(
new job offer)
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
yes i started my training today at this clinic in jurong eat so near my first hse... hmmm so pple come and visit me... haha if ya sick come come ill give u the medicine... :)
went in the morning and at night...
morning
i learnt filling like putting the customer cards into drawers with many cards in it... all the way from 00000 to 60000.. i think haha... then i was intoduced to this three walls of medicine.. gosh i dunnoe any but i can identify a few of those tt i had taken before...haha so funny... then home
night
i learnt more things today... hmmm leanr to key do payment? learn to cap bottles? haha house keeping? speak to patient... weeeeee....... a brand new experience... but tho i felt a bit helpless just now tho but when i get hand of it it got better!!!! weeepeeeee
thank u alex to give me morale support thank u thank u... hugz
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, December 26, 2006
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My best present is log cake)
X'mas eve was good had a great time with alex at vivo and i had my dream comes true i have a log cake of mine... hehe... hurray
TA DA*** my log cake mine mine mine
flowerz
X'mas DAY
had a sumptuous breakfast at mc with alex then proceed to work.. i cried as i felt so helpless and sick... find tt things so unfair and pple are fake.. anyway .... the fun was at the end we played games.. had feast and blah blah... saw pple doing pole dance and even lap dance wow... haha gross tho... merry x'mas
spread of food!!!! yummy from queesway
pretty shino
girls
makan time
smilez on all
bird nest drink n condoms from horrible pple
she had drawn another cup - Boss's prezzie cup with light
boss & tammy
jackass
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A pig with a dog prezzie
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, December 26, 2006
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ding ding dang)
Sunday, December 24, 2006
weeeeeeeeeee........ excited for tml.. first gonna spend my first ever x'mas with alex....hahah we have decided to go vivo then home .. shall see how tml... weepee
this year i ahd a bag from alex last year was a jacket see..
gosh sis always know wad i need best
a nice fluffy cushion tt gives me sweet dreams
a little dino egg i called it hmmm frm mandy haha
then dodo gave me a calendar and shino and angel gave me a small surprise... so sweet of all and surprise... :)
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, December 24, 2006
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curry)
Friday, December 22, 2006
WOOO just fin eating alex mum's curry nice/... maybe coz i love currychicken... haaha.. today we gers had a gift exchange i got this very cute present for mandy and i went ard showing pple in hahanbi so cute/./ then i had a big box of merci from moss philo coz pple give her then she giv me... argh! haha and then i got a mickey mouse from joreen.. and then long time ago my sis gave me this sheep cushion damn cute from taka.. very damn huggable/./ comfy.....
gosh i am crackgin my head on wad to do tml and wad to do on x'mas eve so budget but have to spend it and make a memorable day for both of us.........
oh tokin abt today lesson i realise something and i had come to a conclusion tt boss and alex noe... hahhaha boss ill tell u sumthing wad miss p says ok... remind me.......
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, December 22, 2006
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x'mas cuming)
Thursday, December 21, 2006
this whole week had been hectic and relax for all... esp my grp memembers... hurray we had been this far... success i can say but so many obstacles.. now mel lost her cam.. gosh i tell u all the hard work is gone.. so sad tho... but i am sure when there's a will there's a way i think pray pray we work so hard i dun wan all to be gone like this...
accompanied the funniest and happiest ger i ever met.... my dear mandy ger... pei her to buy pants.. while waiting for her i stared blankly at the ceiling .. eeek holes and plant... eeeeek my neighbour sining song......gross......shut up... ok... hmmm today went for a very enriching interview with fairuz sup... very intelligent and interesting lady... i really learnt a lot... this is wad i called quality childcare...
then met my another half of my life tt's alex....... hmmmm ate dinner with him... some times i think maybe spent just a while is ok and good... :) hehe no more swing swing and tml busy day wonder wad will it be like...... WOOOP
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, December 21, 2006
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the letter 'H')
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
iep phase 3 gonna end soon but mrs koh commented something and more activites had to go on... sad.... felt better workgin as a grp these few days..coz everyone is making an effort i guess..
one thing is the mr F thing... sadz... i felt so helpless.. why such things happen to me and alex... esp happen to my F.. wtf... i am sad tho... i wan to have a rest from everything...
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, December 20, 2006
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ouch)
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
hoho i hate the ulcer in my mouth... rghhhh... it has been there for like 4 days and now still so painful... arghhhh... gosh i hate rainy days too so hard to be out of the house coz of the damn rain...
fedup! hmmm and me and alex were caught in a dilemma of whether shall we meet for dinner..haha hmmm anwyaz i miss him.. haiz... tml gonna cook for him fried rice first time i guess? haha i mean fried rice!!!! haha... shhhh dun tel him.. ysdt he brot me to sunset way we met there gosh rain was heavy and he was so funny with his windbreaker standing there undet the rain like a freak! freako alex... then yesh bot swiss rollnice bakery shop from there where they have 365 days of logcake gosh i wan to eat log cake for x'mas.......... hmmmm doubt i can this year.... argh...
ruff........
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, December 19, 2006
(
Another job offer)
Sunday, December 17, 2006
weeee... i was kinda happy these few days with alex spending time with me.. esp sat... hehe i had good rest and fun at his hse... thos doing noth but i fin my sms thing so it is like hurray.. haha and gosh my ulcer is killing me ..
okok yesh i had this part time jobin clinic... 6 bucks per h after training 10 bucks and if performance is good i get 15 ... hmmm sounds good... hehe... considering gosh gosh... someone enlighten me pls...........
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, December 17, 2006
(
getting irritated)
Friday, December 15, 2006
gosh i totally hate IEP and i hate my sup... wonder wads wrong with her man... first we met her on thurs and she was ok.. and prev phone conversation really change my perception of the project back..
fuck then today i go back childcare she told the senior teacher tt she very angry with me... coz i din tell miss philo abt mrs koh coming and she wanted to scold me... but scared to embrassed me in front of my friends.. fuck la.. as if my fault ok maybe partly coz i am all the while coordinating with her and pls it is a grp work i felt so fucking idiot and sandwhich when such things happen... today i finally cannot take it ,... iz ok for her to blame me anyway i wun be going back to the centre after tt... wad for u put up a show in front of my friends.. damn sia..
i felt so sick tt why why always me.. think i look trouble for myself for suggesting my childcare.. and yes indeed we get the freedom to do many things but at the end i make myself suffer.. WTF... stupidz me ..
then after mandy left i was all alone.. looking after the kids till they sleepp.. then supposed all to reach at 3... none came back and not even a call tt hey i'll be late... so irritated... why no sense of responsibility and u call this grp work and this is not the first time.. then i felt so helpless. slowly set up the table.. then at last the activity went smooth and done in 30 mins.. so many things happen.. like last min the things having changes like kids have speech and drama and stuff...
one thing i was sad tt.. mrs koh visit is last min and we think is not so impactful for the centre.. till today wad miss philo told me.. abt wad tt women says abt me.. and i see the trs so busy puttin up labels and stuff.. i felt bad and sad.. and i actuall asked miss philo: are u all busy bcoz mrs koh coming.. i am so sorry... iz like wtf whu knows how i feel! i felt so lousy deep inside i felt like last time my closeness with the teachers had drifted.. and this project had made the r/s sour tho... gosh maybe i'm just not good at handling such matter and taking things for granted...
fed up... hate this feeling... wishing for the project to end soon... FUCK man
anyway i had a great lunch and night with alex thank u for giving me support all the time.......... haiz
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, December 15, 2006
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happy FEET)
Monday, December 11, 2006
yeeps... today din go down to do project in little tots.. so yupz felt a bit uneasy tho coz it had been a routine.. anywayz i travelled down to thomson to pam's hse.. to discuss project and yes we delegated the job and we me mel and mandy finished our take home kit.. hehe efficient pple... and yupz... and then
went home heavy rain... then me and mady she KI SIAO when going home see naythng also laugh she is so so funny nuts in the brain... saying other pple crazy she is no1 crazy i guess.. haha... gosh.. anyway stay calm and keep yaself cool ok dear... and yupz went down to vivo... checked out the toys R us.. and then went to action city and bot hmmm a massage and tt was after tt.. hhoohoh for hanabi exchange presnt... gosh... i felt so happy for this year x'mas.. coz... FIRST ALEX celebrating with me during christmas EVE!!!!! hurray tho we dun noe wad we are doing... and i had a puma bag... and next... is christmas day celebration at hanabi... means all staff celebration...cool huh with exchange gift hahahaha....
anyway i saw this bag at vivo i wanna get it next mth... bags are nv enuff for me.. tho i love the bag alex bot for me big and my fav colour W H I T E...
ohoh back to vivo i met alex there... hmmm we waited a while thn bot of course SNACKS in the movie... never to forget..haha he had hot dog bread and me nachos... hehe then happy feet.. hmmm till today then i know vivo has a gold class... but not really shure wad it is abt but ill find out.. then happy feet show was hilarious... hmmm with interesting meaning in it... and songs and songs... haha so funny.. anyway i like other penguins.. and mambo was so sad... he lead a sad life tho... haha but he in the end saved his kind... wow! then the day ended off with a long john silver fries and home with H N K...
alrite tml ill see the beloved him again... gosh this week busy week!!!!! test on wed.. and fri........sick i dun wanna fail astd... gosh i dun want... to ...........ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, December 11, 2006
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happy henry bday)
wonder how old is this man this year... but anyway ystd i gave face to eat steam boat..i had cake stained on my cake all thanks to this man huh... work was good and fun... haha i treasure the times with the gers... tt makes me like hanabi esp when my job is just as a waitress... break time i went to buy a necklace for sunny and a cake for henry... ya tt's his bday present... jack and ah soon made hr with tons of wasabi in it... no one can ticked henry coz... at the end he wanted jack to cut the HR half one for him another for ah soon... hehe... steam boat was good tho... hehe...just me shino and tammy and angel... the rest all hungry ghost... HAHHA
my x'mas prezzie
hehe i bot alex a pair of addidas shoes... so nice and i had a puma bag from him... whitish... and BIg... he bot me a bigger rubbish bag... hehe sat i spent greattime with alex.. tho supposed to watch movie but but he was late so hmmmno more happy feet but just walk ard and buy his shoes... hahha... so fun... love alex
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, December 11, 2006
(
Al Ameen)
Friday, December 08, 2006
Yaya's bday celebratION******
hmmm tired and sleepy yesh my x'mas prezzie is here! hgehehehehe not yet wonder wad did alex buy buy buy for me... i'll get his tml... and tml we watching movie... hmm this mth spending a lot again... die!!!! ahahhaaa cant wait... and today i had great time with the gers after so so long... hmmm so nice
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, December 08, 2006
(
Missed)
Thursday, December 07, 2006
hmmm he had gone to play basketball with his friends..ehhehe anyway good news for my iep project so yea me so happy.... and ya hmmm can't wait for sat coz feet happy happy feet with ALEX... argh! miss him
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, December 07, 2006
(
O happy days)
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
sounds like happy meals tho.. anyway yesh i've been having great days in sch and outside.. and i got my pay just today when i went to take video cam from dodo papa.. he is really nice... hmmm alex went with me tho.. haha so nice of him... anyway ystd he was at my hse till 12.. doing his project ... hmmm yesh and i fell aslp halfway... and mum cooked some food for him like vegtarian fried rice...
i feel the change in me towards my family memebers no longer tt cold anymore... anyway now only left my distanced sister.. tho shall go out with her one day.. :) anyway tml prezzies coming... hehe surprise surprise! and ya went to eat pizza hut today wow pizza was great my all time fav and took pics of alex.. and i had a new haircut too... :) brillant
yeah and finally alex can relax no more worries abt project tt much and now tml my turn and has a lesson to teach wor... argh!!!!!
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, December 06, 2006
(
Field trip)
Monday, December 04, 2006
yes today our IEP finally went to Labrador park... hmmm the weather was good thank god tt it did not rain... and the chn were none hurt.. gosh but he whole day since last night i had been suffering headache i felt so sick... argh!
anyway the bus we had was good tt it had a mic tt chn can sing.. hehee this bus service was good too! and then peter wad good to bring the kids ard and dodo was good too to help us take video...
i miss alex... :(
look at labrador park
SEA SNAIL
SEA GRAPES
Hermit Crab
HAIRY CRAB
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, December 04, 2006
(
Twiggies)
my new food.. twiggies so choclatie... nice...
anyway ystd work was the scariest! there is a fight in hanabi... then when i walked in i was like eh police man come here and eat then i walked in i saw police man toking to dodo... gosh the whole atmosphere is NO good... scary.. then dodo mouth swollen! he kenna punched by BEN... and dodo cause to protect lele kenna punched.. HOW CAN U BEAT A GIRL... then he kenna punched... hmmmm scray then he reported police and today he is coming with us to Labrador park... haha...
haha last night as usual had a talkk to alex... abt x'mas ...haha then ended up both of us unhappy... but after so long i am really fine with him spending with his friend or wad...hahha make it alternate ma one year with ya friend one year with me.... tho we dun noe wad to do and he always say he is not tt kind of celebrate person... argh! so ya..,. and then
think my white hair gonna grow more... haha with more maggie mee and the rate of intake of unhealty food haha my hair gonna be dyed black! :)
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, December 04, 2006
(
west coast park)
Sunday, December 03, 2006
yes i went to west coast park yst hoping not to rain... and ya suppose to go cycling and in the end we ended up playing at the playground and yes i manage to eat the nice fish noddle in west coast finally alex brot me there... yeah really nice tho... and then coz of time constraint we cannot watch movie or it is like unable to decide shld we go watch coz it is like i am tired.. and blah blah...
anyway it was a good rest ystd b4 i go work... :) i am excitedfor monday tho and still nervous on how the woman will reply our letter i dun want anymore trouble le... i had so many trouble calling the bus uncle and handling her... argh tot of it is so sick... HAHA... anyway wondering wad alex will get for me this time for x/ma... AHAHA lest year he got me a addidas jacket so wads this year? hmmm the tot of clelbrating hmmm is like not high as in either spend with he and his friend or never haha see how then hmmm
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, December 03, 2006
(
wad r these for?)
Saturday, December 02, 2006
someitmes i just find loving some one is so happy and so sad and so hurting... sometimes i just hate him treating me like this...
but still wad he had said and his tone... hurts..
i want tml to come soon......... if not i'll suffer swollen eyes......... :( i want someone to really care for me!!!
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, December 02, 2006
