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a fun day at science centre)
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
tuesday had a half day off... went to science centre with alex... equipped myself with camera... but took nth much but just his photos...then i realied the two of us din take much photo tho...haha relatively a fun place to go with him... there's human body...water workz..life science... physical science...aviation... discovery zone... and next mth got oncoming dinosaurs...haha!!! played like 4 hours there... wad we do is press buttons... yeah and yesh it turned out to be a good day... then end the day at ljs... then slept on the bus to work...
tuesday reservation of 80 plus pple....with 50 pax of DRs? haha they brot like 30 plus of wine bottles and own wine glass... hmmm left like quite late... and stingy? but some are nice?some are like arrogant? but all i noe is must treat them well coz they will give comments on makan sutra... sing food forum i guess...haha...
then not really tired but kind of mentally...
ystd... this guy by the name of chris... claimed to be my di in the rest... also dunnoe how la... then he damn attitude and mood swing... and he is the kind of person u must dote on... such that andel must always like keep him in the conversation if not he will show face... and always had this joking attitude which i dun like... it is like evryone so busy and wtf u doing standing there stoning... so one day andel not ard i was at the cashier he came forward and said i set bad example i shld not lean there... wtf do u think u are... i was angry then... and next ... last nite... i was tired i din tokmuch and i dislike pple giving me attitude... coz in my mind i am here to work why must i see ya face... then wtf at night he went back with me he said... "can i ask u a quest?are u going to get rid of everyone of one by one..." i wad like wtf i am so tired and yet u tok this kinda rubbish to me... i was angry... then "i think u are getting rid of me? coz of ya stares at me?" omg... ihate such situation and it wasfirst time ever that i worked so long tt i met such person... so i told andel and then at night chris msged....
i just wanna say grow up kid... anyway he is just one yr younger... argh! i'm scared ofhim tho he's so tall and huge...
so i got alex to come protect me today... hehe then i realised that hmmm me and alex is so close now i saw him outside waiting for me and he turned and smiled and i waved at him... just like in some show...haha... i felt so good to have him to be ard... and be there anytime...
ALSO... joseph got scolding from me for putting his arms ard stella... i was totally angry... he eating gers tofu... eat mine still want to eat my gers one... ANGRY... he put his chin on my shoulder... put his arms on my shoulders! trying to be like henry playing with me? using saliva? wtf....damn him... and he made me and alex dislike him alot...
btw i broke my bugs bunny cup which my sis gave me...
she came home on sun and mon she's gone till now again... wad happen to my family...i'm now so used to be alone... in the family ... a family = to a place which i store my things where sleep and bath...
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, March 29, 2006
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results out)
Friday, March 24, 2006
hmmm woke up by a sms...haha results nth much lei... same as last sem just tt lowest is c+... and highest is b+... the rest all bs... so boring... when can i get a... but still not bad le... wonder how's alex doing?
work is kinda boring man... it is like next tues going to full hse soon and friday too... and today fri is definitely full hse too.....haha...sian... my sis still not home yet i miss her... for once...
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, March 24, 2006
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ya there when i need u the most)
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
monday was a day i find tt alex is bonded closely to me... he shares my problem... he listens to me... he makes me happy... he tolerates me and he loves me... all the while i tot it was just love but now it was more... more than commitment..more than trust more than the feeling tt act we had for each other tt we know each other so well...haha
sad to say some thing happen ...quarrels...btw my bro and sis and cause her to hate to go home... cause her to sms me tt she hates everyone of them... damn i cannot do anything... but i guess is her stubbornness and my family memebers miscommunication... so much of education tt pple has to go thru tt it still does help at all...
WHATEVER then i just hope my sis to be better and happier... and indeed the fact tt she hates mmy bro can never be changed...
monday i act wanna go SCience centre but it is closed...damn man... then went to marina watch BIG mama... haha not bad ba the show then went bukit timah market for dinnner but wait before tt we went somewhere
first time he is so vain... but i know he wanna make me feelbetter
it is really good had fun there and my troubles just went away...:) with him ard of course... haha.... btw iwonder how is drizzle... she and andrew...and her health???
btw anyone interested to openchildcare or tution centre??? coz i have customer whu give name card asking me to contact them if i ever open... and one regular customer offer to work with me...haha... felt so great ... but so far i had no concpet yet... me still in the middle of the road... i dunnoe wad i want to do... maybe work in hanabi they say they will offer beginning pay of 1600 similar to childcare ??? haha... i'll study hard man... wadkind of life am i going thru... and i can feels alex's one too
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, March 22, 2006
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counting fordays to pass...)
Saturday, March 18, 2006
today worked half day so went lex hse and watched THE PERFECT CATCH... oh my fav actress acted in the show...haha the show is as nice as NEVER BEEN KISSED... hmmm i got sudden urge to watch 50firstdates...haha
damn work was fast today as in customer was fast to eat and fast to go... i foundthis fun macdonald game... hehe www.maggiemarket.com...fun!!! hmmm work got some politics going on...sian...why life is so hard andboring...
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, March 18, 2006
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slacking life)
life is so good when i can watch marathon movie over alex hse... slacking on the big chair... with him beside...haha... and today him fetching me home coz i had diahorrea...haha... goood... day!!!
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, March 18, 2006
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Va va Voom)
yeah mylappy is back but abit laggy.... hehe just uploaded all my cam pics up... and guess wad... i went back to childcare on wed and had baking lesson with them...but the host teacher sharon forget to bring the stuff she is supposed to bring like flour, butter, sugar... then i was like go to coronation plaza there to buy around 9 plus in the morning... yeah... everything was not really prepared and the kitchen auntie not so good too.. not so friendly... haha
the muffin they had made...
then jon came school with stitched on the mouth coz he fell down... so poor thing... hmmm... then the kids love me tho and i love them... they know i always bring fun things for them...haha....
this whole holis i had been busy working... looking forward to my pay day... :)i wanna tamagotchi...hehe...and i am saving up for my bday.... pam bday coming too... hmmm and guess wad i had toys at home
then had dinner with sam and bf who r now ok... hehe treating her for her bday present... next mth i am going to treat sis eat and get her to teach me make rosaries??haha...yeah... i din see my sis for a long time...
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, March 18, 2006
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cracks scratched the heart)
Monday, March 06, 2006
Monday was a sad and happy day out with him..haha i got no idea how to explain but we had a hard time...
i can't help been unhappy for the past few weeks... frist was exams... then my dad then work... i felt sad tt i had to work full this holi not resting... same as any normal days... this kinda life so suckie and boring man...
i need some spices and herbs to add in the soup to make it taste better and appealing... ARGH*
Cont'd
heard from her that she is fine now... waiting for his call... wondering they wil be fine anot? she had a complicated life unlike anyone of us... this year this day i met this friend of the same cca with me and we been sticked tog and been thru all things tog i guess... her life is really like drama...
first was her family... living in extended family w uncles and aunties... parents in china... mum seen like once a year thing... grandma been bad and mean... things always does not goes well for her... studies din went good and went to a course she dunlike... always indecisive to make choices... met this guy which was then we went on doube date... then this guy in his work place who threatened her... then another guy whom she had crushed and got no and he gave her no sense of security... and now two timing... love on guy and unsure of how to break up with the other....
he sort of broke the promise he gave her once not to meet the ex... and shefound out and she nearly wanted to kill herself... yes she is stubborn and very i know... but what she spoke to me last night made me felt so lost and angry with her tt... I DUN WANNA LOSS A FRIEND... she in fact we are like sisters.... but close friends who meet once a year tt kind tho we live near...
due to family thingy we dependent more on bfs and friends than on family.... at least i felt glad tt she called... and she asked tt i cut myself before... i did... i used a compass and a pen knife before... but it was just a spur of emotions... which the cuts are not deep....
i undersatnd how she feels.... and so i wish to wake her up to senses that things may not be what she tot to be... and she sometimes must not be so stubborn on certain things... and tempe to be not so bad... she is bad and mean at times... but now i found tt she had found some one who she really wanna be with... so i dun wan her to give up... coz it was all becoz she had not officially broke up with the other guy and tt was why so many things happen to them....
BLESSED you my friend... wadever happens to you will not make him regret coz sooner later he will forget about u ... and we love u... if u ever dies... i'll hate u... to leave me alone... and to break our promises too
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, March 06, 2006
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Life is vulnerable)
i cried when i tried to persuade her not to kill herself... what has made her to be so crazy.... and it is all about the guy whom she loved a lot... she wanted to cut her wrist to die... eat a whole lot of panadol... jumped down the bilding like one of her classmates... which are all out of the mind....
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, March 06, 2006
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I see her smile laugh and suprise)
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Today i official mandy's 20 bday and another year i celebrated for her...
first we have pam and mandy only... mel over slept and tired.... then pam smuggled grilled chicken foldover into the k box... the clementi one is damn boring lah... toilet no good... food no good... so we took the happy hour time... so we get to sing 5 hours instead of three and we dun get to eat disgusting food which i had tried before and ya... we shld have gone CCK!!!! haha.... but last min cannot change too... tot things will be bored coz i woke up early to go bank in BB... sian man...
the singing was ok... haha fun and used mandy's phone took photos... and she tried on the present we bot for her from dorothy perkins...haha nice sexy top which she a bit not used to it but tell u she looks good in it... then pam sang songs too... and mandy so irriating to imitate me sing... and ya stay there like 11 plus till 3 plus... hmmm then paid 25 for the k coz we bot like snacks like sotong balls and nuggets and fries which are like so not nice and they cheated on us they put chips at the bottom...haha...
then things turned rather bored on the way to hanabi then haha... i was like hey get her a cake then i msg chris to buy her a cake... then in the end he got henry to buy...haha... and yes a choc obession i think tt's the name from four leaves bot by henry.... he's a nice guy i think i prefer him than a lik... so irritating... HUH.. then ya...
tonight was busy as usual... met regular customer had chats and new cust tried to build bonds give name cards... sometimes i wonder why i work so hard for them... haha.... and then yeah night reached ard 10 we i prepared the cake and haha.... HAPPY birthday song sang...hehe... mandy was shocked i guess...haha then we ate the cake when everyone was gone and a peck of choc on her face and she came chasing after me to the toliet...damn she gonna make my face with pimples.... haha then i was thinking hehe my bday in may will it be fun too...
i've had planned i wanna go lavia in chjmes....haha maybe currently tt's my plan...hehe and i heard next hanabi outing is to disco... in april!!!! weeeeeee.... get to see shino again man...
then now alex exam over le i felt relieved for him... wonder will he work this sem? hehe... anyway i'm waiting for monday to come i am so tried and the weather is making me sick to have headache... i'm scared i'll die early... shit... i wanna tattoo a cross...haha.... GONE*
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, March 04, 2006
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Happy bday M A N D Y)
Friday, March 03, 2006
it has been a hard time we gers decided where to go then the bday ger going sing K at clementi...haha so ya... tml at 11 a place to meet... damn got my pay too little le i must work more le...
happy birthday dear u are a friend so like me... sick same time same tots... and many things thx for working thru this year with me and another year,... thx for putting up my frustration and thx for skipping lesson with me... ya a pretty ger with good heart whu everyone loves u and we treasure u my friend... life may be hard for u but we do care and offer help... i just love u my friend so much tt even w/o conversation by a look will be so comfy... ths.... and i'll bless u
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, March 03, 2006
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utterly disappointed in HIM)
wad kinda world will a father ask his daughter to do things tt goes against human heart.... he ask me to help him sell minerals i dun mind... then he asks me to give him hanabi customers mobile no i was NO WO BU YAO.... wad the hell... i was sad tt i left hse early to work... and i msged my sis...
she consoled me and said... to ask me to speack nicely to him tt this is called spamming... and he wants to set up his own buis badly... and blah blah blah and overlook such thingy... COME ON he is a business man... F* i'm sad totally tt i tot on the overhead bridge and i controlled my tears....
i will never give any one... even it is at a price it is the trust tt i am saying... i have thousands of pple whu came to eat at hanabi i can sell to anyone whu will be very interested ... i can do tt but i din ... and saying more of giving it to u... fish!
dman sad... in my heart i hope he will go china soon....
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, March 03, 2006
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4th time eating at hanabi)
Thursday, March 02, 2006
wow i was nervous to meet sam today... haha yeah finally met her since dunnoe when... she told me her probs... hmmm she bad ger... two timer... then i gave her advice... hmmm whole night she is only toking abt barry and kenny... hmmmm then at the end at night she msg me she broke up with barry which at first she told me she like barry tho he is not gd looking but he is very funny;... dunnoe wad's wrong wit them... then when i met her they quarreled and i asked her to ask him to join us tog... then yup he came and the dinner was rather torturing for me coz i had a bad headache ... and my neck hurts badly
damn.... miss her so much our friendship had not changed wadever she does she has my support.... :)
btw i felt so good in hanabi now everyone respect me... as in andel treats me well... he is my papa san... and alice so nice too... and chris says he misses me... ahah and nancy too... and joseph hmmm i dunnoe...haha seems like quite a lot of things against him... but ill just do my part... now hanabi got mandy and her friend stella and fiona my classmate.. so good so many pple i know... so good... i like to work with my friends.... and so nice tt henry cooked yummy food for us... but his dessert cannot make it... and the other cheif cooked something special too... but not so nice but i must still say nice..haha.... and ah like made things for us too anf he made horrible handroll which look like shit...
but whole night i dun feel well so i din eat much... but nxt mth gotta treat sis to eat she kept complaining to me tt i din get her bday present....
NEXT MTH pay target : 1100 six days a week one day bf day...hehe
ALEX
THANK YOU
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, March 02, 2006
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cont'd)
the last paper of SINGAPORE families: policies and practices was like so bloody hard... damn... got a feeling i will fail or score badly... then the speaker was like damn noisy... hehe...
was saying about my family then things settled le... sis gave me a call... SHE's such a nice sister but she is disappointed with em'... act me too... coz sis told me tt... my dad din set aside any money for the family... and spent all money on his business...and no money kept for my sis and mine education... and the family... damn.... sad sia... then yup my sis paid 2000 odds for my lappy.. and once again i am glad as i can go repair the lappy again.... warranty man!
however dad going china to work next week... this sat family having bfast of lunch tog... wonder how long will he go??? prev times i cried when he left... and then the other time was mum made me cry... and this time... i wun send him off coz i had to work... i must be another year thing tt he will be there... anyway when he is in sing... din tok much to him until recently i started to greet him...
my parents going vegtarian... heard from mum tt coz they hope things will get better for the family... but i think no use... and they went to some places to mediate? so hmmmm unbeleivable... as in they last time will never beleive on tt... and now when things happen pple do anything...like last time they dun believe on slimming stuff and they started to become sales person on some spa tt make pple healthy and slim... i have one at home... and it works...haha... hmmmm
just tt i hope no more bad things will cont'd... but now my bro got gf... it is kind of irritating tt i can't be bothered... got TASHA dislike starngers... even my bro always beat her up.... so bad... coz she is naughty... wad to do... my sis not ard tasha attacks my bro as and when she is crazy... she bites my friends... then bro bring gf bring me so much inconvenience such tt i have to look after tasha and locked in my sis room coz i have to study for exam and in the end i din study much... sianz...
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, March 02, 2006
