(
Headache ah*)
Monday, February 28, 2005
hmmm poor poor me headache* hmmm must be in the convention hall for too long.. today iz the JAE open hse... hmmmm so sian... me end at 11 then makan then mel went to mit BF then hmmmm PJ taking results today... but things din go well... hmmmm then went to library to watch BETTLE JUICE... haha nice * hmm then dar came... muack! muack! then he went off le then i went to convention lor... so boring not many pple come today... hmmm... then me mel and JOEY stand FRONTLINE!!!!! haha hmmmm...... tt's the day ba.. hugs.....
hope Pj and mel will be ok.....
Bless pple....
miss DAR*
thinking about o'level results hehe it seemed so ytd thingy... still rem my whole scholl did well man... imagine me the always the last few in class... still can get 12 to get in poly... and somemore i'm in the fourth class... hehe... so ya... i'm proud of myself for all the staying back in sch and LOH BOON HAUR!!!!! my physics teacher ah!!!!! haha ok lah... end here! BYE!
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, February 28, 2005
(
HP theories)
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Love IZ Blind, when u really love him... u accept him as who he is, u love his everything - HP theory - BelI3Ve it ANOT?
i feel happier as time goes by with him... coz i can feel that he knows what i wan and he is the him... ever since i voice out how i feel that day... things started to change a bit ba... he's more sensitive to my feeling and he showed that he really love the who who I AM!!!! haha* last week was horrible and this week was terrible for us too... my swing swing* coz both of us to be unhappy.. but life gets better and we tend to treasure each other more!!!!! LOVE U
LOVE DAR and SAM
LOVE family...
LOVE FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!muack*muack*muacK*
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, February 27, 2005
(
Kbox, Movie, BK)
6 mths anni!!!!! wahahha... guess wad me woke up at 8 plus then i type a bit of notes then went to meet dar in clementi... coz we wanna go that kbox... then somemore near for the two of us... haha... then ya lah... at first me shyshy.. then the voice haven OPEN yet... then dar also... haha.. but after a few songs... YEAH* my voice iz back... hehe then yupie... sang all my favs... hmmm great... iz relaxing... i love to sing ma.... haha... then dar i love him to sing RAN wo XIN dong DE REN!!!!!! i've recorded it down.... then hmmmm overall the k only coz 10 odds... so yeah next time can go often... hehe....
Then went town thinking of going to watch RACING STRIPES... but hmmm town so many pple coz of the s league thingy... hmmm then me and dar c so many pple also sian... then i went to find samantha... coz her shoes too slippery then nid a cobbler... then went to find her at the food chain.. then we tog went to wisma SOOKEE... haha mY SHOP**** hehe then she bot the ring for me... yeah we got the SAME.... friendship ring coz she lost the other one.... i took size 7 then she took 17... coz i wanna wear pinkie then she wanna wear at the middle... THANK U i love it very much... then she say there's more to come... hehe coz rem the CITIGEMS advertisment!!!!!... yeah SHE ROX!!!!!
then ya me and dar left the place... hmm the whole day as usual crappy lah... laugh laugh... then we took a long time to think of where to catch a movie in the end we left two ulu place JE AND clementi... haha then in thhe end we went jurong east lah... then got no racing stripe then haiz watch WHITE NOISE!!!! ppple dun watch tt show k... not NICE!!!!!! haha then ya lor...
then the show fin ard 6 plus which me and dar dun understand watching... then we damn hungry then we walked to IMM and eat BURGER KING... then we saw this family.. haiz damn hmmm "thick-skinned" i mean they quarrel and scold each other like no one business like tt... haha then DAR even say wanna go know them... then after tt i saw this infant damn CUTE*... heheheheh... then went home... dar missed his bus but this time iz the bus din stop for him.....
Bless my friends......
Thx SAMANTHA....
Miss xiao ma and company
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, February 27, 2005
(
Wooo Weeee)
Saturday, February 26, 2005
stay home almost the whole day finished my SCV and LAECY AND CD1.3 le... COOL* and finally... this week so shagz... but friday still got CHN project so ya... tml iz me and DAR 6 mths lor wor... fast fast... so happy...
ard 4 went to dri hse to do proj... fin everything left hannah's conclusion... all thx to hannah... all her editing and stuff.. we've tried our best... so yeah!!!! just pary hard man!!!!so ya then went to dri room haha we too bo liao lah... used my phone took video acting hello kitty and family and TEDDY BEAR... think we too stressed lah then yaya joined in... haha funny... then Dri looked so troubled... so happy to see her smiled!!!! smile always k... just last nite i realise life iz so short and vulnerable....
then around 7 plus met dar in clementi coz he wanna mi me... then hehe then clementi seems to have nth to eat then we went to BP plaza... so near my hse.. DAR so hyper today... and he wore tt nice T shirt i bot...hehe then he siao la* crazy* then he watched me eat then he saw the video mandy took for me... hehe I LOVE U... then waited at bstop for his bus... then as usual he missed one bus... then haha we played the GAME... by "predicting the car" DAR will drive in future... haha coz he crazy and wanna a license.. did i spell correctly ...haha the first iz alfa romeo...did i spell correctly again... do correct me ah... 2nd and third CAB... haha then LORRY.... haha dar so sad... hehe... MUACK* iz ok only a game... so ya... hmmm hurray TML gonna go sing K... just the two of us and watch RACING STRIPES.... yupie
Tml shall be a great DAY wor!!!!
bless all my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dri to get well soon.......
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, February 26, 2005
(
Long Day....)
Friday, February 25, 2005
Met dar in the morning in the project room.. hehe coz me decided to skip lesson with mandy to help them with their project. then went co-op mandy ask if i wanna eat choc... then i saw that cute strawberry choc then i got one for DAr.. and then went lib... saw him... he was like NEXT time u wear SARONG AH!!! hmmm ok.... then hehe dun care coz i still happy to see him... then mandy and me managed to find a room.. then she took a video of me which was meant for dar!!! I'm FORCED to do it... then after that elena called say got proj discussion then me and man went back... hmmm
then act my gro fin the proj thingy le... hmmm there's so many discontentment amg pple... haiz... then ya lor... mel and man so stress today... then they skipped CHN... we watched video... so cold... then my hair all standing up wor... then hannah got goose bumps... pple slept in the lecture... then after that... dri went home coz she pain... then left the three of us to do the proj...
so went over to find the gers in the lib...then we did the layout for dri lor.. then pass to andrew...hmmm whole day din get to eat ah... HUNGRY!!! then on the way back saw shuluan... hehe hmmm she's still doing fine... but then tok to her till i missed my stop coz i forget to press the bell... hehe... so ya! tt's my day!
Miss my dar lots and lots....
tml still got to do project!!!!
Love him
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, February 25, 2005
(
YUPIE)
Thursday, February 24, 2005
finally last nite i pia fin my proj... now only need to do some ammendments... did i spell correctly.??? hmmm but last nite was HORRIBLE!! but now everything iz going smoothly le ba... today skipped lecture to do proj... then i went to mac to wait for dar... hmmm then he called... hehe yeah* then we met then he hmmm BULLIED ME... then ya lor... then he sent me home and that marked my day lah... now got to do my another proj which i got to pass up tom!!! wahaha... hmmmm proj sux....
Mel Man dun be stressed le....
Bless US to be not so stressful le!!!!
BLESS me and dar this SUNDAY!!!!! 1/2 year!!!! weeeee*
I love Baby BOY
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, February 24, 2005
(
TRAPPED*)
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
i cannot feel myself... but for the whole night i've been waiting for him to post his blog... heartbroken* i made dar sad... i felt even more sad... hmmm i dunnoe wad to say but i just wanna say i felt better now... coz i think i'm on the right track... and i'm not the only one who felt like this now... coz mel also... haiz... poor gers... hmmm got to undergo such thingy... hmmm pull the hair like wad i always say...
His words pierce... both of us seem to be another person... sadz....sadz....sadz... DAR i promise the same old me will be back in days... just give me time to settle all my stuff...
Love u.......
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, February 23, 2005
(
dead*)
everyday i'm so happy in sch spending time with mel and mandy but when it comes to proj... haiz... sianz.... sianz...sianz... i dunnoe how to go about starting it... and every night i can only express myself here... who can understand me i doubt? i dun even noe myself... i'm drifting away.... i cannot feel myself anymore hur*
i miss the days we spent tog...
i hope tommorow will be a better day......
bless me and my family.........
bless my love ones
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, February 23, 2005
(
The connection is back!!!)
Oh my god last nite i had nightmare.. then my mum say me sleep talk... hmmm
wahaha today i've collected my phone back... then i msg DAR, QIAO, MEL, hehe* this morning i woke up at 8!!! OMG that was like i got only 20 mins to prepare to meet MANDY!!! hmmm today she coming over to my busstop so we walk from shell to school... this is part of mine and hers EXERCISE!!! hehe* then finally i rem to bring DAR's chocs... hope he c le like it ba... coz i took the whole day to melt the thing... close and open the fridge...
last night i was mad* not to be mentioned* then met DAR in C2... saw him from far then hop to find him... whenever i see him me so happy... forget everything le... then my heart goes..pound pound pound*** hehe* then ya lor tok a while then went back to meet the gers... dun hav the appetite to eat coz morning i ate two baos le... then went over to the lib... discuss with dri.. then sent her off to take cab then i went over to find SQ in JP... she skipped her lecture ...NAUGHTY* then i walked alone in JP... hmmmm then collected the phone... then so happy then finnaly can receive DAR'S msg le... but aty night cannot again... sad ah... then he reply like lan lan like tt... think he bek chek also... haiz...sorry...hmm regret to change to starhub lah... then SQ and me went to trim eyebrows.. haha mine shorten and hers neater... then haha no diff lah... then went to walk ard... ohya i saw my grandma... then met mandy to take my lappy back...
then HOME* then watch doll master... then ate steamboat... FULL* then ate dessert... wan TAN... TAN YUAN*... horrible.. but i ate small small portion only...hehe... then tonite must pia project tml got to compile le so ya~
Bless me with good health...
Bless me with happiness...
Bless the pple around me to be happy and GREAT!!!
Bless me and DAR!!! Forever...
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, February 23, 2005
(
I hate myseLF)
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, February 22, 2005
(
HATRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
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hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate
BLESS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, February 22, 2005
(
Finally ended!!!!!)
Monday, February 21, 2005
Today iz the presentation of LAECY project!!! hehe* phew.. but the load iz still not off yet still got i think 4 more projects to go... sum more the weightage very huge ah....hmmm but just got to try... hmmm early morning got bad hair day then went downstairs take bus.. today went school alone... then act wanna take cab but dun have lah... then i like so CLUMSY* haiz... then i msg dar hmmm ME got no hands to reply... hehe* then went sch saw Fiona... then compare like me the only one whu carry such a big bag...
Next today AGNES DIEU lesson damn.... dunnoe how to say lah...she say she from he view can c pple not discussing... then she not happy... then say we not interested can go... then everyone STUN*... haha* u look at me i look at u... moment of silence... then she say "LESSON ENDED" then me and mel we looked at each other then... only the C class esp my class stood up to get the bag... then while we were about to leave... she say... "SO u all think the discussion not useful" or sumthing like that lah... then we like WAD THE HELL* iz she ask us to leave and not we wan to leave one lor... she so hmmmmm.... i respect her lah but now she like tt... hmmm...
Then makan*... hmmm we end ard 10 plus... haha then we went to the squash court upstairs to do project... occupied 4 tables... and then do proj from 11 to 1 plus... hehe fast... the empty boxes after pasting the construction paper comes to LIFE* haha* so nice ah!!!! whole grp really impress with the stuff we made... yeah* then today saw mark lee and the other two... then in co-op... then down there filming then obstruct our way to go take construction paper... IRRITATING* then ard 2 plus we went up to forth storey and presented our learning centre... and i'm asked to present... i can feel that me shivering... hmmm first time feel scared... haha coz we din prepare wad to say... all of us shagz*...
Then it's GREAT!!! so proud of our work... hehe... then went to cck with mandy... act she wanted to make replacement for her ez-link card.... but closed le...then Dar came to find me... then so hAPPY TO MEET HIM... =) coz din meet for three days le ma... then last night tok on phone.. can say iz sad and happy... coz i cried three times... I teared... hmmm... then ya lor~ but dunnoe he happy to c me anot... coz hmmm he like tired ba??? dunnoe lah...
we went to take the photos... hmmm then he saw the pic i dev... then got us ma... then he say paiseh... hmmm on the way up the escalator he very bad ah!!!! pple enthu bout which photo to put in wallet then he gave me tt kind of KIDDING JOKE* haiz... hmmm.... weird feeling* then saw my first boyfriend in the interchange with bobby chao... then haha he so chirpy... then on the bus can c that dar wanna cheer me up... but me too tired le... and my neck hurts too stiff le... hmmm.... then ya lor... part at the bstop ... saying that he will pei me tml to repair my phone... damn phone... hmmm treat u so well still spoil... hmmm got to do my proj and catch my beauty slp le....
Hope each day me and dar will get better and better...
Hope he will be sweeter to me AGAIN!!!!
Nasty pple stay away and Give me PEACE...
Looking forward to PAM back to THE SMALL island again...
BLESSED***
Blessed to have UUUUuuuUUUU [ALEX] with me
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, February 21, 2005
(
C*oc*la*e*!!!???!!!)
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Hmm met si qiao... then we managed to change the pendant i got for her from "J" to "S" for Samantha... then the lady attitude i cannot stand ah say the exchangable date expire le... but i insist that iz a present so wad can i do... hmmm that day also like that and i rem i asked DAR to look at her name... BITCH*
Today Mum's cooking... and she cooked... xiao long bao which she brot back from Shanghai... and hmmm wan tan (i wrapped one... today damn huge)..fried samosa.. curry chicken... herbal chicken... and two veggie... and drumstick and man tou... FRIED RICE ( my fav.) and Beehoon and Noodles.. and dessert... hmm FEAST aH !!! but haha the food not so nice... coz at first seem to be not enuf but in the end all the food not finished... then big uncle brot yu seng... grandme bot chocs for us so sweet and iz ROUCHE... haha* then play with my little cousin astar... so cute* my auntie fishball kept saying that she looks like me when me young then she even took my nursery grad photo to compare... haha* then the whole day ASTAR sticked with me like sticky glue... haha then i sang song and took video of her... so many little cousins.. i think got 6 of them younger than me... then the boys all crowded around the game boy...
then today i saw a mould very nice... heart shape de... so i tot of making for my DARBIE... coz these few days we mood swing swing... and iz scientifically proven that **** make pple feels happy... so ya... hmmm but not shure if we meeting tml... haiz... sad ah.... think tonite i hope to tok to him long... coz sis not coming home and i can use her room... hehe* then ASTAR came with me we melt the thingy tog... she so cute... tot of bringing her to the zoo but their family go there once a mth la... hmmm boring.. then she at first say wanna come with me de... but hmmm... in the end dun wan... so bad*
Afternoon i called dar.. he's at home... heard tat fuming iz in hospital... hmmm b careful and get well soon... then hmmm tok to him till i teared in the end... coz he asked me to go bath... then me hmmm se bu de... then me sad that din c him for three days... real sad sia... whenever i tot of that... then he say must learn and get used to it... if i really get used to it u will regret one lor... hmmm..... haiz... i dunnoe how to say he also dunnoe how to say... maybe past few weeks too used to seeing each other almost everyday ma... so hard to not to get used to it u noe... hmmm then soem more me pms... haiz... think dar will stressed up now ba... coz he got to rush for his projects too... hmmm... YEAH* toking to him later dunnoe how will it be like??? like this afternoon again? or hehe looking forward to c each other...
OH SHIT... tml i'll be like the rag and bone MAN!!! holding two big plastic bags... like sum crazy lady in school... i think i only feel happy in school though iz boring coz got great pples... and extremely happy with dar and with SAMANTHA... hmmm i feel so caged at home... OMG i spent 30 odds on developing photos... hell... my mum took 100 over pics in Shanghai lor.. then my pics only like 5 odds... haha... i shall end here... today long long got 2 posts
pray hard that tml will go smoothly for me and DAR...
pray hard that things will be better after tonite...
Bless the two of us and my family...
Bless my friends....
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, February 20, 2005
(
Brand New Day)
hmmm yesterday was a horrible day for me and dar ba... hmmmm he went to sing k with the guys... and on the moment i swear i'll never ask him to sing with me ever again... i dunnoe why i saw his msg my tears formed in my eyes... hmmm horrible* then i did my project since 4 to 10 plus... shagz.... yesterday my mood swing till horrible... haha first ard 3 plus i went to Cold storage then i bot pasta, biscuits, pretzels, spinach, Fitness cereal and MILK!!! hmmmm cost me 20 bucks but iz to last me for the week... hehe then after buying all the stuff i feel better then i msg dar then he say if the table comes early then come meet me then go meet the guys... but hmmm dun wanna him to run here and there... and then later c him a while my mood will be worse... then dunnoe wad happen... then i really wanna burst the whole day...
then i rem once he replied me "OK"... then he say he will call me but he DIN... and i've been waiting for him.... haiz..... then heard tt he went k.... hmmm my mood swing again... and i can't help to cover myself to reply nicely which in the end i ended sending those nasty stuff...hmmm then i say b4 i slp i msg him... so ya~ hmmmm i dunnoe wad to say lah... but today hmmm i feel better...
aiya my mum early in the morning bot jee kueh and fried bee hoon for me spoil my healthy plan... and she gonna cook feast today... haha and i'm helping out... act ask dar to come but he say c how paiseh... anyway he went home late ytd so..... think he damn tired and i understand how he will feel.... so ya~ just let it be like that ba... but so sian she gonna cook the same thing over and over again...haha* ...gonna FIND SQ in cck le.... have a nice day pple*****
Bless me and lex will be fine* ^_^
Hope presnetation will be successful wor* '~'
P.E.A.C.E
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, February 20, 2005
(
Dots dots)
Saturday, February 19, 2005
so sian and hmmm No mood today i dunnoe why... this morning woke up at 7 then went to emple at my old house there to pray pin an... coz me rabbit ma!!! hehe* then i saw Elsie there... so cute she tied two pony tails... hmmm she's mandy's niece... cute*... then BRO dropped me in scholl at 9!!! which me supposed to meet the gers at 10... haha..
so reached atrium then i left my bag then went to library... today got the mood to study ah... then got sudden tot to borrow some books.... hehe then do proj...everything goes quite slowly but ard 1 we finished le... hmmm kinda scared wont be good... haiz.... but iz OK pple... hmmm then i went home... then i mms DAR a pic that i've taken while flipping thru a story book... PIG FIREMAN... FIREPIG* Ya Piggarised* then msg msg then he say he going out with DAD to eat lunch... so ya... then i went home witht he empty boxes... then reached home hmmm thinking that we wont be able to meet today iz so sian... then i asked if he wanna come tom coz my mum cooking and my relatives coming so i just ask him lor... if not monday me study late then sure very tired one... haiz... so hateful... then i got no mood to tok to him lah... whenever such things happen me v sad one... hmmmm think iz a chain ah... that day me pms.. then dar kenna kb then today my turn... hmmmm*
tt's all ba... shagz... not enuf sleep and then still got projssssssss to do... so many things not done yet... SUX* STRESSED*
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, February 19, 2005
(
*Beauty is Skin Deep*)
Friday, February 18, 2005
Shagz these few days not enuf sleep... and hmmm sorry DAR... i still feel sorry i thinkk next time we better be guai a bit as in sch days dun go out later then 10... but me still very happy that you pei me... and ya celebrated SQ bday!!! ya the best man...
Shagz tml got to do project sia... hmmmm 10 AM... omg.... then ya lor~ just tok to him... so poor thing... xin tong le lAh... today have long day in school ... WAHAHA... though i damn sleepy but me still very HYPER.... yeah ... tutorial was rather fun today ah... our humpty dumpty drama was good i supposed!!! coz hehe.... i think my acting skills improving... wahaha... today din do much things...hmmm just tink tt wad belinda had said was really worth to reflect on.... BEAUTY IZ SKIN DEEP... and then ya lor.... I LOVE U ALL!!!!
To those i trust my whole life with...
To those i care and missed...
BLeSsINGS*
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, February 18, 2005
(
HAPPY Birthday Siqiao aka My SISTER!!!!!!)
Thursday, February 17, 2005
hohoho..... toking to her on the phone... haha so happy today i laugh like mad lady at coffee bean there....so paiseh! sorry dear.... hehe then hmmm today went childcare i made dough for the kids... then make my fingers so bloody... haha... then think of activity for the writting corner for the theme of body parts...then today CS1.2 me mad... me MEL AND PAM CRAZY then we kept taking photos.....
then after that went clementi meet dar then went to the woodlands to look for present then went to cck to eat... then met the gers... hehe... yeah then came kelvin.... then tada... i love aka siao za bo... sorry to the pple there... too happy for my ger... :) HAPPY BDAY... and i'm so happy that dar stayed all along wif me... hehe
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, February 17, 2005
(
Shagz)
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
today is such a sad day ah... so tired till unable to go fetch mum... think me slack at home after slping late ytd at 2 to do my proj thingy... i'm fat fat fat... hmmm then today lesson boring.. got three hours break... go lib then i kenna warning note from tt stupid guy for MAKING NOISE in the lib... unlucky* then went c2 to do proj..then tutorial got our presentation... then dar came over to pass me the boxes.. then like tt ba.. din tok much.. no muackie but got huggie... hmmm too tirred le... HALF DIED... hope i'll feel better tml
I CAN'T BREATHE!!!!!!!!
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, February 16, 2005
(
Hehe)
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
hmmm just reached home!!! packed up the hse washed clothes.. WAHAHA... ok today CS 1.2 lesson was fun... for 4 hours we have been doing art and craft!!! wow... then i got my art pieces... waawawa so NICE* then do proj... then LAECY porj gotta pass up soon le ...hmmm STRESSED* today managed to get boxes from the copier shop at the library... hehe
then LAECY mass lect.. hmmm sian...bot BB tea in... haha then eat and eat then watch "BETTLE JUICE"... quite a nice show!!! hmmm then went to dar hse after asking mel and the rest if i shld go... coz i take those boxes lah... hehe but after receiving dar msg... haha OK I'M COMING!!!!
then reached his hse... i read thru my stuff and he changed my blog... hehe.. then today so cheesy muah* MUAH* then went out to lao yu seng... hehe then ate the noodles his mum cooked.... then i ate the yu pia...which i dun like..hehe but still alrite la... hehe the cooking iz alrite k! haha then hmmm yeah* the mum iz smiley today ... haha then Dar sent me home... then listen to some funny songs he dl frm BEN... HAHAHAHAH* then hmmm waited bus wif him... he got mood to take pic today ah.. but not nice ah... hehe... then he off to send daniel's GF... reminds me of MUM coming HOME TML!!!!!! i'll fetch her if CAN!!!!! hope she got bring goodies back!!!
Muah Miss U
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, February 15, 2005
(
My first ever Vday with ALEX WOR*)
Monday, February 14, 2005
Yuppie! today iz vday... same thingy go sch to pass up te assigment and thnen DRI came over to my hse to bake thingy for andrew! Ekk* the cake not to be mentioned! haha then my Dar came over... wahaha he came then helped me with my blog... but no diff... hmmm "L"... then watch Shrek 2... wahaha... din really watch... then we went to clementi to makan... then HOME* haha HAPPY... dar brot flowers for me ... hehe yeah me happy... though i like tulip more.. but i din expect him to get.. and somemore he make himself one... he's so swt... this year the VDAY iz special... haha as compared to my exs.... DARBIE IZ THE BEST...
I won't let anything to happen to u - Alex tan pin woon
LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART...
Jerlynn bday coming le... yeahyeah happy bday... :)
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, February 14, 2005
(
Wahaha - LOVINGLY*)
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Yeah!!!!!hehe... today me and dar went to the ZOO!!!!!
haha... guess wad he morning call me at 8 then me wash up... clear laundry... then go clementi meet him.. then we went to CHESSE PRATA shop to makan bfast ah!!!! YUMMYLICOUS* then after tt we went zoo byy taking bus in CCK... then reach there ard 1 plus... then we walk walk.. had lots of fun and i took many pics using my phone!!! yeah!!! and dar brot his digi cam too... we took lots of pics of animals and ourselves!!! haha iz so fun... we walked till 4 plus then left the place went to woodlands to eat BK... then haha went to buy ingredients for DRI... then home... now i got to fin my proj... and i wanna upload all my pics... haha i wan to go bakie le... SURPRISE tml!!!
So happy will him!!!! hehe XIN FU*
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, February 13, 2005
(
hmmmmm.... Happy vday ..haha)
tada* morning woke up wash clothes then went dri house to do proj till 1... then sis tempted me if i wanna but phone... of course i wanted to .. how i wished to change coz i used my 7210 for 2 yrs le... and then now i got 6670... cool* then finally got camera and many function.. i like!!!!! then i went to shop for dar thingy... and then... ya lor... GUESS wad i got for him... hmmm a ripcurl t shirt cum body shop perfume!!!! haha i like tt smell... hehe tml we going zooo gdgd...today ate a lot... red bean pancake and taco pachi and xxl chicken hehe then maggie and cereal with milk with dar...
after everything sis bf sent me over to dar's hse there then ya passed him the items... he say he giddy must be not enuf slp... poor boy... and then ya lah... hmmm.. my sis words made me make reflection... but i think afterall if i think i'm doing the right thing... and i'm still the me and the way i do things are still my way so i shun care wad pple say but to be firm.. and ya~ then we went clementi to sell my phone for 80 bucs only which my new phone was like 400 odds... hehe omg.. i wonder wad mum will say when she reach home.. then dar came over we SWAM!!! finally!!! ahha after so long... hmmm so swt i love him... he's very patient wif me though me scared of water and then unwilling to try... then he kept laughing at me... haha but i laugh even louder.. so paiseh... hmmm we swam for bout 2 hours odds... then went up to fin watching the CELLULAR ... the show seemed nice but all the while i was busy making my phone... NITE pple i'm tired... swt dreams and hope tml weather will be great !!!! for OUTING!!!!! BTW DAR got me a mickey mousie watch ... haha omg!!! but i dunnoe why the sight of it i like... so afterall iz the sincerity that counts!!! hey u got lots of homework more to do ah!!!!!hehe*
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, February 13, 2005
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Shalala)
Friday, February 11, 2005
today go school as usual... so no mood ah... hmmm... then morning met Mandy go sch tog... then reach there they say need to do lesson plan then we rush but in the end dun do... and then lesson for MYC and CHN haiz... sian coz all the lecturers all got nth to teach... then supposed to do PPCM...but me din bring the paper then everyone like no mood... hehe* then went for MCY performance discussion!!!
iz abit boring but me mel pam decided to go for dancing... imaging me dancing ...OMG!!haha but i wanted to learn malay dance lah... so graceful... then after everything went to find dar... hmmm my fren sad today... haiz... but things will be ok de lah... DUN WORRY!!!:)
dar hmmmm naughty boy!!! haha went to his place then he haven change to go out... and din even tell me he gonna play soccer.... then i was thinking might as well dun ask him to go... but hmmm... then he no mood also make me no mood... ytd he went home at 4... crazy... slpt a few hours only... siao... hmmm he went to sing K... act a bit sad la... coz everything i ask him to sing he dun wan but his frens ask him then... haiz...
Next we went to Far East bot a 'I LOVE U' thingy haha underwear la!!! and then i got our PRINCESS FIONA a belated bday present a pink tank top... HOPE u like it... hmmmact went town iz to get dar vday present... but since he's with me i cannot get rite... so... hmmm we went pacific plaza and wisma.. then he say he hungry... then ya lor.. then he say he dun wan to stay in town... then for his sake... we went bck clementi... but the hawker not open so MAC iz the only thingy left... then after tt i dun wanna got home so early ma.. then i very mao dun... then me waited with dar for his bus... then after a while the busie came then MUACK* bye... hmmm the moment he left me i'm so LOST... totally... can u imagine i stared at the directory board for near 15 mins... haha coz i was looking where i shld go...
then i decided to go home but before tt went to rent VCD ... then dar called said the soccer cancelled... me din feel happy at all.. then i rented SHREK 2...AVP (Alien VS Predator), Duplex, and Celluar... cost me a bomb ah... haha but once in a while so ya~ then i bot apple strudel and custard horns for me and dar... den i waited for him... then he came by taking 184... coz he tok taxi back home then come over... when he came act i was tinking of hugging him and tell him how lost i were just now... but he SPOIL the whole thing
yeah then we watch AVP first...then ya lor... we roll here and there on the big bed... haha coz mum not at home... but me feel lonely w/o her... then we nuan here and there... haha like worms... hmmm so ya! HAPPY DAY END!!!! me gonna go slp le... muackie... tml still got proj wif my gers and then mit cousin if he free.. if not me will still buy thingy for my dar... and then i'll do some shopping... and then maybe swimming wif my beloved... haha... ayyayayayay.... LOVE him lots and lots... and i miss u!!!!
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, February 11, 2005
(
Boring day)
Thursday, February 10, 2005
hmmm today morning went to dri hse... do project... c her so poor thing ah... got to hop and hop and use the kind of office chair to move about at home.. today we managed to fin the FP1.2 proj... hannah typing but i think the references not good enough... hmmm i wanna get A grade for this assignment... shagz* last night slept at 2... damn tired ... then reach home...slack.. watch tv till slept on sofa... then cooked maggie mee... with three diff kind of balls!!! then i msg DAR then dar called me... wahaha... tok to him for a while... haha * oh ya... today smth special happen... haha my a/c happen to have more $$$$$$$.... but dunnoe y got so much too... maybe pple just wanna giv it to me or pple bank in wrongly... tml start sch le... hmmm sian...wahahah... PEACE^
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, February 10, 2005
(
Chinese New Year!!!)
Bohoho Happy New Year Folks... iz kinda a fruitful new year for me... the ang bao i took was kinda expected but i'm still happy... coz i've done my counting of how much to save and how much to spend... hehe
Chinese New Year!!! Yeah! Wake up at 8plus then go house visiting at 10 plus.. me change and change all the clothes I bot seem to be eek! Haha think I grew fatter le… then went to the shu gong hse.. then the doggie hse… saw three cute children… hehe… then the ger sang the barney I LOVE U SONG… so cute* then they all wore the traditional clothing… so cute…then went to ah MA’s hse.. then my relative came to gather .. Georgie DUN wan me anymore... but he's so sei lah...haha* this year we make everything SNAP* SNAP* (FAST) haha then went to my bro's nanny and then the last stop my grandpa's place... yeah! then ard 3 plus we all shagged le then we decided to go home... then i msged dar...hehe then i asked see if he wanna me go bai nian wif his parents coz me always go over his hse dun go bai nian like NO good! haha* then he say he come over to my hse first then go his hse lor... haha i saw him in his new levis and the top i chose for him haha... NICE* and he looked like a BENG with his gold chain!
then he came! haha then we sat a while then we set off... hehe so happy to see him... then went his house his mom sleep... uncle tok to me... then ya~ we set off to dunnoe where.. haha but we just wanna get out of the hsE? aha then we tot of playing pool, go town, go toa payoh, go home... but me only got to be home at 10... so ya~ then i suddenly burst out say go east coast or west coast... so yeah! we went WEST COAST!!!!
we stopped at ginza there then we walked there... then waw... there got so many pple... hmmm really alot leh... then me and dar hmmm haha i was crazy the whole day lah... disturbing him... saying then i love him a lot.. then say he must be careful... i'll protect him and stuff... always making a fool of myself... wahaha* but we had FUN!!! then we reached there we ate mac... then ya~ so many people... then i make a "i love u " with the fries then hmmm he spoilt it... haha then we went walk walk... saw so many kids... and many malays and idians... i think got more indians...hehe* and then dar sent me home... hehe... had fun taking photos at the bstop... and hehe... ya~ then had fun on the bus~ lying here and there.... then hmm waited bus with him... always we got to miss two bus then he can go home... coz we got endless thingy to say... and i miss him even b4 he left me... hmmm
haha then MUAH* he went home le... then me waited a while for kor... then tog we sent mum to airport!!!! then we went to makan first... hmmm yummy* me getting fatter le... then i msg dar if he will still wan me then he say i'm alr fat so ya~ hahah hmmm nvm... haha... i dun care... i'm gonna slim dwn after CNY... haha... as in tone up lah... not diet!!! but healthy food! okok... then hmmm reach there me help sis and jacus took photos... haha me disturbed them... bluff them me taking photo but act video... then i took ugly photo for them... asking them to pose but they're too old for all these le... HAHA... then ya* reach home 1 plus... dar alr sound aslp le... hope to c u tml!!!! LOVE U ALEX!!!!! muach*
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, February 10, 2005
(
Love Alex!!!)
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Yeah yeah!!! me and dar ok le... hmmm let me start from wad had happen ytd... haiz... the two of us so lanlan... then not say quarrel la... but just both cannot compromise with each other... then me keep giving in then he like dun care... he's no longer tat swt and nice to me anymore... i say all the nice things to him yet i'm treated like tt...
Sunday the conversation ended... i knew i was at fault to speak like that but then of course ma... if we din meet for three days... of course i wanna c him too.. but then he msg me say he going to play soccer the next day and then die die also wanna meet me... haiz... sian...then meet awhile only might as while dun meet co later will make me miss him more then my day won't be good... then i read le of course wun feel happy ma... some more my hse got war!!! haiz...
But then after tt i called him then he tok to me like sian sian but he assured me tat he's ok... and i've said that i'll find him the next day... then on monday me END AT 6... shag... but the moment i saw him then i realised how much i missed him! BUT then he din even smiled when he looked at me... me hardly talk and hardly had any eye contact... the kisses were cold... but he said he was not feeling well and he was tired... we din tok much as compared to all everyday crazy day...sad sia... my heart broke when i saw him at this stage... i din noe the thingy i said on SUNDAY still affect him.... i tot everything was fine coz he said and assured me and i tot he was only tired.... then i msged him when he was palying soccer... his replies were so cold... cold...cold.. then i was like wad wrong hav i done.. n why r u doing this to me..iz all my fautlt...and "I SUX AND I HATE MYSELF are u happy now?"... sux... then he was like he dun meant tt and then tml then see if wanna meet anot... sux... I cried* oh no the tot of it make me wanna cry again... i was like i tried so hard to please him but he still... haiz... i felt so sad lah...
Last night sux... i wanna hurt myself but always the tot that i've proimised HIM ... i can't i cannot afford to lose him...
This morning off to fiona's BDAY celebration... he msged me ard 9 plus... and iz cold cold de... just merely greetings... and no baby? no dear? felt as if we were frens... but then it ended "ok... take care"... today me and gers (mel, pam, elena, fiona, and me) went wheelock place NYDC to makan... yummy* i miss the food there... the baked rice iz yummy... but all the while on the way there all the time i was thinking of HIM... only when we were at far east then i managed to be happier... :)we took lots of pics... but w/o me... coz i got no mood to take... then everything end around at 3 plus... then me msg HIM... i ask if will i disturb his family if i go up to find him? or he prefered me to meet him downstairs? then he msged me to meet him downstairs... so ya~
On the bus... two episodes of how our meeting will end up... iz either we patched or we became more lan lan... but the lan lan episode came flooding my mind!!! first one is i will leave the bronwnies at his hse and i'll leave after catching a glimpse of him... the next one is we dun meet at all and then we became worse.. we dun tok... then i'll faster fin all the proj stuff and then bad thing will happen ... u guys might not c me again...
but then i met my dar.. i was like... wad happen? y u like tt? then hehe then we sat at one place then we started to tok lor... cannot rem wad we've tok... but just tt that kind of feeling tt everything iz ok le... tt feeling iz so good lor... hehe... then i missed his smile... i can feel warmth again... haha so kua zhang but true lah... hmmm missed him so much.. din really get a chance to spend time wif him... haiz.. but then everything iz ok now... so YEAH YEAH!!! then he sent me home... then me waited the bus with him... haha then i noe wad I WANNA get for u for VDAY LE... hehe* pick ya choice k!!! haha... LOVE U BABY BOY!
btw i had pizza for reunion dinner... and i met Jiewei and royston today.. i miss JW... hmmm let's hang out someday again i miss my sec sch frens... haiz...tml will be tiring and i'll get to see Georgie again!!!!!!!!!!my heart sank once again being kept in the deepest ocean
LOVE ALEX TAN!!!!!!!!! YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!!!!! PEACE*
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, February 08, 2005
(
Reunion Dinner? PEACE?)
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Early in the morning i was woken up by mon AT 7.30 AM!!! haiz then go market... reminds me of my grown up place!! hehe...and then went over to my grandma place... saw GEORGIE.. so cute my 2 years old cousin... ahhh then play wif him a while.. then saw the few weeks old cousin JABIAN... nice names ahh... but pampered lah the kids... George so cute... he kept wanting me to play with him... then he "JIE JIE" here and there.... :) cute!!! then today me finally noe wad really is SEPARATION ANXIETY!!! haha i'm applying wad i've learnt!
sis called me many times today regarding the phone... haiz i like her phone but so ex... and then the phone i like lousy...sian...think not gonna get till i go work... coz...ya lor!!! cannot say i'm planning sumthin... haiz so headache...SIAN!!! but i'll ren.... ohya...then dar msg me then me sian sian then haiz me bothered bout the phone then no mood to tok to him too... then summore he's goin out... so ya~ then me down there got nothing to do lah....
when i reached there..me started to bao wantan!!! then do nth much but some packing and cleaning up... SUX... my hse now got WAR!!! sis VS bro... omg... noisy!!! wadever lah... sux... i think i wanna move out of hse... haiz.... today iz a long and shag day for me and tml also...
NOW me only look forward to after CNY and ya lor!!! and my VDAY!!! so dar plan sumthing k!!! haiz... CNY seemed sian!!! today met all relatives i din greet any of them... all so fake ah!!! then they din even greet my mum and so WHY should i greet them... hmmm then on 9th FEB all will be so fake....
FREAK PEOPLE* PEACE!!!!!
ALEX called just now... shagz* got some conflicts...hmmm me stressed now!!! so many projects not yet finished or even started.. and he said he wanna mit me tml before he play soccer... but then i dunnoe if me meeting frens... Jerm flying off on sun... but i guess tml i'll be shagged and tired! so haiz... i dunnoe.. sometimes meeting him a while i feel happy when i saw him but after he left... haiz... i dun like tt kind of feeling... haiz... guess now hmmm he's not feeling good ba... after toking to me.....
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, February 06, 2005
(
Shopping Spree~~)
Saturday, February 05, 2005
Hey hey my very first blog from today onward shall have all my swt and sad memories ...wahaha
Ytd sux me feel terrible then suppose to go swimming with dar but haiz... me vommited the whole day DYING!!!!
Today feel much better le... morning wake up feel so good then dar msg me.. he went to ubin today... me got my own programme too!!! Me and pam went shopping at bugis... CNY shopping and me finally got that white skirt yeapie... plus two tops... but everything sux when i brot them back home...haha yeah! and pammy got her tubie and pruple top... overall shopping with pammy was fun ah!!! endless topics and stupid laughters and we acted like retards!!! CNY coming...yeah yeah! iz ang pao time and i wanna change new phone!!!!! hmmm kinda miss him ah... but cannot see him for four days kind of sad... but got to get used to it!!!!! :)but i read something...my heart sank... maybe i think too much le... PEACE
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, February 05, 2005
