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Loved*)
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
yeah today went out WHOLE day with him... great no quarrels all perfect... everything doing fine... and ystd was not a very good day until at night so i shant say much but it will always be remebered... and all i can say it is due to diff piority... not sensitive enuf... and me being petty or over sensitive... or u just dun care enuf and take things for granted... but wad had happened had alr happen
:) today is a brand new day and everything is forgotten and forgiven... muack... tml is back to childcare again... but still i'll be skipping scool to cut and dye my hair :) miss him...whahaha
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, January 31, 2006
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Day 1)
Sunday, January 29, 2006
oh no i left with three more days to work and two more days to school...haha oh no and my project not touch yet... and yes tml i am goin hse visiting with alex family... i'm kinda scared...
today i went to nine houses and it is like hmmm u know from 11 am we reach the first house to the last house i reach home at 9plus... haha and i got a total of $300 odds of angbao... hehe... gonna make a new hair man... all black and treatment and maybe higlight... sleepy now... and dun really wanna start to do my stuff...
the visiting was so uneasy initially and my mum told lies... to save her FACE... and my dad and i bickered a bit... and ya... overall i kept eating and din eat much... and the comments to me was "aiyo huiping u grow so skiny now... last year better just nice...' hmmmm it is kind of not very nice to hear and nice... hmmmm
that marks my day and i wonder how tml will be like... and my mum asking my aunties to come over to makan dinner... and then i'll intro alex...hehe... throw all the kids to him and my bro then i dun need to look after ........phew*
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, January 29, 2006
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Reunion Dinner =No Dinner)
Saturday, January 28, 2006
just had my dinner.. evrything seemed to be so different...just one year ago my family is still standing strong as my dad was i china... this year round... my brother brot gf... my sis din wanna eat the dinner and gave excuse that she wanna sleep and now she is cooking... and then my dad is back like 6 mths from china and no news of him going there to work... hmmmm
things are weird today...so much of buying yu san for my family and now my bro and gf went out... and my sis is unhappy and my mum too... she always like to say her and angry with her but she will never express in front of her... but she will tell me ... and it is like wad the hell...
this year dinner sux like HELL... damn boring and i started eating alone and sat till the end.... sux rite i din tok much... in fact i din even tok... hmmmm then i heard my bro... so DA NAN REN.... order the gf here and there and spoke so loudly... typical AH BENG... sux lah wad kinda of new year which within a year can change everyone esp me....
i dun feel like to be at home but i am lazy in a sense... i look forward to cny cause of not the visiting but only the going out to meet alex and i dun have to work... so ya...
anyway i bot his vday present le.. hahah i just wanna get him the things he like... but he was act angry with me for my bad attitude these few days... haha i admit that i do realsie but somehow i am too busy to change and care... haha oopz....
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, January 28, 2006
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F*)
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
so frustrated after getting his call... hmmm wad kind of thing he gave me... roll my eyes man* i'm irritated!
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, January 24, 2006
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L I A R)
i hate people who say yes for nothing... shoo* GO AWAY
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, January 24, 2006
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Math lesson 2... and tt marks my practicum)
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
today is my official assessment day by chew mien yu.. hahah some rtrc lecturer who came down... and she sounded fierce prev!!!1 scary... btw i mad eit thru and i think i was good... never had such good lesson before i guess this is the second one of all i taught
My learning centre
twinkle twinkle little star!!!!
hehe
today's lesson brought me to the next level in ECH education... why i say so... coz i find that tho i still have many things to learn but i'm sure i can be a good and thotful tr... and i'm known to bring games for the kids.....hmmm
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, January 18, 2006
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Projects projects and more coming...)
alex and me rather frustrated w project ba... but it is really affecting my mood ystd... yeah i have fin my part le!!!! my science thingy considered done? yeah left conclusion!!! fast ah....
muack muack... troubles all away.... damn i need my pay soon and the mth to end soon... hehe
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, January 18, 2006
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Alex)
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
these few days i felt relax coz i had been having fun with my colleagues and friends...coz i really miss them so much... and finally i had some time for them... and always when i had free time i will spend time with alex... even if my things are unfinished i will bring over to his hse to pei him... coz i find tt i really din spend enuf time with him...each time i really savour each moment...haha... but hopefully end of the day he dun irritate me but...he does tt all the time...
all the while he had been with me so supportive and caring? haha ... one year odds is a long r/s for me... and yet now we are still honeymooney and yet a lot of things all not done but said... :)...it is just so comfy and me when i am with him i am just like a white piece of paper i suppose... i think i know him! by now for so long? hmmm
hehe
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, January 17, 2006
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Glamour! Fun! Laughters and voices faded)
Hanabi once again had its staff night on this particular 16th Jan 2006 i truly had fun... esp taking photos... and i miss em' Kbox @paradise center!
Me and my new Mate
"OT" Girls
BT side
Alan**ANdel Manager***Boss James
D.R.U.N.K but not a sip for me
Shino*
Shirleen and the BF
goodbye LIK
Today afterall it was a great day... but home i was filled with cigars smell! and then i nearly had a small car accident on the cab! which i saw sparks and tt teach me to wear safety belts!!! and then never sit near a drunk man =boy??? coz he touches u!!!!
but forgetting bout this two things yesterday and today gatehring was great!!!! it gaves me lots of motivation!!!!
and of course my alex too!!!!
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, January 17, 2006
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My girl's Birthday)
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Jie Wei!!!
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, January 15, 2006
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Reflecting back)
Thursday, January 12, 2006
i can vividly roughly rem wad had been happening these few days... waking up very tired not as usual... and sleeping late to fin my work! and ya... last wee had fun with alex...we went marina to walk walk on sunday... watch batman vcd and howl's moving castle... and i fin like 5 activities for my lesson... and ya... so long din spend whole day with him... wnet to find him in the morning... bot all my stuff and bfast... haha so nice to see him in the morning and in his heart i can see him smiling...wahahah...
anyway and monday we went to watch narnia and i stayed over his hse to do my stuff and finally finished!
today went to childcare... haha great my games are terrific... imagine i put like three lesson activites in one... and i have five and more to come and i can make very good spinner... damn my eyesight getting blur... i am turning blind? hmmm and then the children make me feel warm... we are like to close today so close... hehe! great... i feel like a teacher man!!! next week i have my assessment...scared... then the field supervisor called and scolded me! oh god... then tok to her half way my phone die off.. shitz!!!!
anyway i feel so tired and hectic each day! and today run full hse ah! got nike company come eat ! hehe btw i met him b4 i went home:)... many projets to fin! yeah i shall persevere... and i wanna new year to come then i can go sentosa as promised! and then ... 16 jan my company outing!!!! KBOX... at paradise centre! disco and food and pool tables! damn i think those all man gonna be drunk... i miss shino! i wanna go back soon but i guess i wun be working in hanabi for long :)
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, January 12, 2006
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i am proud of my sis)
Monday, January 02, 2006
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, January 02, 2006
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NEW YEAR!!!!)
heyhey mandy maybe coming over to work with me oh! heard that she resigned! hmmmm yeahs! hmmm everyone! my family my sis my sis bf.... and esp alex... they all wan me to put studies first! all very concerned abt me! ya~
hmmm somehow in a dilema... but i shall see how things go for me ah... finally i fin my reflction on the article and then i fin my LA lesson plans... sian now i have to thik of my math on... i'll think abot in an hour time...
today whole family went to eat dim sum and surprisingly my parents ask alex to go...haha... hmmm then ya din manage to get him he like pig sleep till so late then i went to harbourfront eat dim sum buffet... then go buy my math stuff then come home... hmmm andel calledd..he so poor thing... today run full hse... then the order takers so few... but i can't help too bad... i have to domy things coz the whole week i'll be working... but wed is my sis bday so i'll be goin to sing k with her... so ya...
read alex blog last nite... hmmm i undrestand how he feels evreyone think i am stupid... think i wan their rest no way i am not helping the bosses but the ones whu i care like andel and shino... i dun work for the boss! please! my teaching interest has lost... gone... hasha i dunnoe where has it gone... maybe coz of my hse environ... my work and things i went thru and pple i met i changed... but now i have to work hard for my diploma... and balance myself up... next week watching movie with alex!!!! yeah eyah... and this week and next week i'll go for cny shopping... first time evr i earn and buy my own clothes which was so unlike prev year i'll be given money... my growing process i call that...
i thank alex for been so patient with me... coz i know i am stubborn and i do crazy things unknowingly but subconsciously i know! i miss my days with him and out\r chirpy days ... i guess it is me to cause things to be like tt... but i wun want it this way i swear... one day things not solve things will not get nayway better for me....
love ya boy....
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, January 02, 2006
