing during our break time

quarreled with alex while on the way to holland for my fav chicago cheese cake

had laksa for supper tt was great and lonely

photos

2007-02-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

he's drunk!

Chinese New Year 2007

2007-02-20T22:39:00.000+08:00

starting from chronological order...
TUESDAY::::::: woke up and went to cck to meet sam but she was late from suffering some diahorrea... for some prata... haha then i went over to ya kun to makan all alone... din expect the set A to come with an egg so i drank my milo slowly while waiting for my kaya toast.. wooo... and then met her and went to KBOX... to sing k lunch and we din noe the lunch is included... haha sing and sing and found new songs tt i am good at.. haha then sam shared some stories of guo sheng... haha followed by we went over to clarke quay... walked ard went central shopping centre ..nth much and then walked ard to see her work place ...it had been like years tt i came to this place haha very young with mum and dad ... and then yes many rest and ang mos... and we decided to settle for cakes in TCC... wooo and ordered a tofu thingy to eat and it was my dear sam treat... then i found this cool place tt i wanna go... O CLINIC... a pub tt has patient beds.. and PILLOWS... haha cool.. then had some mini chit chats.. and off she go to work at HIGHLANDER.... some scottish rest...

TUESDAY NIGHT:::::: went to meet alex at city hall went to walk ard and he had scartchy arms... it means itchy... and i had to held on to him to stop him from scratching we went ard out all time places suntec and marina..to hunt for my new slippers but none fancy me... then we walked and walked evaluated on last night zouk coz we had no time to tok abt tt... so we tok and tok abt it the whole night... cool! then we ended up in our fav eating place pizza hut for spicy drumlets... pastas... and our fav fav minestrone!!!!!!!!!!!!!! satisfying and tried night for last night..

MONDAY ALEX SIDE:::::::: cool banana! haha first in the morning i went over to alex hse to bai nian.. followed by to his grandma hse... and then the sis and bro in law were late and the dadwas not happy and alex was not happy too... this visit i took a long time to decide to go with a story behind... only me and alex knew.. but i tell u i will be going every year now.. till i am with u boy... touched.. hahah but u failed on section hahhaa... the feeding...haha... then it was a long day for me tt i rushed back home to pass sam her bday cake.. which her bday was on SUNDAY... wtf... and thn celebrated for her in mc... haha i sang the song softly and i spotted these two gers laughing at me IN CCK MC... wth... but she liked the cake coz it was awfullychoc... yummy right and we bot drinks to sit in mc and to eat a mini slice of cake... hahah... next was off to home then see the rascals swim then we went to KAP with my uncles and aunties and of course alex... to makan mc... such a big family consist of 3 families and fours cheeky monsters...astar is cute ill upload the pics soon.. i took a pic with her...follow by we went over to my auntie hse then to airport... my bro just drop us down and me and alex not in hurry so we pei my mum till she checked in her lagguage...

MONDAY ZOUK NIGHT:::::: after seeing my mum in we took a cab down to MOS.. then it was damn packed so we chanage to go ZOUK... it was sudden decision tt alex n me wanted to join his friends he was a virgin clubber and for me it was my second time apart from st james... dragonfly... there were alicia and me the only gers.. and then fuming... don... deron... yong jia... wu feng... and alex.. haha the moment i hear music i started dancing... fun... and nice... i love to dance... anywhere .. then alex was shy and everyone was stun... haha... think they dun believe i can dance and idun look like one... coz i was sloppy in my wearing...then they kept asking alex to move... and the rest din dance much except benedict and jerald...haha and then alex was still shy but he moved abit.. then he drank and ta the whole cup... me only drink like 2 mouths only coz me policy i dun drink and i dun like to drink... so yes...and he was drunk my dear was high he felt giddy and started to dance... and his friend was drunk started to bang the couples head.. and we met luke and gf ... damn the ger dance like hmmmm.... ok... haha initmate dance... haha then we got lost from the rest and alex and me were dancing tog having fun... haha dinsee him dance b4... don was knocked out... so we went out to see ... gosh vomit everywhere and yong jia too..... then jerald drove the car over and i was act ps to take the car haha im tt kind i can take cab la...... but mustbring don back... hmmmm then helped them to buy ginger tea and brought him up to his 4 storey high flat... gosh lucky with alex and jerald holding him and me only helping on the caring side...wahahah... tt ends the day and wad i can say is the music sucks not 'power' enough

SUNDAY::::: horrible tiring house visiting from morning 1030 to evening 930... and i got ang bao of 270 only haha played with kids.. saw new cat and JABIN was naughty and ate and ate food food... and i crided at night

SATURDAY::: woke up late and went to help mum at grandpa hse then makan ma han quan xi..haha... coz there were many dishes... followed then i went to collect my free yu sheng from hanabi... dodo added many sashimi for me... the whole big box.. gosh and then i bot two awfully chocs cakes for sam and clement.. my 9 years old cousin... and yes i am glad tt i bot for clement coz the kids are all eatign happily... then at night spent at granpa hse too.. and home watched my ger vcd from 5 to 10 then skipped to last episode 16 ...and cried for missing the time of reunion dinner watching tv tog and eating steamboat... and alex being unable to be there for me

Everyday is Valentine's day

2007-02-15T13:35:00.000+08:00

i have been sleeping till i feel good to wake up in the morning to see ms TASHA distrurbing me from my sleep... i had been slping at 2 everyday to play com games.. so games tt are similar to spot the differences haha... and valentine's day had just past and i had a busy night work last night... gosh... all couples and many pple and long wait for the food i am blurred... haha and damn squeezy!!!

UPDATes..

MONDAY
woken up by MS drizzle morning call on changes of plan to a later time.. and i was forced to do my NIE and NTU application finally.. haha with tons of help from drizzle... on sunday? gosh a lot of things to be filled and i had three referee... one pending... :)... for this i managed to contact my sec sch tr again.... mr loh boon haur haha funny guy as i was scared tt he could not rem me after 4 years.. and yes the prom queen shines! haha

met the ger at BP plaza and we took 190 down to town to search for the RELC centre... damn deserted place and i have to go back in march to take the test for like the while day and now i have to start polishing up my grammar and vocab and even comprehension.. gosh! i hope i can pass. tho me and drizzle hoping to get in tog...hahhaa kinda like the feeling spent with her comfy..haha and lots of stories to hear

then went over to sch to meet mr ALEX helping out in the sch jae... then catch HONEy woo nice dance show.. hahah then off to work

TUESDAY
celebration of my vday suppose to comeovermy hse to swim but it rained so ya ate cup noodles for lunch and rested at home watching tv... went to yuki yaki in marine square... haha alex made burnt chicken wings.. and we did not know how to fry the ice cream till our 5 try... haha and the food was soso the soup was good sweet herbal chicken... so tt's my vday :) hey alex i expect more more ok nextnext time when u start work... ill be a vampire...

WEDNESDAY
went over sunset way and i got lost act... gosh haha and walked back and alex was followed by a crazy man? and then went over his hse to play ps2... and then we played star wars lego killing pple for 30 mins then we realized there's a door to proceed to the next level..hahah then off to work :)

TUESDAY

espara - relaxation week 1

2007-02-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

woopie! let's state wad's been happening over the week before i forget anything

MONDAY
met mrs koh

TUESDAY
worked full but cannot rem wad happen

WEDNESDAY
did iep project at home.. spent the whole day and night doing the project frustration and tired tho... but waited for alex coz he had project presentation.. went to sch to meet him and met mr yuan hao and asked on his gf.. haha waited for the boys in the com lab damn boring and watched hardgay.. hehe a bit funny tho hard gay teaching kids to cook and to like natto...gosh...rem tt dod o says natto is nice... haha

whole day kenna 'chot'by boys.. and alex of course frustarted... not i saying i pretty but i say pple are blind...haha anyway head down to town... makan at food republic... having a 5 hours gastric pain thru out... and yesh alex bot a pants from topshop..supper skinny... i insisted him to buy black pants...but he dun like so ya too bad... and me i bot a tube and belt cost me near 80 bucks... haha wow.. in far east whereby i try and buy w/o asking the price... thinking it wun be over 50... hahaha but it is so nice nice nice

THURSDAY
went to holland v thinking tt they have the nice top i like but when i see it again then i dun really feel like getting the pink panther thingy... then nth much to walk ard so we ended anyhow walk and just ended up in the food court in holland before i head back to work again... wonderful day spent... as we went to piper's pies down the road at sxith ave centre to makan beef pies and their sweet vanilla cake... yummy* just can't stop indulging in food

FRIDAY
submission of project.. it made me realised something... something tt had been happening the past three years and then this project made me realised the impt of team work and choosing the right memeber and always working with the right attitude now i do things i shant let pple hurt me... i shall just ignore and treat myself good... grp memebers seem sick and tired after the long run of project ... but everything is over and i felt so good and yesh we made it as a grp anyway so all of us shall feel proud...

and then alex met up with me at mc... i was so hungry and so went to mc at odeon there... makan alone was good.. looking out the window i tot of manythings tt i shall do.. haha... and why things are like this and whypple are like tt.. why why why? ques? haha but deep in my heart i felt happy tt hey i am halfway thru and my path is slowly showing and i enjoy and like my slow pace of life now..enjoying before i rush like a train once again...

then yes alex made my day but he was sad.. coz he act cried and tt made me took a half day off to spend a whole day with him to make him feel better... yes and then we head on to bugis to hunt for my shoes.. then i end up at far east mondo on a pair of cheap shoes.. gosh the day was like so short and we did so many things from 11 to night.. we went wisma.. taka.. lunch at toriQ.. haha me and alex fav snack placa at taka for meat balls.. and lido gosh we wanted to catch a movie... but no nice show to watch then head down to cine and then we bot tixs for ADRIFT... rested for soya beancurd and red bean pancake.. the show was pretty boring haha watching pple struggling in water and then die one by one kill each other due to frustration... and the show was short.. so dun ever watch...

then we went to suntec and marina and yesh alex settled his clothes in marina... i spotted this nice bag 49.90... wooooooo think shall get next mth... to hunt a new bag... to top up clothes for interview if can and to learn guitar... :) ohoh then we went back with ice cream yummy and took a long bus ride home.. gosh suppose to be fast but the tap card sensor spoilt so driver had to ask everyone to pay cash if not take another bus.. hehe... and then head to bukit timah market to makan... ate prawn hokkien noddle and a glass of sugar cane... sumptous meal... next was my hse... he came over to work on the resume.. and tt calls the day

SATURDAY
full day at work but andel had swollen leg so i am in charged at night... noon was ok but sucked coz i took tin a late customer and kenna tacan but henry... but i cannot be bothered.. in company view i am right but in personal view i am wrong... f*.... then it was damn busy night and shirleen and company came over to eat... and raj came giving me problem and i met idiot customer but everything was fine... i felt tt i am such an apple polisher haha... nt to be mentioned... and then yes we ended work with a de-brief and home with alex..

SUNDAY
the great day today which i had a long sleep.. woke up by drizzle while i am still unwilling to get up... then she was asking me abt monday on the time to meet... gosh i was on my sleepy mode when she tok to me then i realized tt i had been dragging my nie thingy.. then i dragged myself up and worked on the application forms and i guessed i used like 2 to 3 hours to complete both ntu and nie.. haha and my appraisal have to work on ms naidu. mr loh and mrs koh,.... wooo... damn sian all to be done by 28th feb and tml i am going to register for ept test...

then pasked a bit of my drawer and head down to westmall to buy madrain oranges and kueh lapis... and head down for my reuniion dinner at grandma hse... haha this yr i am not lonely coz sis is no longer coming and i have my darling alex.. he was nice and daring to come along.. and first he was so sacred when he saw my grandma coming forward to helpo us open the condo gate.. haha then he met my small auntie and the three rascals... JABIN and GEORGE... gosh i was amazed tt they act have their bowling game at home and billiard... gosh can u imagine tt.. and their hobby is golf!!!!!! wth! haha but jabin was me and alex fav .. but george is so cute and well mannered... and jabin is spoilt brat.. and they only eat like plain noodles and rice.. and their dad gave jabin ice cream and... imagine another small ger 7 mths... so cute...

gosh and worst thing ever is tt they have 3 MAIDS... wth!!!! they are just so fortunate... and then played with the kids... puzzles and dominos.. and then me and alex went down for a walk... today saw everyone all grown up la and i felt old too.. as usual those who will not come did not come like my sis and another auntie... hmmm afterall the dinner was fine.. and i am glad tt he was with me all the time and he understand my family more now.. and of course noe me more too.. then home with me to send out the resume.. pray pray for good response!!!!!!!!!!!! hurray

espara- relaxation consumption

2007-02-05T23:12:00.000+08:00

start of my relaxation karma has started... spent like 24 hrs with my the other half... alex tan spent a night at his hse... gosh watched porject superstar... wooo darren won expected haha and then first time i ate cold crab... haha rem my vday i am going to eat seafood... hehe and then ate doughnut.. so happy for once he rem to get me something but by request i asked for a nice pop doughnut from taka... for supper last night...

great time spent tog... it was like so long tt the past few days? months? years? we had not cuddle for tt much... and the joy from our faces tell all... that ya the one for me... haha mushy*.. then had breakfast spend time looking for jobs in recruit... and then went over to my hse supposed to swim but it drizzled and we cooked noddles with dumplings hot dogs and crabsticks and of course veggies... wooosh... then played with tasha heard tt she was sick from my sis...

evenning went down to rtrc to meet up with mrs koh... slept on the bus like pigs with alex... haha like so long so long din slp alr... :) then met up with mrs koh woosh so many things to do... and we forgot to get her a present... and then went to eat mos burger haha with mandy and nahnah...

lastly enjoyed my bus trip with mandy ...haha with the quiz she just bot of general knowledge...

freaks

2007-02-04T00:05:00.000+08:00

work on fridaywas boring.. coz the crowd was not a lot and like we were knocked off on 10... now i am so into jin san shun show... thx to my fantatic drama serial sister for both korean and hong kong... so great to havesuch sis at times... kind of miss her esp new year is coming but i noe this yr she will not join us... feeling sad tt she had not been really home for these two years...

toking abt work ... there is a pervert ard us... touching gers boobs... i heard from 3 gers stories.. haha and i decided to tell andel and he gave hom a warning... yes.. and all the gers and me all scared.. last day of sch hurray cant wait now my life is like carefree.. think ill take ard 4 mths break.. haha still working in hanabi and enjoying life by goign out... miss tt kind of life... woooooooooooohooooooo...

then yesh sunday stay over at lex hse... monday my hse to swim... but i can only tan then go rtrc to fin project then tues.. work and wed out with sam... gosh i need to watch the show...

anyway i miss ya alex!!!!!!!!!!!!

last day of school

2007-02-02T00:01:00.000+08:00

wow... sch gonna ends like just tml... and i have started to enjoy my life this week..
ONE: indulge in food!!! pasta mania
TWO: movie watching!!!
THREE: CUT HAIR
FOUR: getting friendz over for a swim and a tan and met old fren sam
FIVE: work gonna be fun and then pics taking day in sch!!!!

me gonna change my life style.. as in the food i eat frm tml onwards will be healthier and no more snacking and eat healthy meals!!!!!! weeee and more tanning i dunnoe why... and yes shall add in exercise too... weeepeee

bohoho... sch gonna ends... i can't wait... and tml i shall confront brenda... i wanna make her feels bad if i have a chance... HAHA.. and then a full day and it ends with a presentation when we are all so not prepared! gosh...

today din go childcare i was kinda disappointed... tho... but nvm next time.. esp when things were said and planned long ago... and then went for class... did some role play of interview.. and then gers mandy, mel and pam came over for a swim.. and they interacted well with tasha.. at least they were not scared and she did not bite them.. she only cried and barked when i went out...

felt life is so much more meaningful now and fun... haha i am planning for my activties soon... hehe hurray.. and then gonna enjoy and earn some money for survival... and then yesh met sam at EAT at rail mall to makan... haha i was said to be zhong sei qing you by mandy and sam...haha wad to do i really intend to meet alex.. coz i so used to seeing him and wanna give him morale support...

next is the episode of the day... bicker with mr tan... i felt kinda invisible and ignored for a moment and i started to keep myself occupied by staring at my phone ... then started to calculate dunnoe wad...haha and then things was fine and many many thingy haha happened... and then things were settled.. and then went to mc had wedges and then home at 11 plus... hope he could fin his stuff fast and soon so he can catch some slp and rest... :)

mr tan i'll support u morally now... hehe ya on ya own now... jia you ill chase the sleeo god away... shoo*

Apocalypto

2007-01-30T22:54:00.000+08:00

this show is kinda my kind of show and not my kind of show... coz i had a freakie and crying moment for like 10-15mins on alex shoulder whereby he did not know... and that part was when the village was ravaged... damn sad... all the killing was gruesome... and my heart and head hurt to watch... that is reality but when i am able to have a choice i choose not to watch and i felt sad to pay to watch such show... but after tt it turns less freakie.. so i continued and i enjoyed actually despite the cold...

the storyline is good... it captured me all the time except i guessed i closed my eyes for 30 mins of the show... guess alex enjoyed the show but he did not like the ending... haha great day afterall watching the show he wanna watch and end the day with wu xiang...

school is goign to end soon... lecturers had been asking us to do group work to come out with songs.. haha damn stupid but kinda fun... then me and mandy had a good time tho? as in relax...hummming songs while we walked to take bus to the old memorial ford factory... haha went there and we came out 15 mins later...haha coz it is damn boring and she had tons to tell me on how the place shld be improved... hehehe pple go there before it opened one year...coz ADMISSION free... go there when there is really no place to go... yes i have a list of place to go and do... i am going to work and enjoy my life and slowly find a job... to settle down hopefull nie!!!! pray pray.........

Mr A... my beloved boy... recently troubled with money issue coz he wanna learn and buy a bike... haiz... fore going our vday... hahah it is really fine for me tho in my heart i still hope for more...haha gers are greeedy freaks esp me deep inside nothing is enuff for me... but wadever u do i will support u and i will help u and i will hmmm as in we will think of things to work things out better... pray for wed***

pasta mania

2007-01-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

yummy... finay get to try the pasta mania outet at westmall so near my hse... haha alex is having swings.. just like me.. did i infuence u? gosh my key pad letter L is giving me problem i have to press damn hard then it will appear hohoho... tml me and alex set to watch movie.. the show tt everyone is saying nice and i am going to watch it soon... hahah it happens so when we happened to pass by the cinema and i was like hey this is the show tt pple says nice... and he says ya la... as if he did say he wanna watch with me... hahha but he say he din ask coz got those bloody scenes i dun like.. hahhaha ok

yeah had a very ful dinner yet i ate supper at home... yesh i have a good supper now... my tin of milk tt mum helped me to buy so alex will not scold me for eating so much to spoil my stomach... forgive me i am just a glutton... haha

oh i feel like going to ford factory tml.. haha just no mood for sch and quiz arhhhhh

love alex MUACK...

UNhappiness Spread

2007-01-29T16:29:00.000+08:00

i am unhappy...

jo's diary

2007-01-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

now i am going to list the things tt i have not been updating so i can always rem..

wed.. i watched step up dvd with alex... wooo nice show i love dance show... and then esp must watch with alex.. haha and then had a great dinner... hokkien mee in clementi great...

thurs met my best buddy..but when we met the feeling was so so good.. my long lost friend.. who's life is a drama... ahhahhaa and mandy got new friend whu is my friend.. maybe too long din see each other she is still the same and then she is still so herself..as stubborn and cheater.. haha totally opp of me.. and then felt kinda sad when she reads when playing and the place is too noisy for her.. but she and i love pay day.. haha i must buy tt...!!!!! then bot a t shirt from holland.. damn cheap i wanna get more the vintage kind.. i want the pink panther and sam bot a zebra one so cute.. anyway after tt we as in addition member of mandy..haha we went to eski.. guess all of us are tired.. and the dirnks there sucks la.. :)

thurs.. made me sad.. somethings happent to me..tt relates me tasha dad and bro.. so sad.... i cried sadly for a long time... kind of hate their presence.. and thinking why cant they love the dog....... haiz..

fri.. i skipped one hour lesson.. went to work.. so tired..best part is i am so hungry and i ate fin my whole pkt of food.. hmmm.. and then we played uno... for like 2 hours for two rounds... hahahha... then snacks and supper..

gosh i have no time to work on my assignement.. just feeling so lazy to start on anything... now hanabi no more shino.. but i dun feel sad i dunnoe why.. maybe just used to it... tt pple goes and comes.. today i heard angel voice.. chatted with her a while on the phone... gosh i nearly teared in fact i did.. i think tt she is a true firend.. whu is so frank and naive... haiz..........

hope tml weather is good soalex canhave great fun at ecp... and me... hmmm tml work is smooth... :) cheers*

relaxation

2007-01-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

yesh saturday has been great for me and alex coz i always take half day off which means i work at night.. so yesh today alex came over and we had a swim.. hmm he swam coz i dunnoe how to swim but i soak in the water then tanned... weeeeeeeeeeee... so long din really spend time with him the feeling is good! all i can say is spending time with him makes me feels great and valued.. and of course he said i made his sats all so fufiling and MEANINGFUL.. of course... now each time i am with him is load of fun.. and when u tok abt bike i want a kiss.. argh!

hurricane

2007-01-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

a great change in my family is going to occur this year... guess my family will be broken.. broken in a sense that my sis and bro and parents.. and guess ill be stranded...

i am not shure if i had made the correct move on telleing my sis tt we will be moving house.. it will be a definite thing that is going to happen but it is only a matter of time.. esp now my parents and bro and the ger have been viewing houses.. ard bukit panjang bukit batok... clements... sengkang maybe... gosh then in my life i would be moving hse like 3 or 5 more times if i ever get married... goosh... when i broke this news to my sis.. she changed her mood.. she said she hated my parents for being so selfish and owing her bf money.. and she does not flet like a family and she hated them and that is the reason why she is always not home..wad they care is the bro.. bro..bro... so wad's so great abt him tho she tot... haiz,..

so ya i broke the news to her is to let her be prepared anway they were plannign all these themselevs i am walys like infromed last min too... haha sad..now my sis she is pursuing accounting in sim.. i am so happy for her at leat finally she can go and further study.. while now she is 23? haha... great i want tt to happen too... to me of course

sad to say i am really scared of what will happen even tho i am not close to them speak less than 10 sentences to them ... i am still scared to see my family to turn out the bad way... first is the dog now is the ger.. another extra memeber which she is not recognised by me but just a floating figure in and out my hse.. which only pose me problem ...and uncomfyness...

sucks... now work think need more pple...coz once the pple gone coz many pple had resigned.. once they gone when i work i might have to take over the full timer job be host? and to look out for the overall.. handle customer.. gosh all back again to my busy life in work.. argh..

glad tt project is comign to an end and i realise many things.. pple changed and some pple remained the same... haiz no strengths in them at all ... haha... and then went over to mandy hse to help her with the iep... haha we took a cab back but b4 tt she wad so angry tt she ate so many things... haha and then we played games like giza and soem numbers games so hard.. haha anway i miss alex for just one day and tml another hectic day for me.. hmmm anyway my eop presentation got b... and my astd test is over.. i hate to grp with other classes.. even tho they are friendly i just felt so not myself...

alex comign to swim on sat i hope it wun rain plspls

MR TAN PIN WOON

2007-01-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

haha gosh i am watching the dvd tt dodo burn and edited so funny... hahah..i can see andels tattoo the whole back till the ass...haha

last night bicker with mr alex tan as usual when he is out with his friend...long story and yesh thing went out well after tt... argh..... stupid buffalo... haha .. tml working on iep poster...so hahaha

pics pics

2007-01-12T14:04:00.000+08:00

gosh it had been raining and raining in sing... and alex not happy coz something happen but i dunnoe wad... i am proud of myself i didi my ped till 2 plus at night and had completed and think it is polished up alr... and then made a closing with the childcare.. yesh happy first time i felt so close to miss naidu a hug and a handshake... made my day... today stood so near her and told her my dilema of goign ntuc or nie... gosh ill get her be my references... and maybe mrs koh? hahaha i need good references to pave my career line and maybe ill get james to write too... :) hurray...

alex smilez *
more pics on the day

i miss the pregnant lady

Karaoke

i took this

OT pple

i love group photos

i spotted this pic from henry's online album so i stole it

dragonfly

2007-01-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

fly fly fly... my first ever clubbing experience happened last night... we had our hanabi thingy at st james power station... we had some indian food at some prata place in the building itself... wow think boss all very generous this time.. then came the photo taking

haha then yesh the night began... with going in the club... but then we went all the way up to the third level our ktv room... not a very big but a long one...then started with buttons... we have linde doing some imtimate dance to andel eeek.. then jasmine the chubby cute cashier from ot... haha then is cheers for the success.. and then announcement of pay raise for full timer..i dun really like singing in big groups coz no chance to sing.. haha anyway then we went down to the level..1... wow the lights are blinding... great experience for me... dancing is good but cannot do tt too often... hehe.. great day great gathering everyone is happy... hurray... pics pics more to load

it's over

2007-01-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

gos i am so damn tired and having headache now and then... exhibiton of marin elife project approach is finally over... hurray! all i can say is well done to all our hard work and time and effort... and yes now only left the poster presentation on 22... and the rest of projects to be submitted.. today started off with a bad day and ended off with a very very tired day .. my neck hurts... argh... lappy damn heavy... and had been active since 6 in the morning.. and i new an early night rest...

tml movie... looking forward to it

exhibition

2007-01-05T10:25:00.000+08:00

gosh it is nearing yet so many things happen the grand finale of going to childcare... haha not tt serious but yesh it will be a relief if things turn out to be good.... gosh so many things are forgotten... first i forget to bring keys of the childcare die.. then i went back home and now in sch... GOSH!

morning was a warmth breakfast with family .. too bad sis not ard... she seldom join us... hmmm and ystd was her bday tho... then met grandpa and auntie at bukit timah market... hehe so funny... anyway i miss alex... hope to see him.

stress

2007-01-04T22:27:00.000+08:00

kaoz... parent exhibition tml... damn i am excited and stress i dun feel good today i dunnoe why i felt so so no good any small thing will just irritate me... felt kinda sad when when i am in such mood alex cannot be ard me....... today worked on the exhibiton till 930 at night in the childcare.. gosh

new year

2007-01-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

weeeep...so many things happen over the week... so busy having stay out at laex hse and blah blah projects and work...

first i had finally quit my job at the clinic coz i really have no time to commit myself and then today the doc came hanabi to eat haha... my heart pumped so fast then... but we smiled so afterall i think it is still not so bad...so sorry doc i disappoint u...

and then yes still continuing my job at hanabi so many pple leaving coz they dun give bonus... dodo ..jack ...ah soon...ah fai... shino... hmmm so sad... all my best pple all gone... haiz.... dislike those new pple... hmmmm james apporach me again to the post of supervisor so yup i must think thru first tho... after i grad...

watched curse of the golden flower on sat... haha at JE some old place where by they had the cinema upgraded...hahathe show so interesting and funny tho... haha only one word to describe WOW... beautiful... wanna watch night at museum tho...

waiting for my pay now i am in debts... hahah gosh...

so busy nowadays parents exhibition on friday... just read the mail ongoing the members... find tt diff character makes up diff person... some pple just cannot go on initative... like to ask wad u suppose to do or just think wad u need to do instead third party to remind and to push to rush... gosh... i've seen so many such pple... perheps i'm tt kind of working pple so time is precious to me and i noe wad is priority and i wanna not best but all my best ... as in doing things to my best tt i can think of... but not a perfectionist... even if yes show ya ability and i think i have... hahah... anyway many things happen not to be mention... in childcrae kids safety is priority issue teachers have to look after 24 hs... even there is another tr or more looking after U have a role to look after not even to tok to ya mates and do ya own things and even no lookin into camera and videos... tt's an early childhood principles... kids as priority... teaching may be hard but i always find it great fun to amuse the kids... to share have fun and teach in an interactive way and of course trying to teach them in the right way...

maybe it is my own thinking i think i put in reL LOTS OF EFFORT TT MANY THINGS HAD BEEN IMMUNED... sometimes i can only use excuses as the main reason and do u think i care attitude... slowly i learnt not to care much since pple dun even care of their own projects so hurray... man

new job offer

2006-12-26T22:57:00.000+08:00

yes i started my training today at this clinic in jurong eat so near my first hse... hmmm so pple come and visit me... haha if ya sick come come ill give u the medicine... :)

went in the morning and at night...

morning
i learnt filling like putting the customer cards into drawers with many cards in it... all the way from 00000 to 60000.. i think haha... then i was intoduced to this three walls of medicine.. gosh i dunnoe any but i can identify a few of those tt i had taken before...haha so funny... then home

night
i learnt more things today... hmmm leanr to key do payment? learn to cap bottles? haha house keeping? speak to patient... weeeeee....... a brand new experience... but tho i felt a bit helpless just now tho but when i get hand of it it got better!!!! weeepeeeee

thank u alex to give me morale support thank u thank u... hugz

My best present is log cake

2006-12-26T14:58:00.000+08:00

X'mas eve was good had a great time with alex at vivo and i had my dream comes true i have a log cake of mine... hehe... hurray

TA DA*** my log cake mine mine mine

flowerz

X'mas DAY

had a sumptuous breakfast at mc with alex then proceed to work.. i cried as i felt so helpless and sick... find tt things so unfair and pple are fake.. anyway .... the fun was at the end we played games.. had feast and blah blah... saw pple doing pole dance and even lap dance wow... haha gross tho... merry x'mas

spread of food!!!! yummy from queesway

pretty shino

girls

makan time

smilez on all

bird nest drink n condoms from horrible pple

she had drawn another cup - Boss's prezzie cup with light

boss & tammy

jackass

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A pig with a dog prezzie

ding ding dang

2006-12-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeeeee........ excited for tml.. first gonna spend my first ever x'mas with alex....hahah we have decided to go vivo then home .. shall see how tml... weepee
this year i ahd a bag from alex last year was a jacket see..

gosh sis always know wad i need best
a nice fluffy cushion tt gives me sweet dreams

a little dino egg i called it hmmm frm mandy haha

then dodo gave me a calendar and shino and angel gave me a small surprise... so sweet of all and surprise... :)

curry

2006-12-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

WOOO just fin eating alex mum's curry nice/... maybe coz i love currychicken... haaha.. today we gers had a gift exchange i got this very cute present for mandy and i went ard showing pple in hahanbi so cute/./ then i had a big box of merci from moss philo coz pple give her then she giv me... argh! haha and then i got a mickey mouse from joreen.. and then long time ago my sis gave me this sheep cushion damn cute from taka.. very damn huggable/./ comfy.....

gosh i am crackgin my head on wad to do tml and wad to do on x'mas eve so budget but have to spend it and make a memorable day for both of us.........

oh tokin abt today lesson i realise something and i had come to a conclusion tt boss and alex noe... hahhaha boss ill tell u sumthing wad miss p says ok... remind me.......

x'mas cuming

2006-12-21T20:20:00.000+08:00

this whole week had been hectic and relax for all... esp my grp memembers... hurray we had been this far... success i can say but so many obstacles.. now mel lost her cam.. gosh i tell u all the hard work is gone.. so sad tho... but i am sure when there's a will there's a way i think pray pray we work so hard i dun wan all to be gone like this...

accompanied the funniest and happiest ger i ever met.... my dear mandy ger... pei her to buy pants.. while waiting for her i stared blankly at the ceiling .. eeek holes and plant... eeeeek my neighbour sining song......gross......shut up... ok... hmmm today went for a very enriching interview with fairuz sup... very intelligent and interesting lady... i really learnt a lot... this is wad i called quality childcare...

then met my another half of my life tt's alex....... hmmmm ate dinner with him... some times i think maybe spent just a while is ok and good... :) hehe no more swing swing and tml busy day wonder wad will it be like...... WOOOP

the letter 'H'

2006-12-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

iep phase 3 gonna end soon but mrs koh commented something and more activites had to go on... sad.... felt better workgin as a grp these few days..coz everyone is making an effort i guess..

one thing is the mr F thing... sadz... i felt so helpless.. why such things happen to me and alex... esp happen to my F.. wtf... i am sad tho... i wan to have a rest from everything...

ouch

2006-12-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

hoho i hate the ulcer in my mouth... rghhhh... it has been there for like 4 days and now still so painful... arghhhh... gosh i hate rainy days too so hard to be out of the house coz of the damn rain...

fedup! hmmm and me and alex were caught in a dilemma of whether shall we meet for dinner..haha hmmm anwyaz i miss him.. haiz... tml gonna cook for him fried rice first time i guess? haha i mean fried rice!!!! haha... shhhh dun tel him.. ysdt he brot me to sunset way we met there gosh rain was heavy and he was so funny with his windbreaker standing there undet the rain like a freak! freako alex... then yesh bot swiss rollnice bakery shop from there where they have 365 days of logcake gosh i wan to eat log cake for x'mas.......... hmmmm doubt i can this year.... argh...

ruff........

Another job offer

2006-12-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

weeee... i was kinda happy these few days with alex spending time with me.. esp sat... hehe i had good rest and fun at his hse... thos doing noth but i fin my sms thing so it is like hurray.. haha and gosh my ulcer is killing me ..

okok yesh i had this part time jobin clinic... 6 bucks per h after training 10 bucks and if performance is good i get 15 ... hmmm sounds good... hehe... considering gosh gosh... someone enlighten me pls...........

getting irritated

2006-12-15T23:35:00.000+08:00

gosh i totally hate IEP and i hate my sup... wonder wads wrong with her man... first we met her on thurs and she was ok.. and prev phone conversation really change my perception of the project back..

fuck then today i go back childcare she told the senior teacher tt she very angry with me... coz i din tell miss philo abt mrs koh coming and she wanted to scold me... but scared to embrassed me in front of my friends.. fuck la.. as if my fault ok maybe partly coz i am all the while coordinating with her and pls it is a grp work i felt so fucking idiot and sandwhich when such things happen... today i finally cannot take it ,... iz ok for her to blame me anyway i wun be going back to the centre after tt... wad for u put up a show in front of my friends.. damn sia..

i felt so sick tt why why always me.. think i look trouble for myself for suggesting my childcare.. and yes indeed we get the freedom to do many things but at the end i make myself suffer.. WTF... stupidz me ..

then after mandy left i was all alone.. looking after the kids till they sleepp.. then supposed all to reach at 3... none came back and not even a call tt hey i'll be late... so irritated... why no sense of responsibility and u call this grp work and this is not the first time.. then i felt so helpless. slowly set up the table.. then at last the activity went smooth and done in 30 mins.. so many things happen.. like last min the things having changes like kids have speech and drama and stuff...

one thing i was sad tt.. mrs koh visit is last min and we think is not so impactful for the centre.. till today wad miss philo told me.. abt wad tt women says abt me.. and i see the trs so busy puttin up labels and stuff.. i felt bad and sad.. and i actuall asked miss philo: are u all busy bcoz mrs koh coming.. i am so sorry... iz like wtf whu knows how i feel! i felt so lousy deep inside i felt like last time my closeness with the teachers had drifted.. and this project had made the r/s sour tho... gosh maybe i'm just not good at handling such matter and taking things for granted...

fed up... hate this feeling... wishing for the project to end soon... FUCK man

anyway i had a great lunch and night with alex thank u for giving me support all the time.......... haiz

happy FEET

2006-12-11T23:57:00.000+08:00

yeeps... today din go down to do project in little tots.. so yupz felt a bit uneasy tho coz it had been a routine.. anywayz i travelled down to thomson to pam's hse.. to discuss project and yes we delegated the job and we me mel and mandy finished our take home kit.. hehe efficient pple... and yupz... and then

went home heavy rain... then me and mady she KI SIAO when going home see naythng also laugh she is so so funny nuts in the brain... saying other pple crazy she is no1 crazy i guess.. haha... gosh.. anyway stay calm and keep yaself cool ok dear... and yupz went down to vivo... checked out the toys R us.. and then went to action city and bot hmmm a massage and tt was after tt.. hhoohoh for hanabi exchange presnt... gosh... i felt so happy for this year x'mas.. coz... FIRST ALEX celebrating with me during christmas EVE!!!!! hurray tho we dun noe wad we are doing... and i had a puma bag... and next... is christmas day celebration at hanabi... means all staff celebration...cool huh with exchange gift hahahaha....

anyway i saw this bag at vivo i wanna get it next mth... bags are nv enuff for me.. tho i love the bag alex bot for me big and my fav colour W H I T E...

ohoh back to vivo i met alex there... hmmm we waited a while thn bot of course SNACKS in the movie... never to forget..haha he had hot dog bread and me nachos... hehe then happy feet.. hmmm till today then i know vivo has a gold class... but not really shure wad it is abt but ill find out.. then happy feet show was hilarious... hmmm with interesting meaning in it... and songs and songs... haha so funny.. anyway i like other penguins.. and mambo was so sad... he lead a sad life tho... haha but he in the end saved his kind... wow! then the day ended off with a long john silver fries and home with H N K...

alrite tml ill see the beloved him again... gosh this week busy week!!!!! test on wed.. and fri........sick i dun wanna fail astd... gosh i dun want... to ...........ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

happy henry bday

2006-12-11T08:45:00.000+08:00

wonder how old is this man this year... but anyway ystd i gave face to eat steam boat..i had cake stained on my cake all thanks to this man huh... work was good and fun... haha i treasure the times with the gers... tt makes me like hanabi esp when my job is just as a waitress... break time i went to buy a necklace for sunny and a cake for henry... ya tt's his bday present... jack and ah soon made hr with tons of wasabi in it... no one can ticked henry coz... at the end he wanted jack to cut the HR half one for him another for ah soon... hehe... steam boat was good tho... hehe...just me shino and tammy and angel... the rest all hungry ghost... HAHHA

my x'mas prezzie
hehe i bot alex a pair of addidas shoes... so nice and i had a puma bag from him... whitish... and BIg... he bot me a bigger rubbish bag... hehe sat i spent greattime with alex.. tho supposed to watch movie but but he was late so hmmmno more happy feet but just walk ard and buy his shoes... hahha... so fun... love alex

Al Ameen

2006-12-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

Yaya's bday celebratION******

hmmm tired and sleepy yesh my x'mas prezzie is here! hgehehehehe not yet wonder wad did alex buy buy buy for me... i'll get his tml... and tml we watching movie... hmm this mth spending a lot again... die!!!! ahahhaaa cant wait... and today i had great time with the gers after so so long... hmmm so nice

Missed

2006-12-07T21:14:00.000+08:00

hmmm he had gone to play basketball with his friends..ehhehe anyway good news for my iep project so yea me so happy.... and ya hmmm can't wait for sat coz feet happy happy feet with ALEX... argh! miss him

O happy days

2006-12-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

sounds like happy meals tho.. anyway yesh i've been having great days in sch and outside.. and i got my pay just today when i went to take video cam from dodo papa.. he is really nice... hmmm alex went with me tho.. haha so nice of him... anyway ystd he was at my hse till 12.. doing his project ... hmmm yesh and i fell aslp halfway... and mum cooked some food for him like vegtarian fried rice...

i feel the change in me towards my family memebers no longer tt cold anymore... anyway now only left my distanced sister.. tho shall go out with her one day.. :) anyway tml prezzies coming... hehe surprise surprise! and ya went to eat pizza hut today wow pizza was great my all time fav and took pics of alex.. and i had a new haircut too... :) brillant

yeah and finally alex can relax no more worries abt project tt much and now tml my turn and has a lesson to teach wor... argh!!!!!

Field trip

2006-12-04T18:53:00.000+08:00

yes today our IEP finally went to Labrador park... hmmm the weather was good thank god tt it did not rain... and the chn were none hurt.. gosh but he whole day since last night i had been suffering headache i felt so sick... argh!

anyway the bus we had was good tt it had a mic tt chn can sing.. hehee this bus service was good too! and then peter wad good to bring the kids ard and dodo was good too to help us take video...

i miss alex... :(

look at labrador park

SEA SNAIL

SEA GRAPES

Hermit Crab

HAIRY CRAB

Twiggies

2006-12-04T10:34:00.000+08:00

my new food.. twiggies so choclatie... nice...
anyway ystd work was the scariest! there is a fight in hanabi... then when i walked in i was like eh police man come here and eat then i walked in i saw police man toking to dodo... gosh the whole atmosphere is NO good... scary.. then dodo mouth swollen! he kenna punched by BEN... and dodo cause to protect lele kenna punched.. HOW CAN U BEAT A GIRL... then he kenna punched... hmmmm scray then he reported police and today he is coming with us to Labrador park... haha...

haha last night as usual had a talkk to alex... abt x'mas ...haha then ended up both of us unhappy... but after so long i am really fine with him spending with his friend or wad...hahha make it alternate ma one year with ya friend one year with me.... tho we dun noe wad to do and he always say he is not tt kind of celebrate person... argh! so ya..,. and then

think my white hair gonna grow more... haha with more maggie mee and the rate of intake of unhealty food haha my hair gonna be dyed black! :)

west coast park

2006-12-03T09:38:00.000+08:00

yes i went to west coast park yst hoping not to rain... and ya suppose to go cycling and in the end we ended up playing at the playground and yes i manage to eat the nice fish noddle in west coast finally alex brot me there... yeah really nice tho... and then coz of time constraint we cannot watch movie or it is like unable to decide shld we go watch coz it is like i am tired.. and blah blah...

anyway it was a good rest ystd b4 i go work... :) i am excitedfor monday tho and still nervous on how the woman will reply our letter i dun want anymore trouble le... i had so many trouble calling the bus uncle and handling her... argh tot of it is so sick... HAHA... anyway wondering wad alex will get for me this time for x/ma... AHAHA lest year he got me a addidas jacket so wads this year? hmmm the tot of clelbrating hmmm is like not high as in either spend with he and his friend or never haha see how then hmmm

wad r these for?

2006-12-02T00:49:00.000+08:00

someitmes i just find loving some one is so happy and so sad and so hurting... sometimes i just hate him treating me like this...

but still wad he had said and his tone... hurts..

i want tml to come soon......... if not i'll suffer swollen eyes......... :( i want someone to really care for me!!!

changing

2006-11-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

mum bot me a strudel i began to tok more to my family memebers sis just bot me a shorts from addidas warehouse sale and i started to tok to dad on the phone too... guess i am accepting the reality? and beagn to realise tt life is short and they are still pple who cared for me...

and alex and me are getting beter i want an eraser to rub away today...

i went to andel's dad wake... hmmm he died peacefully.. he have tougher road to go now...glad tt i accompany him for ne hour... :) jia you

Haunting

2006-11-29T23:52:00.000+08:00

gosh today was bad bad day... esp IEP and first time pple said such things to me... 'DISAPPOINTED in me' gosh this thing is haunting me i felt so sick and tired and pressurised... why in the first place i volunteer this stupid childcare... coz no other choice? coz we were suppose to ask and no one gets back? why me to liaise with the centre coz i work there b4... and this woman she was sick and away and went for operation we couldn't get her for any updates and now she blaming me...

i felt so sad tho... coz act i respect her... the tot of it made me wanna cry again... the tot of wad for put in so much effort and at the end i get such treatment and rubbish... why and someone pls define group work to me... sometimes i am a bit frustrated tt i dun undersatdn why pple made empty promises i must say.. we have to all work tog as a grp memebers... but first we must all be clear of wad we need to do and to do our own part! yes at least our own part... i really hate iep now but the tot of teaching the kids kinda excites me...

i just felt sad n dun wanna tok to anyone... i cried first time ever for my project she said till as if i am so irresponsible.. so not going a/c to instrction and said all of us cannot follow simple instruction but did she state it in the first place... then i jotted down notes of wad she said the last time i met her... she said nth but only we discussed on the file... wtf... i was then a bit angry tt why i was there alone and no one followed since there was a three hours break then... hmm i felt so f* up...

DaamDaamDaam

2006-11-28T20:28:00.000+08:00

now feeling sense of satisfaction as things are going on smoothly... hehe first IEP went on smoothly.. it had been implemented for three weeks le... hmmm act 2 weeks... first lesson was great and second lesson was humorous... stolen some pics from mandy hehe...

and my ASECS scored and A tt's 50 % for the module hurray all thanks to all... :)

Under the sea

2006-11-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

gosh i went to rent the vcd under the sea and many many vcds to keep me occupied to do project... then heavy rained.. and thunder and lightning came.. then alex was really great.. he went to rent the car and came to fetch me and then sent me to little tots... in my heart i dun wanna him to come but i want tt kinda feeling... when couples get tog long? i dunnoe wad happen? me and alex are those kind tt have to quarrle to be tog... so we will act say wad we really mean in our heart? till now i still wanna be with him so much and everytime seem to be a brand new day and still in honey moon period.. not so much of sensation but i dare say tt I LOVE HIM.... tonzs ROAR!

Panting

2006-11-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

gosh... sunday and i took half day off and we fininshed a 3 by 3 m tall and wide background of the beach for our project...whooo cause we have great pple like mel man and me... haha and of course pam whu is goign to do the sea creature... hehe and of course hannah whu is doing her part on the lit review...

eeek next week will be the start of the busiest oncoming weeks... our grp now stuck on the field trip to go changi or labrador... think all have to settle on monday... gosh it is the safety issue again.... hmmmm friday celebrated the two gers bday yea same place as my bday which is settlers cafe...haha this time we played new game and it is so fun...hehe... cannot descibe but sadly to say is i had to rush to work... hmmmm... so evryone went back hurried?

guess me and alex grew mature in our relationship... and i tend to treasure more the time we spent tog.. and we started to plan for our own future... hehe he is going to be a police man..hopefully and i wanna go fly ard... hehe pray pray no high hopes but a dream :)love u alex

Hecticmania

2006-11-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

moving on a very fast pace for this week and i feel so used to it le... gosh i done my shrimp costume and crab... now gonna work on the lanyard... very busy this week tho? hmmm monday went down to childcare and had project discussion and home to rest? then projects meetings everyday for diff project and yes tonight i had conducted interview for 2 parents and 2 more to go to br done on sunday... and me and mandy found many many helpful ideas from parenthood... yesh.!

tml bday clebration for the gers and check the games i bot for andel.. gosh itravelled here and there... and i saw an ideal x'mas present so i shall work towards it? hehe as for me and alex... yesh i am getting used to my busy life.. and guess we had reached the mutual understanding stage and ya... hmm the givign freedom stage and no longer showing any anger but showering love chim ah? hehe

wow btw i bot a bracelet for andel and wethead.. and uno cards transparent andwater proof i want!

stranger

2006-11-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

i am getting sick.. sick of the life... ya concern is there but ya words contradict ya action... disappointed SHOO

VEXED

2006-11-13T16:28:00.000+08:00

argh so irritated now... dunnoe why just find tt sudeenly so many things to do so many things to worry abt... hmmmm projects was kinda irriating prev... and now at least we come to a conclusion... and then ya i had to scarifice my work to do project wor... :( sianzation.. then next mth i will earn less wor... sick sian... why like tt...

then must fin my interview within this week ah... argh... and wed to send out newsletter? and thurs projects? fri projects and celebration and sunday project and sat work.. damn.. i find life so UNFAIR

Tots concert

2006-11-11T10:14:00.000+08:00

waw.. tots concert was afterall a great success i guess... coz just by looking at the parents smile...the kids and the teacher... gosh it was a hectic friday for me... morning lesson at 8 and then test... gosh think i am going to fail that test of mine... then i rushed to the childcare.. i was kinda upset and disappointed tt my grp memebers bcome like this... i dun noe why... ok and then yes i settled things with my supervisor.... i was so reassured and thank miss naidu and i hope ya operations will be sucess....

oh ya then once again the whole class was thrown to me and i help the kids chnaged with helpof other 4 ech 1st year student then reach there almost all parents here le... gosh then the concert suppose to start at 430.. then we started at 445...haha then gosh first music theres song but no lyrics...ahah then i ask tr rohya to sing then she say cannot then in the end the k2 sang..and cute linyu can dance so well in sch but there on stage she is scared... same for kylie...oh gosh and my class dance like shit...hahaha :) great day

Massmania

2006-11-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

went for a VIVO walk with alex... gosh... lesson at 8 today and me and mandy was early but pam and mel were even earlier haha.... then lesson was sleepyy and then i was managed to stay awake thruout tweety bird granny lesson... then had a email test and fell aslp then... then wentdown to tots.... yehs/... the chn dance improved...yeah... gosh i can face the parents now... then bro fetch me and mum to vivo then bot a phone.. free with 50 bucks voucher... and then bot a samsung phone.. lousy one..hehe but i like black... then went to hunt for my concert clothes but nono...nth aat all... only bot a hp strap... then home..and research...hehe...

MONDAY... gosh NOV OCT DEC are the busiest mths of my life... coz projects and work and my commitments.. i find tt pple are selfish and always think for themseleves and nv think how much pple had put in... so i was sad on monday i find tt why i always find trouble and thungs for myself all bcoz of whu... none other than ALEX... hmmm dun wanna comment much but somehow some times he will disappoint me... monday i was so busy i had lesson at 9... then i fin at 12... then i had to do project the head to childcare then home to bath to attend wedding... haha no comments... but i have tons of feelings... happy...sad... innocence... anger...foolishness....at least everything is over... fuck care then...

however after tt eating at mc made me happy........hmmmmmmmmmmm.... some pics on sat.. and monday presentation

Next Level ---->

2006-11-04T23:50:00.000+08:00

weeee... saturday is here.. and yesh i spent time with alex... so many things happen over the weeek damn bust weekk and my stress level is so so high tt i cry and cry today for too many time le?

Let me recall......

MONDAY
IEP lesson... childcare brot down my radio......Went down to Hong kah north CC... gosh to try the sound there coz i'll be incharge of music on COncert... then with alex in lib to look for book....

Tuesday
School till 6... then work...

Wednesday

School... discussion...went to OT to send sms... makan with alex and walked ard in marina to look for his sis's wedding present...

THURSDAY
horror day... met my supervisor... wwwoooo i went to childcare first i bathed the kids... rehearse the dance... then the gers supposed to come down at 11... but late nvm... the whole sch rehearsal start... then i was so afarid tt they cannot make it after the rehearsal end...yeah and they made their own way here.. and watched the concert too... and yesh they say good... but my classs... sad sia.. cannot make it.. hey buck up... then went on to the discussion in the office...wooooooo... good everything was smooth but guess wad hannah was late.. and lost the way coz i gave wrong add.. sorry...hehe then yesh everything was settle and yes miss naidu helped us a lot.. thanku... and gers great job...

jope everything will go smoothly as planned... then stayed in sch to do proj till 10 plus.. gosh

Friday
1 hour lesson... then childcare .. rehearse dance again... and then home to do work.. lessonplans... checklist... then work... and attitude to alex..haha

TODAY...

my r/s with alex had rose to the next level... like wad i had said i cried and cried due to many things... i hate the idea of buying phone and going to phone shop and even to look at phone... and i hate crowded place and expecting the unexpected... miscommunication... and ifelt a bit uncomfy today with his dad.. sorry to say tt... maybe too long din go out with pple with age... forgive me to say tt... coz ya...haha not to say more... then i felt him so diff treating me not as impt as before.. he was so eager to find ben and left me alone... argh... damn then both were not good... he was angry... i was like wtf... u always dun noe wad happen and like me to say wad happen... maybe it is just tt boys are unsensitive creatures.. u noe things are hard to say thru words.. esp i am A CRY BABY... not a cb ok!

hehe things got better after thrashing things out... he said me making him angry made him loved me more... he dunnoe why neither do i??? haha so things were fine we looking forward to monday to spend time tog? hehe he was wondering wad to wear...i cant help coz i will be busy maybe taking a reef walk at Labrador park... with the gers....bickers and quarrels are good! they improve relationship and understanding...

I AM HUNGRY... so short of pple at work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we need more pple anyone?

spontaneous

2006-11-02T08:45:00.000+08:00

yes now i treasure my sleeping time coz day time i am actively workign on project...
yes next thurs we shall fin the project hmmm the asecy sculpture one.... then week 5 do the report and then week 6 starts the interview... gosh nextweek another busy weekk..

anyway ystd went down ot and sent sms... and alex accompanied me after tt...wooooooo.... i want a break!

cant wait for monday

2006-11-01T00:25:00.000+08:00

coz it will be another day spending time with alex... these few days i feel like superwoman...haha....

MONDAY MONDAY hope wecanget down to labrador park hope everything goes smoothly... childcare concert next fri and hope everything willbe ok

projects

2006-10-30T14:24:00.001+08:00

iz killing me? haha act i feel ok and on task... life packed with things ah... full of commitments... moving ard hanabi and school and childcare... so all energy drained... din really spend much time with alex... BUT

last sat we went to watch THE GUARDIAN @ my fav The grand Cathay! yesh we walked from ps to buy tics... then back to PS for a walk...enjoyed the moment tho and the show was good... better then i expect to be...haha thiking tt it will be a boring show... tho as compared to last time we first dated when we watch movie we seem to cuddle tog and now... hmmm so much diff... we sit sought of like not tog... but concentrating the show...

SATURDAY work was frustarting... all i can say is short of pple and damn many customers...

SUNDAY was no work day... but project day.. we met up with peter from bwv... as usual pple late and then lucky and glad tt the whole process went smoothly..we had all doubts cleared and moving on to the next phase of work... which is to mandy house and we buy the barang barang food and things official start at 6... and then slack a while... split up the work and me and pam managed to work well tog... on task and rest moderately and ard 1o plus to 11 we completed our part... then followed by the gers... and we had our proposal and approval letter and lesson plans not yet... phases of activites.. newsletter and consent forms.. so yup ended at 1 and i took cab home and had a good rest...

IEP module is draining it is a small scale project compared to uni... a mini and less requirement.... thingy,.... anyway this thur meeting my supervisor and we might be staying over again... and tues work and wed down ot.... and thur... and fri work and sat and sun and monday mock run for iep... and two weeks down will be official iep implementation... and quiz one more week and email test and then sculpture project.... whhhhhhhooooooooooooo

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projects

2006-10-30T14:24:00.000+08:00

Angels Bday

2006-10-26T22:02:00.000+08:00

recently many things happened to me and nearly knocked down by car... quarreled with alex... many commitments... school... work...childcare... these three enough to kill me and alex.... gosh...he's getting impatient with me... and i learn to take things easier le... in dunnoe wad sense...

mon... celebrated angel's this mummy bday...haha with 4 mths old baby in her tummy... and wed went to makan in bugis steam boat till 1... and today went childcrae and i missed my lesson... coz they had phototaking...and many many things to come to be fin...

alex u need ya support tremendously... if not think my stress level now enough to drive me crazy...... i'm ready for projects i managed to find books totally related to project approach b4 the sch lib closed... and alex helped me with the song cutting... thank u...........

tmltml meetign up with the bwv guy.... gosh hope my grpp is prepared

NUMBED

2006-10-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

wad am i feeling now? i feel numb deep in me...i can't feel anything.. chop off my head? my lungs? squeeze my heart hard now and let me drift away...

angel birthday tml.. shino's on sun... wed karaoke...

i'm stoning...

inspired

2006-10-23T00:04:00.000+08:00

yes i was browsing to search for my iep project and read abt reggio emilia... apporach... think it had been the best and fav apporach i had came across... let me read more then i can conclude..

had a light hearted family breakfast today but short of my bf...haha anywaz yes dad was smiley and sis was caring to brin me to ikea.. and then work was great uno was fun pple were great... hanabi my second home... haha no alex hse my second... hehe.. gosh i am missing him much these few days... tired.. no brain to think and to do anymore

boring lesson

2006-10-18T23:39:00.000+08:00

lesson had been boring and fun.. i am losing my voice so i have no mood at all for sch... gosh me and alex wun be meeting till sat... then haiz... his basketball and don... missing me out........ sadness overwhelmed me but tt's wad i should experience... to grow grow grow...

spooks... i had planned wad to do after my grad.. i'm gonna try on air stewardess.. hopefully my face will get better haha pimple free... why? coz quite a lot pple ask me go join and ex stewardess says can make it and ex recruitment officer look for me... so ya maybe not for look and figure but my smile and service...

tues work i met a funny customer and brot joy to all of the staff... coz of this ang mo? with curly round hair.. like me? gosh thank god he din wake for me after sch... he winked at me and wanted my no... shit man... haha tho ya muscle big like coconut.. but u cant make it and byebye...hehe alex din manage to come fetch me ... hmmm...

work this week iz like hmmm not very good and safe for me... but fri alex wun be here...

and I AM missing him all the time...........i 'hate' him at times....hehe

Schooldays

2006-10-17T17:18:00.000+08:00

hmmm... school started for 2 days le...and piles and piles of assignment we had alr... this term modules were like all leadership thingy and to prepare us when we are at the outside world... pretty interesting tho...

was thinking of alex during sch time...how good it will be if i can see him ard in sch... i had been working last night and going to work soon...

my bro gf is here... me and tasha in my sis rm... eehh no longer gf now should i call her da sao... dunnoe wads wrong with pple these days.. i was only told abt their rom on the dayitself in the morning... and she was just like a stranger i think some how a simple meal we should have when my dad is back... if not she will remain a stranger in my house...

work work...

@ e Bird Park

2006-10-15T21:55:00.000+08:00

here the journey start w my dear

waterfall~

MONITOR lizard eeek

my brave boy

feeding at lory loft - cute + scary

panorail ride

checking on his hair

B A N A N A split

yummy... sinful

heading to eat popiah

overall birdpark was boring...haha and i described alex as MR H! hehewalk here and there ... morning he was not willing to wake up then we met at clementi and had mc for bfast... next we head to jp and take a bus down to Bpark... hmmm saw the flamingoes and many many more just following the trail... birdpark not so organised than zoo...and birdpark wad u see are all birds... haha unlike zoo... my fav place in bpark iz the talking birds...tt none of the birds tok to us tho we tried many times..and at lory loft...gosh i was so scared of the birds and the bridge...tt's this bird unwilling to leave alex shoulder...haha... and penguins my fav best of all the birds... and owls and eagles... tt's all ... nth much and interesting but keep walkign and great timetho we had coz long time din spend time... since ? underwater world... hehe

the haze killing my nose....and my throat..at least alex he was concerned... haha gave me icecream to eat? haha he forced me to eat pi pao gao and buy inhaler...gosh my block nose....argh

tml sch starts le......... i'm gonna miss alex coz i had to work hard for the rest of the mth..... :)

last day of work

2006-10-14T19:39:00.000+08:00

today sat... spent the whole day home supposed to work in hanabi but woke up in mense cramped...and suffered bad diahorrea... then cannot work... then stayed home played games like from morning to 6 and had my dinner prata and pumpkin rice...

din get to meet alex today...he had wedding dinner to attend.... so ya but he called me 5 times today to check on me...so ya pretty nice and caring ah!

ystd was my last day at tots... went to omni theatre with my class of 11 and i had 9 and they needed me constant reminding...and i felt pretty lost cause me first time bringing my own class and i was not told of anything... but luckily the kids were safe and sound back... and gosh jasmine was back and she gave me a hard time coz... hmmm she just act like a baby...

tv time when adam going home... he gave me a hug and a kiss... so funi... i pretend to close my eyes then booo! and the mum say again then he came slowly creeping over and gave me a muack on my lips... lovely 3 years old boy whu really know how to speak.... :( joon kiat had not been in sch for the past 2 days and linyu was not there ystd... ya and left the centre with memories and hugs for the teachers ...

L O V E LY

2006-10-13T23:11:00.000+08:00

shoo!

2006-10-11T22:34:00.000+08:00

so tired... and swings coming...hehe

irritated by cheng cheng and joon kiat so adorable and i want to see him grow up! hmmm had dinner with alex ljs in cck... hmmm nth much too just work is irritating and yesh ending soon on friday and my bird park is coming is coming............wahahahaha great time gonna spent with my best boy