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an apple a day keeps e doc away)
Saturday, September 24, 2005
wahahahah... mon i'll be off again at night! hahah so wad am i going to do? alex hse movie marathon? YEAH! yEAH and stay over and supper and snacks...haha i have decided to munch on a fruit every break of my work...haha and work on the hanabi training thingy which they are going to open a new outlet in town whereby i am the trainer! OMG! hhaha
today is my grandpapa bday! yeah 79 years old!!! hmmm the building the hse is where i grew up! the place where i learnt how to ride a bike...and the place where i play see saw... haha the place din change at all the outer look...hmmm my grandpapa and mama being tog for so long... so good... hmmm everyday my grandpa will buy lunch for my grand ma... drive to bukit timah there...then in the morning he will go cycling! so cool! old yet strong and healthy... but sad tt such big house most of the times only got two of them... hmmmm.......... then i was thinking wad will happen to me and lex...hahaha in future...will we be so far so far!
haha now is really family gathering...my sis my sis bf bro and mum and dad...wahahah... i'm so tired...........so tired tt i fell aslp on bus!!!! haha...btw dad helped me pack my table!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha and shirleen got me a cup piggy! and shino bot me a shirt!!!
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, September 24, 2005
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w o n d e r f u l NIGHT)
though me and lex always bicker and me always show him attitude! and yesh last night i am finally off for half day and we had real fun! catch a midnight show weeee and i met mandy the other day on bus BOOOO i gave her a scare haha........ I'm feeling great with him around blessing me
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, September 24, 2005
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the world has no place for me...)
Friday, September 16, 2005
i felt so lonely suddenly... i felt stress and tired nowadays.. work is fucking busy! i hate myself! FUCK!
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, September 16, 2005
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a sumptuous MEAL!!!)
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
heyhey i got 8/10 marks for tan pinpin!!! i cooked like 1 main dish, 2 deserts, 2 side dishes and 1 SOUP!!!! wahaha...and baby nearly fin the spagetti...and he fin up all the food!!!!! yeah!
my perfect off-day
for once i spent my off dayso good and worth while! haha at least there is satisfying product!!! i think it is truly all the hard work and tots tt counts and helps!!!
morning
i woke up at 6 plus... alarm rang at 630 then i went back to sleep...but i discover mum going out soon...then i was like... sleepily "Wait for me ok?" haha then i went to bathe and voom... off me and dad and mum went to my hse near by market to eat! yeah! long time we din eat tog le!!!! :) i felt so great and me and mum!!! at least i din shout at her or tok loudly! it is like smooth... haha then dad thru out the bfast was like hey this person fat and this person fat!!! haha coz he just got a new job in china!!! ANWAY! some houshold goods thingy! hmmm hope it will go well for him... haha tho pay not so much higher as last time but now we all can support ourselves... but mum only thinking of my com and my sis com instalment! and the oncoming rent to pay... hmmmm
then me and mum went to buy the food...haha we bot prawns! potato! banana... grapes! weeee and bread crumps! haha I can hardly sleep last night i was tossing and turning... coz mY BRAIN is full of WAD TO COOK TML!!! haha coz i really wanna wip a good meal for my dear!!! haha 1 year leh!!!! haha and more to come!!! but mum helped me pay for all... hmmmm mum went to bake moon cake!! haha and i got the piglets and moon cake for my baby... haha
when i reach home.. hehe i clear all the food! like wash the grapes...then i boil my potatos like 5 of them coz one spoilt! haha then started to mash them... and of course i chopped the mushroom... and clean and pack the prawns...
then came driz and the boyfriend ANDREW... raining then i got to go fetch the princess and prince...then they came and i continue to mash my potato... haha ...then hmmm they bake biscuits...cake and muffins...haha evrything stick tog... then think shld be taste good and then but dun look so appealing hor! haha... then i keep shooing them away... coz i wanna start to cook...they machem treat my hse as bakig place like tt...argh*... haha
then i faster went to cold storage when they left...the way to rail way mall is so near yet so far!i walk like so giddy ah!!! all the hot weather fault! hmmm but there is no strawberry and so sad... haha act i wanted to coat choc with fruits...but no straw no NICE man! hmmm then i walk ard.. i decided to get a commercial seasoning for meat those packet kind and then i bot chicken fillete...haha... then yeah!
reach home... i was making my potato and tuna patties... haha then mandy called...say she wanna come... but in my hearti say nono ....haha coz no one a home... and so shui my sis room door cannot unlock which means i got to look after tasha...and then i got no time to pei mandy as i need to cook...haha but everything went fine and i cookded for her...haha not bad my guinea pig! haha...
it is really tough to cook so many things... and i tried so hard to organise myself...and then yeah! i cooked cambell? alphabet soup! and then potato and tuna fried patties! and chicken oven baked! and my spagetti.. and agar i did tt in the morning... and banana and grape coated with chocs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha weeee...
then took cab down hanabi sent one lunch box with the food i cooked to shino...and then haha of course i met dear and he waited a while for me... hehe OUR HEARTS are linked??? haha
Ok... i love him and he loves me!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm tired i'm a great COOK
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, September 13, 2005
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yeah!!!! one year anni with uuuuuuuuuUUU)
hey this particular day which is like tsdy is me and alex first year anni...haha though me din get him anything and he din get me anything...coz i guess both of us are broke...haha but i owe him next mth...hehe when i get pay...so i am working extreme hard to get stuff for him and myself and to give mum more money...and then he so nice and sweet,... i knew last night he was up to something bad...haha he did a powerpoint thingy for me..yeah!!! haha but me not bad too tml i am going to cook spagtti for him...and not only tt with soup and maybe other stuff...not to be told until then a surprise...haha...
then the file he was trying to sent to me on msn but too big...haha then yeah we were toking on the phone then... and then ya.... then went to sch this morning and then watch it with his lappy...haha so touched till i cry man...iz like for the very first time...it is so much better then a present...it brings feelings down to my heart... WOW then i cried in front of him... wanna give him a hugz and say thank u my dear... haha iz been one year...!!!!!!!!yeah
wonder how today this morning will be like man? goin to 2? one plus i still haven sleep and then i got to wake up early like 7 or 6 plus... to go market buy prawns...haha i'm going to wip a nice meal...hopefully though i failed the other day...haha...
MONDAY work cool! i miss the pple of HANABI!!! haha before i went in i saw papa san!!!! haha and then today the best thing is DODO (current sushi chief) came to eat with my mummy emily (ex co hanabi waitress)... haha dodo papa so nice to me he treat me drink classic juice ask me go take myself and then they even fed me teppan beef secretly...haha and then he ask me to choose the ice cream i want to eat!!! and then before tt i sobo emily to buy chocs for me to eat!!!! haha i got a mum a few years older than me...and a papa 10 years older than mama... WAHAHA... i'm blessed... but me being good i shared all the things i have with the rest...haha evryone was so happy... work is good... i felt so good but i became a bit lazy le... argh* the angus is always saying me... so angry!!!! then before going home we stayed on a while and played with andel... "zhong ji mi ma"...haha then rick and andel guess the no and kenna do monkey and gay face... haha
hope things will go fine for me cause when shino goes back to malaysia i have to take over her stuff temporary!!!! haha assistant supervisor...haha but i am not... me TRAINER!!!!!
then i heard a shocking and not so shocking thingy but kinda hmmm dunnoe how i feel...when i heard what shino says... hmmm i hope shino dun leave hanabi... haha then i wanna go shoping with her again!!!! haha hmmm the bf so bad and mean to her ARGH!!! guys wake up and treat ya ger better... money in hanabi is so hard to earn!!!! and i,mageine the stress she has!!! haha and then xiao mao... hmmm i dunnoe wad to say but hmmm i at least i finally knew wad happen...
ahhhh
got to sleep le....
MISS BABY
and i miss my gers over the holidays.... miss MEL, PAm, MAN, YA, NAHnah!!!! haha
SAMANTHA... oopz i still owe u money!!!! haha................
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, September 13, 2005
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i hate to study!!!!!!!!!!!)
Sunday, September 11, 2005
WHINE* where is my alex? where r u?
argh* totally no mood to study man...this sem i am sucha slacker... but i just came back from cold storage got myself yougurt to munch on later...and just now i made strawberry agar agar... a bit not so nice... hmmmm then i bot a baking book and i bot two decks of cards just to add up to my ech references... hmmmm so boring!!!!!!!!!! ahhh and nth gets into my head man... so hateful...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, September 11, 2005
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one exam over and the other yet to come)
Friday, September 09, 2005
went sch early to study with my gers...haha so fun...we had fun asking each other ques...but only mandy look so stress...muack! but everything is over le...!!!!yeah... i'm so tired tt i dun wanna do anything today...and i am not joining alex to play badminton le...i felt bad... but i hope he can understand... i want sometime to rest and for myself... hmmm.........
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, September 09, 2005
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muack! love love alex)
Thursday, September 08, 2005
WEEEEEEEEEE... this morning woke up by my dad...at home so noisy the whole house?!!!! haha then went to meet alex in the Holland V... at BK...haha i waited for the bus so long...and then i realsie w/o my sepcs i can hardly c now...weee..then super study plus irriatting him i managed to fin my dle in 2hours odds...yeah! then went to his hse...then went to tiong bahru plaza...haha familiar place coz tt time i was here to go sentosa with my sec school friends..haha and then his auntie treat us the teochew food...then we wne to walk ard...then realise tt our anni is comming...yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah exam coming faster end... hahha
love love alex muack muack muack
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, September 08, 2005
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wad am i suppose to do? dilema)
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
i am having irritated throat now...sux... today went to find dear in the afternoon then evening time went china town get watch...haha but sad tt that time the stall he saw not opened... spend almost the day with him...yeah! pleasant and good...! and i saw this kid on the bus in fornt of us...ahhh so cute playing with me haha
monday monday went to hanabi eat at first met him in the afternoon then went queensway to walk then went mac...baby kept hmmm bu shuang the pple bside us...coz... ya* then ... then after walking we both get ourselves a pair of slippers...then went over there... kaoz...wnet there my heart beat fast..all the bosses here today ah...then finally XW noes how hard it is to be a host in front...haha...sometimes it is good to all take turns...yeah! then as usual they are so busy... then i reach there i booked table 17... then went toliet... hehe dear got me ocha...but i wanna ice ocha... then rick pass me paper and pen to get my own order... haha usually i recommend the food but tt day like not much food to eat and the food overall not so nice too ah.!i mean not as great ba... then baby and me order sake our hose pour sake...then after tt the two guys siao...they wanna get wines...then they decided to get white wine... then ya lor... hehe the whole dinner was great and ihad great fun bullying YH...and i matchmake him and shirleen and in the end got his no but is jason's....haha...overall everything was ok...then angus say go for a drink at cha cha.. then ok lo...
the night i left sux man...then went there okok one,..waited for everyone to fin work then went there we each get a beyonco 7-up... hmmm then the guys like jack and angus came...kaoz... but xiao mao came too...then sick jack and angus started to say me...say me chest small and all the stuff and ended saying i am a nice ger....like wad my alex said in his blog i am like tt de la... kaoz... i din noe i am like tt ot him...then ok wadever... ya i was said by them and iz like my dear is there and he is not even there to protect me and i am said by pple... how do u feel? kaoz... but at least finally he noe how i felt then... the feeling iz like kaoz... i feel like leaving the place and pouring my cup on drink on them..then i kept rening lo...then dear also din do anything! just keep asking if i am crying or wad... argh* the feeling is just like u saying me tt time rem... argh*..then the boss came james and uncle thomas...kao james put his hands over my shoulder...then he bring the coming bday jack to TIGER BAR!!!!! wad kind of man are they... jameswife is pregnant now lor... sux...FLIRT!!!! then after at the bus stop we wanted to catch the last bus,..then alex was toking to yuan hao and me and xiao mao toking...then ya lor... i was so bek chel and sad tt no matter wad i will go home myself... on the other side my man was telling me to get on the bus 67...if i get on the bus then he will take yh bro car home..is like wtf... then i bek chek till i take cab home w/o saying a word to anyone there...
i may be a bitch or wadever to do tt... but at the moment i cannot control myself ma!!!! then wad do u expect from me... i am facing so many things at home and outside i got to face this kinda of things... things are so UNFAIR to me... i just realise tt pple like to use words to hurt me... and i dunnnoe why? coz i am too nice to be bully?> or wtf... alex din like me to say these kinda stuff... coz he scared i will cry again... but i am better now at lest i dun cry almost every night now... haha* wadeverit is... i am prepared and everything... prepared on wad i cannot say but i am a rash person whu does things and will not regret...
i get agitated easily for this kind of things... i guess i got low self esteem?
somehow i am still not used to my own hair...and i had not started on my study..i think i am gonna fail big time.. haha
then dad was back and mum is like to me she is not showning app concern... i think...she kept bothering dad abouyt work and money,...which is like so sucky tho daad did say anything...and mum is like keep nagging... i noe she is worried but do use ya brain and think ok!!!!!!!! sux ...i hate my life
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, September 07, 2005
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i love alex)
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
a lot pf people gave comments to me the moment they saw me...first i saw michelle from ech...she cld hardly recognise me...and she says my hair is nice..yeah...then shino was like waaaa! the innocent image no more le... then must adapt... then jason was like waaa getting cuter..and jack trying to be nice to me... say i look better with the hair and the hair is nice...and rick was like siao... and angus was like u look so cute with the hair... haha!
today i had a hair cut and bleached my hair...and highlighted and dyed purple... i sat there like for 2 hours odd since 1 plus to 4... then i was msging my dear... the happiest thing i saw alex was tt... he finally understand me... he really noe wad i am thinking...and i am glad...we are going to be a year soon...and it means alot to both of us... BLESSED with him ard...though ihurt him and make him sad tt day and i am worng and i really cannot control myself ...u really understand me and tt's wad i want i love uso much for liking me for whu i am... the things we went thru shalll never be forgotten...
work i met very nice customer...like t24... this jap guy tot i can speak jap... then say i charming...oh god... then the other customer say i look like jeaneete aw...then aiya they say the supresatr pple came to eat in the afternoon...hmmm aiya i din get to see...ke xi
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, September 06, 2005
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i want a better life)
i am going to cut my hair... SHORT! i am going to get a new colour maybe? i am going to get a new colour contacts!
I have no mood to study anymore...
I want myself back
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, September 06, 2005
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reflection?)
Sunday, September 04, 2005
weee... Monday officially shall be my self proclaimed off day when i am going to queenstown in the afternoon and then to get somestuff... if i can i dun noe why i wanna go there to just to look look c c ba... then night i made a reservation at hanabi...yeah... i'm going for the complimentary dishes... and i shall get myself a coke light and then iced ocha... and my mum hot ocha...weee... and my dear a sake.. where all of us can share... and yuan hao haha i shall isolate him... haha and we shall have nabe soup and yeah and yeah!!!!! i want to eat shime saba sushi... cali and sake kawa HR... and sake tanuki maki.. and beef udon... buta kimchi.. c x 1...kushi mori...sake teri.... maybe if still got space goma ice cream... and the meal will cost me my one week of work pay...haha... but i guess it is worth it!!!! it is so soll tt when u order in rest... u can put in ya own order chit...
i've been wokring evryday since last week... and wad i earn is like always not enuf for me... i made calculation... oh my i got to save a lot man... haha ya lor... sad tt's y i dun like to get pay and i like too... hmmm today rest got many things happen... table 24 korean customer unhappy, then the table of four only ordered 4 items at first then tt time the sushi there a lot of food le... then after tt they pass shirleen a paper with the food orders... then after a while they KB... scold and scold..when jac serve the food he spill the edamame purposely.. kao... then even throw chopstick at my boss...then my lady boss very angry..haha scold him if u wan to tok tok like human dun shout if u shout i'll shout at u...
kaoz... recently got this chris...damn irriating dun noe if she is real blur or act one... she was like today is a farewell thingy for isabel then ... we bot card and brownie for her... then she stupid go wich her happy bday and then say got the card...kaoz...so silly make everyone so unhappy bout her...argh*... but may be cannot blame her lah..haha* then after work went for a drink with them at cha cha bar.... weeeee...
i can't wait for MONDAY... dear will be mine... i wonder how he feels for not seeing me for two days...hmmm act i dun feel real good but axt kinda used to it... dun worry dear my holis i will find u more often and i'll have off days just for u k.. y must have exam i got no mood ah...
friday i just got to present my MAYC,... and it was ok and all proj fin and now awaits the exam on friday and monday... then 12 sept is me and baby ani for one year... so fast ah... and thenthe next year is coming... hmmm
thursday i went to alex house since 2 plus and had lunch and helped him with his proj... i felt so good to be of great help to him finally for onec i can help hin in sch stuff... hmmmhow iwish i could help with his studies too...
wednesday i went to work and then was so tired and coz shino not working then andel kept begging me to work for him lah... then i did lo... i was so tired hehe but the night i was posted as host... but i dun like to be coz i prefer to take orders... better... i feel so slack and stress at the front... then wnet to trinity in the afternoon... then driz was like i wan to go... din even think for me man... haiz... then like tt lo... this reminds me tt she wans to come my hse and bake... argh*...
Saturdaylast sat was lex bday... he came on friday night to fetch me from work and then with alicia jie? and then to paris ris.. the place chalet is good and worth the money... but i din even noe anyone except a few like fuming and ben make me feels better... but the rest like hmmm i dun even noe i felt so weird... imagine alex felt weird liao then me will be worse wad... i felt so lonely when i see them singing bday song for him.. hmmm i was like standing in the crowd looking... somw hoe i dun like this kind of celebration/.. act i wld prefer to celebrate for him biut i know he prefers this way so... hmmm then no lanan cake no nth... so ya overall the chalet was ok... and i was tired since tt day as in din get enuf rest since the day and the whole week...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, September 04, 2005
