(
Apocalypto)
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
this show is kinda my kind of show and not my kind of show... coz i had a freakie and crying moment for like 10-15mins on alex shoulder whereby he did not know... and that part was when the village was ravaged... damn sad... all the killing was gruesome... and my heart and head hurt to watch... that is reality but when i am able to have a choice i choose not to watch and i felt sad to pay to watch such show... but after tt it turns less freakie.. so i continued and i enjoyed actually despite the cold...
the storyline is good... it captured me all the time except i guessed i closed my eyes for 30 mins of the show... guess alex enjoyed the show but he did not like the ending... haha great day afterall watching the show he wanna watch and end the day with wu xiang...
school is goign to end soon... lecturers had been asking us to do group work to come out with songs.. haha damn stupid but kinda fun... then me and mandy had a good time tho? as in relax...hummming songs while we walked to take bus to the old memorial ford factory... haha went there and we came out 15 mins later...haha coz it is damn boring and she had tons to tell me on how the place shld be improved... hehehe pple go there before it opened one year...coz ADMISSION free... go there when there is really no place to go... yes i have a list of place to go and do... i am going to work and enjoy my life and slowly find a job... to settle down hopefull nie!!!! pray pray.........
Mr A... my beloved boy... recently troubled with money issue coz he wanna learn and buy a bike... haiz... fore going our vday... hahah it is really fine for me tho in my heart i still hope for more...haha gers are greeedy freaks esp me deep inside nothing is enuff for me... but wadever u do i will support u and i will help u and i will hmmm as in we will think of things to work things out better... pray for wed***
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, January 30, 2007
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pasta mania)
Monday, January 29, 2007
yummy... finay get to try the pasta mania outet at westmall so near my hse... haha alex is having swings.. just like me.. did i infuence u? gosh my key pad letter L is giving me problem i have to press damn hard then it will appear hohoho... tml me and alex set to watch movie.. the show tt everyone is saying nice and i am going to watch it soon... hahah it happens so when we happened to pass by the cinema and i was like hey this is the show tt pple says nice... and he says ya la... as if he did say he wanna watch with me... hahha but he say he din ask coz got those bloody scenes i dun like.. hahhaha ok
yeah had a very ful dinner yet i ate supper at home... yesh i have a good supper now... my tin of milk tt mum helped me to buy so alex will not scold me for eating so much to spoil my stomach... forgive me i am just a glutton... haha
oh i feel like going to ford factory tml.. haha just no mood for sch and quiz arhhhhh
love alex MUACK...
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, January 29, 2007
(
UNhappiness Spread)
i am unhappy...
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, January 29, 2007
(
jo's diary)
Friday, January 26, 2007
now i am going to list the things tt i have not been updating so i can always rem..
wed.. i watched step up dvd with alex... wooo nice show i love dance show... and then esp must watch with alex.. haha and then had a great dinner... hokkien mee in clementi great...
thurs met my best buddy..but when we met the feeling was so so good.. my long lost friend.. who's life is a drama... ahhahhaa and mandy got new friend whu is my friend.. maybe too long din see each other she is still the same and then she is still so herself..as stubborn and cheater.. haha totally opp of me.. and then felt kinda sad when she reads when playing and the place is too noisy for her.. but she and i love pay day.. haha i must buy tt...!!!!! then bot a t shirt from holland.. damn cheap i wanna get more the vintage kind.. i want the pink panther and sam bot a zebra one so cute.. anyway after tt we as in addition member of mandy..haha we went to eski.. guess all of us are tired.. and the dirnks there sucks la.. :)
thurs.. made me sad.. somethings happent to me..tt relates me tasha dad and bro.. so sad.... i cried sadly for a long time... kind of hate their presence.. and thinking why cant they love the dog....... haiz..
fri.. i skipped one hour lesson.. went to work.. so tired..best part is i am so hungry and i ate fin my whole pkt of food.. hmmm.. and then we played uno... for like 2 hours for two rounds... hahahha... then snacks and supper..
gosh i have no time to work on my assignement.. just feeling so lazy to start on anything... now hanabi no more shino.. but i dun feel sad i dunnoe why.. maybe just used to it... tt pple goes and comes.. today i heard angel voice.. chatted with her a while on the phone... gosh i nearly teared in fact i did.. i think tt she is a true firend.. whu is so frank and naive... haiz..........
hope tml weather is good soalex canhave great fun at ecp... and me... hmmm tml work is smooth... :) cheers*
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, January 26, 2007
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relaxation)
Saturday, January 20, 2007
yesh saturday has been great for me and alex coz i always take half day off which means i work at night.. so yesh today alex came over and we had a swim.. hmm he swam coz i dunnoe how to swim but i soak in the water then tanned... weeeeeeeeeeee... so long din really spend time with him the feeling is good! all i can say is spending time with him makes me feels great and valued.. and of course he said i made his sats all so fufiling and MEANINGFUL.. of course... now each time i am with him is load of fun.. and when u tok abt bike i want a kiss.. argh!
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, January 20, 2007
(
hurricane)
Thursday, January 18, 2007
a great change in my family is going to occur this year... guess my family will be broken.. broken in a sense that my sis and bro and parents.. and guess ill be stranded...
i am not shure if i had made the correct move on telleing my sis tt we will be moving house.. it will be a definite thing that is going to happen but it is only a matter of time.. esp now my parents and bro and the ger have been viewing houses.. ard bukit panjang bukit batok... clements... sengkang maybe... gosh then in my life i would be moving hse like 3 or 5 more times if i ever get married... goosh... when i broke this news to my sis.. she changed her mood.. she said she hated my parents for being so selfish and owing her bf money.. and she does not flet like a family and she hated them and that is the reason why she is always not home..wad they care is the bro.. bro..bro... so wad's so great abt him tho she tot... haiz,..
so ya i broke the news to her is to let her be prepared anway they were plannign all these themselevs i am walys like infromed last min too... haha sad..now my sis she is pursuing accounting in sim.. i am so happy for her at leat finally she can go and further study.. while now she is 23? haha... great i want tt to happen too... to me of course
sad to say i am really scared of what will happen even tho i am not close to them speak less than 10 sentences to them ... i am still scared to see my family to turn out the bad way... first is the dog now is the ger.. another extra memeber which she is not recognised by me but just a floating figure in and out my hse.. which only pose me problem ...and uncomfyness...
sucks... now work think need more pple...coz once the pple gone coz many pple had resigned.. once they gone when i work i might have to take over the full timer job be host? and to look out for the overall.. handle customer.. gosh all back again to my busy life in work.. argh..
glad tt project is comign to an end and i realise many things.. pple changed and some pple remained the same... haiz no strengths in them at all ... haha... and then went over to mandy hse to help her with the iep... haha we took a cab back but b4 tt she wad so angry tt she ate so many things... haha and then we played games like giza and soem numbers games so hard.. haha anway i miss alex for just one day and tml another hectic day for me.. hmmm anyway my eop presentation got b... and my astd test is over.. i hate to grp with other classes.. even tho they are friendly i just felt so not myself...
alex comign to swim on sat i hope it wun rain plspls
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, January 18, 2007
(
MR TAN PIN WOON)
Sunday, January 14, 2007
haha gosh i am watching the dvd tt dodo burn and edited so funny... hahah..i can see andels tattoo the whole back till the ass...haha
last night bicker with mr alex tan as usual when he is out with his friend...long story and yesh thing went out well after tt... argh..... stupid buffalo... haha .. tml working on iep poster...so hahaha
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, January 14, 2007
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pics pics)
Friday, January 12, 2007
gosh it had been raining and raining in sing... and alex not happy coz something happen but i dunnoe wad... i am proud of myself i didi my ped till 2 plus at night and had completed and think it is polished up alr... and then made a closing with the childcare.. yesh happy first time i felt so close to miss naidu a hug and a handshake... made my day... today stood so near her and told her my dilema of goign ntuc or nie... gosh ill get her be my references... and maybe mrs koh? hahaha i need good references to pave my career line and maybe ill get james to write too... :) hurray...
alex smilez *
more pics on the day
i miss the pregnant lady
Karaoke
i took this
OT pple
i love group photos
i spotted this pic from henry's online album so i stole it
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, January 12, 2007
(
dragonfly)
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
fly fly fly... my first ever clubbing experience happened last night... we had our hanabi thingy at st james power station... we had some indian food at some prata place in the building itself... wow think boss all very generous this time.. then came the photo taking
haha then yesh the night began... with going in the club... but then we went all the way up to the third level our ktv room... not a very big but a long one...then started with buttons... we have linde doing some imtimate dance to andel eeek.. then jasmine the chubby cute cashier from ot... haha then is cheers for the success.. and then announcement of pay raise for full timer..i dun really like singing in big groups coz no chance to sing.. haha anyway then we went down to the level..1... wow the lights are blinding... great experience for me... dancing is good but cannot do tt too often... hehe.. great day great gathering everyone is happy... hurray... pics pics more to load
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, January 10, 2007
(
it's over)
Friday, January 05, 2007
gos i am so damn tired and having headache now and then... exhibiton of marin elife project approach is finally over... hurray! all i can say is well done to all our hard work and time and effort... and yes now only left the poster presentation on 22... and the rest of projects to be submitted.. today started off with a bad day and ended off with a very very tired day .. my neck hurts... argh... lappy damn heavy... and had been active since 6 in the morning.. and i new an early night rest...
tml movie... looking forward to it
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, January 05, 2007
(
exhibition)
gosh it is nearing yet so many things happen the grand finale of going to childcare... haha not tt serious but yesh it will be a relief if things turn out to be good.... gosh so many things are forgotten... first i forget to bring keys of the childcare die.. then i went back home and now in sch... GOSH!
morning was a warmth breakfast with family .. too bad sis not ard... she seldom join us... hmmm and ystd was her bday tho... then met grandpa and auntie at bukit timah market... hehe so funny... anyway i miss alex... hope to see him.
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, January 05, 2007
(
stress)
Thursday, January 04, 2007
kaoz... parent exhibition tml... damn i am excited and stress i dun feel good today i dunnoe why i felt so so no good any small thing will just irritate me... felt kinda sad when when i am in such mood alex cannot be ard me....... today worked on the exhibiton till 930 at night in the childcare.. gosh
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, January 04, 2007
(
new year)
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
weeeep...so many things happen over the week... so busy having stay out at laex hse and blah blah projects and work...
first i had finally quit my job at the clinic coz i really have no time to commit myself and then today the doc came hanabi to eat haha... my heart pumped so fast then... but we smiled so afterall i think it is still not so bad...so sorry doc i disappoint u...
and then yes still continuing my job at hanabi so many pple leaving coz they dun give bonus... dodo ..jack ...ah soon...ah fai... shino... hmmm so sad... all my best pple all gone... haiz.... dislike those new pple... hmmmm james apporach me again to the post of supervisor so yup i must think thru first tho... after i grad...
watched curse of the golden flower on sat... haha at JE some old place where by they had the cinema upgraded...hahathe show so interesting and funny tho... haha only one word to describe WOW... beautiful... wanna watch night at museum tho...
waiting for my pay now i am in debts... hahah gosh...
so busy nowadays parents exhibition on friday... just read the mail ongoing the members... find tt diff character makes up diff person... some pple just cannot go on initative... like to ask wad u suppose to do or just think wad u need to do instead third party to remind and to push to rush... gosh... i've seen so many such pple... perheps i'm tt kind of working pple so time is precious to me and i noe wad is priority and i wanna not best but all my best ... as in doing things to my best tt i can think of... but not a perfectionist... even if yes show ya ability and i think i have... hahah... anyway many things happen not to be mention... in childcrae kids safety is priority issue teachers have to look after 24 hs... even there is another tr or more looking after U have a role to look after not even to tok to ya mates and do ya own things and even no lookin into camera and videos... tt's an early childhood principles... kids as priority... teaching may be hard but i always find it great fun to amuse the kids... to share have fun and teach in an interactive way and of course trying to teach them in the right way...
maybe it is my own thinking i think i put in reL LOTS OF EFFORT TT MANY THINGS HAD BEEN IMMUNED... sometimes i can only use excuses as the main reason and do u think i care attitude... slowly i learnt not to care much since pple dun even care of their own projects so hurray... man
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, January 03, 2007
