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PAY DAY!!!!)
Saturday, April 30, 2005
whahahahah...last night i got my pay cheque... weee 900 bucks more than wad i expect so hmmmm... weeee... this job afterall i think iz not bad... haha coz mama got 1550! and captain 1500... plus if every month we hit the target i think the target is 150 000... hmmm then used to work le... just tt when i got off then the next day i wun wanna work... haha...
ehhh...tuesday might be going shopping with shino... haha go bugis then maybe during ys and captain break they will come down and meet us...weeee..wannna get so many stuff but wad i can spend iz so limited... hmmm got to keep money for hmmm transport... my own expenditure for next mth... then gotta give month 200 only.. so hmmmm still ok ba... hehe
ok... these few days were like crazy so many pple... wednesday was like busy in the afternoon and at night... then thursdsay was like WORSE... so many customer complain... then hmmmm coz we only got 4 waitress then can hardly sereve the pple then pple stream in like siao... then the producer came and hmmm think cnn gonna film the restaurant on thursday... troublesome!then monday during break going to one of the bosses hse... then hmmm maybe tanning there... haha.... then weeeeeeeeeeeeee
thursday i was on half day off.. then met baby in clementi and we went china town tog! haha some misunderstanding at first then he hungry..haha...weak* then ya we went to tt place where me and sam went before to makan... weee ate my fav tan yuan and satay... hehe... then we went to town to watch creep.. then the conversation of me putting tattoo hmmm spoil the atmosphere...ehmmm... then hmmm CREEP... was gross...suckie... no story line,... all u do iz to scare yaself...haha then me and dar was like ahhhhhh cover the eyes with hands... but i watch thru the whole show...hehe... so nice to spend time with him... hmmmmm..... the show was like 1h 30 mins... hmmmm then we wnet home snap snap... weeeee........ haha i gotta watch house of WAX too...
haha then hmmm 15 may gotta be ktv for the company...and tuesday i can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
muacks... dunoe how's the rest doing?
yeeeeeaaaaaaahhhh love baby and he's my husband now!
but we still got more to know about each other and at times got to be more tolerant
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, April 30, 2005
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loving alex more and more... i can see the vague road now!)
Monday, April 25, 2005
weeeeee* so happy today... i've been so unhappy for the past few days...feeling moody and lost of love from baby... though we see each other everyday iz like hmmm so not happy... then today also ...haiz... but the movie we watched was nice.. hmmm SHAHARA... movie worth to watch for some nice actio show...and handsome and beauty...
hmmm just find tt i can't afford to lose baby boy... coz he's my life... if he's unhappy me too.. then he's getting more sensitive nowadays... as he said when we having heart to heart tok at the bstop... hmmm he dun like pple to look at me... hmmm he will diao them... then hmmm some stuff too... weeee......after toking... the silence was once again broken... then we tok a bit on last time stuff...haha... weee... flaming fire?weeee... so happy...w/o him i wonder how life wil me just this afternoon i was thinking tt our love iz fading and i'm afraid tt i can't hold on le... but toking does helps a lot... weeeee ystd we just got tog for 8**** months... weeee so swtish....
ok my way to love dear...1) if u love a person a lot never give up on him or her, communication is very important 2)let him tok and listen to him 3) share how u feel about him 4)love him and love him and weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee LOVE HIM!!!!!! he's my eveything man... oh man bee i wanna a tattoo pls... tt will be the best present! haha... sudden tot... hmmmm ALEX! the man of my life... we still have so many more years to enjoy... weeee and u say u will love me more and more... he's a guy i'm so crazy and madly over...he's my baby zebra... i'll always rem how we got tog...weeeee.....he smile i smile... anyway we had a great time tonight...weeee.. and i'm shure we can overcome anything...yeah*
just now tok to sam a while on the phone...ehh she met tt guy and she tot i'm off.. so she wanna yue me go town but me work half day so ya* then hmmm... tried to call chong wanna wish him happy bday but no ans... guess he's aslp ba... anyway HAPPY BELATED LE!
work was great*
happy belated chong**
Ngio ai leng ah! ALEX!
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, April 25, 2005
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half day off....)
i tot i could sleep like till 9 but the house is too nosiy cum baby tasha disturb me every morning... argh* haha i fell aslp last night din hear baby's msges... hmmmm today i'm half day off but got to be back to work at 6 to 10... hmmm.... wad a day man... all cause of my ys (mum)... now i truly look forward to PAY DAY!!!!!
chong's bday iz today... miss him so much and much... hehe gonna giv him belated bday present... i was toking to sq last night... hmmm while waiting for dar... hmmm act i hate tt guy for treating her like tt... but she like hmmm like him like himm then i also dun wanna say anything... coz inoe she can cope it alone... just tt she noe he's not tt kind of good at r/s... as in the career minded kind... hmmm...
omg my face iz rotting lor... the oil from the kitchen iz so hmmm making my face so oily everyday and pimples are popping out....i hate the kitchen pple... when iz comes to busy they very naggy and irritating kept ringing the bell...come on lah pple servign the customers taking orders... not as if we do not want to come in and serve the food... haha ... then ytsd got one table of family says i look lik jeanette ou... weahaha... so happy deep in my heart,.. haha then last night got some MP came... think iz minster of transport or dunnoe wad... haha then got one table of customer he asked me if he's right to prove the wife wrong... argh*... last night end work early... weee.. then went out with captain then came jason... then wanna get something to much i went to shell then we met angie...jack and dodo papa and mum.. haha then they ask me wanna go drink with them anot at holland or just go sit lor.. hmmmi was like no cash and i'm waiting for my bf... then i bot choc milk and pocky... weeeee* then we sat to tok a while then went over to bstop then they waited for the bus then in the end wanna take cab... then mum and XT and dodo took the cab then the next three... then before angie went in he pulled me... then soon after they wnet off bee came... he's face was BLACk... haha i knew some5thing was wrong... then i was like did u hear me scream? then he said ya i saw everything... hmmm he is a bit bu shuang... hmmmm my baby boy so silly... but if same thingy happens to him i will wanna punch tt ger... so samasama... muack* everyone iz good except for tt ah heng chief kept irritating we gers... argh* then dar tt day nearly wanna beat him up... hmmmm..
i feel baby iz like not the him nowadays... hmmmm... but i still love him as much tho... i was kenna lectured by him tt i must love myself more... then we tok heart to heart... hmmmm i just hope things will get better for him and for us... haha and i told him my selfish tots... so mean hor so bad.... hmmmm MUACK* baby haven wake up and i'm lazy to exercise leh... argh*
******HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY CHONG*******
******love ALEX*********
******love SAM**********
I miss mel pam and man.... wonders hows man doing?
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, April 25, 2005
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wad a day!)
Saturday, April 23, 2005
iz horrible to say wad happen today.... hmmm let me share my results... hmmm i knew it on thursday... hmmm Child Dev-B+...CHN-B... CS-B and FP-B and LAECY-C+... and MYC-C+...ppcm-B...average results... i aim for an A next SEMESTER... so i gotta work hard and work hard to earn money too... pay will be getting like in one week's time... and haha i gonna get baby something... got lots of of thingy to get lah... hmmm i wanna get a cap for meself... hehe got thingy on my mind...weee*
ok today was horrible... last night i felt so suckie... tt i tried to slp early but nope cannot then i came to blog... then was like got some commotion btw me and baby... hmmm then so freaking unhappy and then in the end i weep a bit then hmmm went to sleep... today worse i cry on my way back to work... sux... then iz like sam came for interview... weee so happy to see her... then i was all the while thinking tt... baby iz coming but then no.... he said he msged me last night tt he was not going to... i was like huh? got meh? sorry! i was having a headache then din get the time well... hmmm so iz partial my fault.. then sam came the interview was sucessful she got in but she find the pay a bit too little... then haha after tt we went to renaldo's strudel cafe to makan...the strudel was nice man! hmmm then we tok and tok for a while then hmmm i sent her to the bus stop... all the while i was a bit xin bu zai yan... but i miss sam alot... so great to be able to tok to her again... yeah next time we can go supper and k tog... and see each other on schling days le...weee...
oh ya then was like hmmm he din tell me tt he's not coming.. then i was like so happily waiting and tot tt today will be the three of us tog but NO...then hmmm msg le he like abit sian sian like tt... haiz... then he called then i was like y u like tt? then we both like see fire... then i was like saying bye to sam then suddenly dar hung my phone and i heard him curse and swear... i was like... ok... i waved gd bye to her... then i walkefd towards the shop... i'm damn sad iz the first time ever me and dar so fierce to each other... and then i called back he din ans... i teared... then i was walking on the way then bout to pass shell there then i feel like letting the car bang me... haiz... but i did not... then i was msging... him tt why must he vent the frustration on me... then he msged... then he called... then i was like crying until damn horrible then he called.. i was like why u like tt.. i tok to u nicely and u hung my phone.. then iz a misunderstanding tt he tot i say bye to him... hmmm anyway then the conversation was short... so freaking sad.... then so shuai as i cry XT came out... hmmm she was like wad happen... then i said quarrel with BF... haiz... then after tt he told me wad happen... then blah blah... a bit forget le... hehe... so anyway things are ok now... after calling him just now... think we're just too agitated ... and none of us wanna compromise with each other...
then saw tom chan my sec sch PE teacher hmmm...haha so funny... then ya tonight was a busy night where got this crazy customer... hmmm he booked the room then he make a fuss and then ask the family to walk out cause nobody attend to him... hmmmm then ya lor... stupid guy... rich so wad go other place to eat lah... then got this customer say sorry sorry to me when he order the wrong thingy from me... haiyo....
i miss baby lots and lots...
and hey u better feel better... haha nolah.. hmmm pray hard hard for baby...
yeah so happy to see sam...
so when am i able to meet pam and mel...
wanna sch to start soon...
daddy coming back and i'll be sleeping outside... OMG...lappy will pei me...
hope baby be happier...
HUNGRY*
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, April 23, 2005
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let me die in peace on the bed of white tulips with no love and nothing....)
Friday, April 22, 2005
type a horrible title for this which cannot be seen... head pain* hmmm not been myself and not happy today... tml sam coming for interview... work iz damn busy... i misses dar terribly i hate to work... i wanna play too... i'm so jealous when i see pple got to play and here i got to service pple... izzit tt i cannot take hardship...
weee i love my blog so nice and soothing and kind of irritating...argh* hmmm sux...just now really wanna bang my head to the wall... and ust now got nasty thoughts... how i wish sch to starts soon... hmmm baby iz unhappy and i am too... i tot he wld have had enjoyed his day today... and tml he got steamboat thingy... hmmmm
i've been crying for nights...for anytots tt comes in my mind... sux... i hate it... head pain... and tml gotta be a damn busy day...today work got meeting...damn stupid...all about cost reduction... like which dept can give any suggestion... but everyone iz too tired le... my eyes freaking painful.... argh*
let me die in peace on the bed of white tulips with no love and nothing.....
hope sam's love life will be better....
why guys can't treasure gers and only show love when they wanna leave them... wad exactly izzit...
i dunnoe wad i'm toking la... full of crap... loving someone iz tiring and maintaining a r/s needs lots of paitience and tolerance... and compromising...hmmm....
i've been thinking about this ques... iz i love him more or izzit he loves me more... or the same? hmmmm he seems to be always forgetting wad i say... hmmm... i dunnoe why i just love him so much tt every little thing he says and does influences me so much... i teared almost every night to sleep ... how silly am i... so emo.... WAKE UP*
things will be better for u...six more months... hmmm iz nothing to me... i'll wait no matter wad... and iz doesn't matters to me and so it shld be to u... it pierced my heart to hear wad he had said tt day... so pain and so pain... i'm afriad tt tt day will come...
i'm tired and shagz... gotta slp.... more to type... but i chose to SLEEP*
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, April 22, 2005
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Wadssup*)
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
argh* brother irritating me early in the morning... hmmm last night used my lappy and now wanna use the camera... argh* hehe* hmmm ystd worked again... baby came during break and to fetch me home... i felt so pampered... work made me so tired and so lost touch with my friends... hmmmm xueting iz with david...hmmm work was fine... can't wait to get my cheque next week then manage my stuff and spend the money wisely...haha*
went to chalet on sunday dar came to fetch me and we took a cab down... hehe slept late ard 1 plus... act not suppose not to slp but hmmmm cannot tahan... then we cuddled to slp.... then half way at night he shoo me away...haha* then his snore was hmmm.... i dunnoe how to describe... eheh iz so cute i get to see him when he wakie up and when he and me slp.... then we slpt till ard 11? i woke up at 9 plus... then i irritate him ard 10... weeeeeeeeeeeeeee* we had a great time tog at the chalet... then we went to makan at bk... then went arcade coz the other time act dar wanted to get the toy pig for me... but he wasted another 12 bucks on it.... FAILED* so total will be 20 odds... hmmm then later we decided to give up then i went to change money and weeee... we played some stupid cute games there...hahah... then iz drizzling and raining then we decided to rest a while then see when the weather got better then go wild wild wet... haha the weather iz so cold...hmmm...
ok ard 2 plus we went there.. hmm still drizzling abit... hmmmthen we hired tt locker..hahah the first place we wne tiz the shiok river...then the slid up and down...hahah tt was he scarest... i scare at the top of my voice... ahah then dar was like nearly ffalling out... then went to the slides...argh* i kenna stuck for consecutive two times...hmmm wth.... then the guard says iz my shorts... then he say lift my ass.. then the second time iz so scarry the slide iz total darkness... and then i was so afraid tt pple will bang me frm behind... all my assy fault... argh*
hmmm afterall wild wild wet iz not tt fun.. i somehow think tt escape iz nicer... hehe.... time to exercise abit before work.... omg i wanna a tattoo on my tummy or assy now...weeee but gotta get approve from baby... iz like my wants since i got the airbrush on my hand k.... muack*
love ALEX*
Miss SAM*
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, April 20, 2005
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Chalet)
Sunday, April 17, 2005
ehhh... ytd was good no scolding.. hmm then was damn tired... shagz today... got hundred odds customers and ontinuous flow waiting... hmmm but then only got 7 of us.. hmmm... today shall be good but hmmm wad a chalet tt u can only stay for one night... hehe i've planned not to sleep tonight but on monday night...weeeee..... wonder how is it like... gonna go wild wild wet with baby if the weather iz good... weeee oh ya ytsd me captain and ys were sitting outside toking..haha hmmm nth much le....
pray for good day...
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, April 17, 2005
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baby iz back!!!!!)
Saturday, April 16, 2005
hehe working last night was fun... weeee.. but i kenna scolding in the afternoon again... iz like i sent the ala cart bento to the worng table then the customer not happy then kenna shouted by Vera again... hmmm consecutive three days... but captain says not my fault... hmmm eyes a bit watery again but i din cry coz i think tt... coz i did cmf with henry and he said iz table 13 so i sent it to 13... and coz they recycle the order chit then they just simply cancel the top and circle the table no at the bottom... act i'm kinda careless too... hmmm...
ystd durig break i checked for msges... hmmm no msg frm baby coz by this time i tot he will be like outside waiting m=for me... but no! he's still on the way back then i was like nvm lah u tired then u go home and rest... then i tok on the phone sian sian with him... then he say he taking cab down... the feeling iz like for these few days ya been so sad and the greatest person whu u wanna c iz not here for u these few days and wad u expect iz he's there to find u now... ya*
then met him ... we went to eat fries at coronation building... rotten place with crocoaches...hehe* hmmm din feel happy to see him coz still troubled by the wrong order thingy... then hmmm din tok much... and then nth much to do we walk frm there to serene centre... hmmm haha then sat outside mac... on the way was telling him abput my colleagues... they're mean... always asking me o break up with my bf... all the stuff... only the guys say tt... then angie was like say ask me to testmy bf... hmmm then baby hear le unhappy... n bu shuang...act i was thinking of not telling him... hmmm... haiz... but hmmm
then we sat outside mac... by right he shld cheer me up in the end he ended up toking about his mum and dad... hehe then he cried in front of me... omg... i was like lost dunnoe wad to do but just lend him my ears... hmmm feels like hugging him but we are so far apart... hehe but i hig him hard hard when going home... weee* haiz... he's nuan* hehe* but iz ok lah.... then i sent him to bstop...
went back... ystd was full strength... 9 of us... weeee* very fun... today the pace is slower then STELLA the singer came... aiya the other time they say got stephanie and her sister.. hmmm but stella she's so small size but plump.. then jason was like hey i got a joke suddenly... he said "i think stella ate too much buffet" i was like huh? "coz i can see her tummy" haha* then shino say i can see her fats bulging out behind... hehe* so funny... then arthur and captain and angie went out to smoke... then when captain came back she told me the guys were laughing at me fell on tt wednesday... argh* so mean say i like rollerblading* iceskating*... yeah* then stella's friend bday then she gave us half the cake to makan... weee.. we greedy pigs was like yeah* then me and shino the happiest coz we love cakes... then the cake was from serene centre... some kind of ice cream cake with very nice name.. omg...it taste normal.. hahah... so hmmmm... another wotking day i've started to like to work... hmmm today will be crazy but i think natasha aka vera's daughter iz coming down... hmmm she's only 15... and she's so cute... hmmm envy*...
love baby lots...
chong bday coming....weeee* buying him present after pay..haha
miss sam... HELPIN her to get a job..
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, April 16, 2005
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things are never gonna be better)
Friday, April 15, 2005
this morning mum told be tt cousin RH got into Uni... then says he got into top5%... then say i must study hard too... fucker... irrritating me... u think so easy then u study for me lah...sux* then early in the morning got to bath the irritating dog... last night din manage to slp well... flip and roll here and there... hmmm
then ystd was nth better than the day before.... start form morning shift suddenly during lunch time ard 12 odds alot of pple came in.... then ard 205 this lady came in....our last order iz on 215... then i took the menu intro to her just said "our last order is 215" then i walked away... then after awhile i saw vera toking to the other lady which is like two ladies TABLE 4... then this lady whu came later was like complaining to VERA... fuck lah then after tt captain told me tt vera looking for me... i was hmmm wadssup?
then she saw me... she started scolding me... saying tt that table 4 customer say i said 215 coming le left 5 mins cannot order buffet... IZ LIKE WTH... I'm ACCUSSED of doing nth... FUCK*... then i was like wad the hell... then SHINO was bside me all the while she helped me explained to VERA tt i put the menu then went off le... then the customer a bit unreasonable coz she ordered bento set then after tt say wanna cancel... then shino say she can order buffet but must be fast... iz like come on... i'm accused and the stupid lady highlighted say iz me.... OH god! fuck u man* then i cannot tahan i got watery eyes... then i stood at the cashier... then i was like i told shino and captainn i cannot stand le then i cried in the pantry... ALONE* i was like wad the hell act i got the tot of not working... coz consecutive two days kenna scolding... iz so freaking unlucky... but i still think tt fin this mth then c how ba... hmmm... coz bo bian....
then after tt pple like why u cry? iz ok the customer nasty? don't cry this line iz like tt?then shino kept saying iz not ya fault i can witness for u... then after tt during break... VERA came back... then she was toking at the cashier there with captain and shino and ys... then i was tieing my scarf... then i was like stand there and listen... they were toking bout table 4 and 5... table 5 iz regular curtomer but when he received the bill he was like saying...VERA say she will giv me 20 %.... call her call her... then captain called VERA... then vera say tt guy crazy don't care... then after tt they concluded tt he was jking... then toking about table 4... hmmmm vera was saying tt the moment she got there the lady started scolding her... saying tt she came all the way down... to try our buffet... then she shld ask the staff to work overtime... ask the kitchen pple work overtime... (just for her... whu does she think she is) then she din giv vera a chance to say... and she say tt she cannot order buffet iz i say one... FUCK* go and die lah... then after tt VERA was like telling me dun take it too hard... shino kept helping me...
then before tt during break... i wanna buy fries to eat then angus initially wanna go taka the bookshop but nobody pei him.....then he wanna pei me... then we wnet coronation building... then dar msg... i was like i call u in a while.. coz i don wanna mention wad happen yet... then we makan there... so weird... he like chao a beng... but walk very sissy... haha* but he's nice lah... then stay out the restaurant tok to dar on the phone... and i started weeping again... i felt so sad... when he's not ard such things happen to me... haiz... then he's not there to pei me or ten me... sux u noe... then... haiz... tok tok tok... then hmmm we tok for v long time... hehe* then henry came out before tt was wan mei... and got two customers kept sitting outside... haha* these two customers one very cute very plump... and she ate three scopes of ice cream... hehe* then henry was putting his leg on the other chair then i went to change to my jeans then i did the same thing... then he say iz good... coz blood flow backwards... then after tt he feng xiang songs with me... so hmmm i felt better... then captain and angus came out to smoke...
at night... hmmm very busy like friday then only 6 of us.... then i scalded myself with tonjiru soup... while trying to transfer it from a big tray to a smaller tray then...ahhhhhh...pain pain* then henry was lie next time don care abt the soup le go wash hands first... omg...
fuck wad a day for me ytsd...
baby was not ard when i need him... hmmm
hope i won't be so unlucky and be the chosen one... i don wanna cry consecutive three days...
these few nights tears will just roll down my eyes.... weep*
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, April 15, 2005
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Fuck wad a day for me!*)
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
today shagz by tearing to much... eyes totally red when i reach home and look at myself in the lift...
morning was alrite... not much pple atr first then the crowd just stream in... then went back home to sleep during break... slp 1h odds then went back... today's food iz pasta and seafood soup... then tonight iz the acsi pple coming... at frist ard 6 they called say moght postphoned to tml coz iz raining then their match delayed so might not be coming... they made hundred over reservation... then the boss vera very angry... then like 30 mins later... hmmm they concluded tt they are coming but lesser pple... 60 odds... then same at first not much pple... then hmmm today got 90 pple reservations... hmmmm then let me go to the main points...
i took this order as requested by the boys tt they wanna NABE soup.. which is only like special complimentary dish... only when customer ask then give... then wad the fuck how will i noe i'm not supposed to give the kids... next thing happen was i was referred and scolded by VERA... bitch... she was like "u shld have asked" and "iz very expensive and now the rest are asking for it" i wad like down there stupid stupid keep saying sorry...... damn.. but i seriously i think i'm not at fault... coz i'm not told and standard procedure iz buffet will giv wad... then the pple there really can eat!!!!!
then i was serving this stupis SABA shioyaki three serving then sudden i slipped and fell uglily on the floor... land on my ass.. then the food fell all ard me... and my colleagues were like are u ok... xiao mei mei bu yao ku...haha coz before tt my boss JAMES ask me go pantry rest... then i went there... ys came in then i cried... hmmm... iz like the whole day and working there iz seriously not easy... even highly exp brenda... she says iz really tough to work here.. then captain says here many politics... fuck lah...
then when i went home.. on the bus... i dunnoe why as i msg dar i teared and i started sniffing... the bus started to get crowded but i dun care... i felt in tt i'm in my own world... and iz as if me kenna ditched by pple... haiz... so sad... i teared all the way till i reach home.. saw sq msg.. i felt so better... then dar called.. then i sob even louder... act before tt while walking home i was alr sobbing... i'm working for some many reasons.. not for the reason of earning extra money... dad coming back on the 27th... hmmm then dar tok to me a whiel as i sat at my hse bstop... coz my eyes red and then hmmm dun wanna let mum noe... dun wan to let her noe...
after crying i felt tt i've started to love myself le.... no more nasty tots... but how i wished i can persuade dar to let me have a tattoo on my assy... i dunnoe why i'm saying this but hmmmm i just and i wanted it for long...
oh ya i was browsing thru my friendster... eeek then saw tt my ex coming to NP... wad the helll... i tot he say he die die will go JC... crap man* haha... but i miss my poly life... i wanna start it soon... my course... so fun and pple like man mel pam... rocks my life... now without them i have like a new life outside with new faces... hmmm soon the family will be back again...
life might be tough but i'll cope with it...
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, April 13, 2005
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yupie!!!!!!)
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
guess wad tml wed will be full hse for ACSI ruby players... woohoo* haha... got to be damn busy... hehe then today was great... i guess... coz captain and ys no longer on cold war... and hmmm we went to town very fast to get captain's sis a present in the end she bot a ripcurl bag... hmmm i wanna buy thingy too... hmmmm i'm planning to long term plan to get soume stuff for dar... clothes and bad for myself... and mum longterm plan of a watch for her... hmmm hope the money earn enuf to cover my expenditure... dun really wanna dar to spend so much on me...
then today a bit sad... coz act he's supposed to send me to work but he din... he din even mention a thing... buthe said he did... hmmm but act i told him not to come coz hmmm let him get more sleep but before tt iz he himself say wanna come.. haiz... then in the end i metioned he say he FORGET...... so am i his precious? hehe*
work iz getting fun... the pple there very ten me... hehe coz i look like jeanette... haha... then henry say he miss the chance.. then jack say he wanna challenge alex coz he saw dar tt night... hmmmm*.... but they are all funn pple... weee* then kenna bullied by ys and captain... they damn bad lah... ys always hit me and captain always tickle me... argh* then they awlays when pple changing wanna open the door...
tday then i realise tt the bosses are two couples...hmmm thomas and angeline... and james and vera... james* irriatting... fat baboon...argh* then even the new guy jason he say he met jeanette real person before say i look like her....weeee* brenda... eeek she's working tml..... i'm still sad tt i got no breakkk...
i can't wait to get my pay.... plspls.... i wanna treat mum and dar..... and sam maybe next time... hmmmmm........ so ex..... gonna save hundreds odds...
i'm totally broke now lah......
days faster past.....
miss baby lots... he's having fun in chalet and leaving me here alone unprotected* hehe*
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, April 12, 2005
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ONE week of work....)
hmmm today tuesday will be one week of work for me... hmmmmm
ystd... accidentally poured tonjiru in the kitchen...hmmm but the uncle there was nice... then they say "xiao mei mei iz ok... bu tong" hehe so nice... then ys and captain on cold war... then i'm like their middle person... hmmm i dunnoe wads going on but wanna not get involved... omg... ys iz with dodo... haha.. then she went sentosa with him after her halfday... so good i dun have break this week... sux ah* Jack say my voice can go work those tok on the phone one!!!! roll my eyes* but i noe they mean nth lah... then now they all say i look like and sound like jeanette ou... hmmmm then captain say my act cute voice... working there iz quite fun as i get to "familiar*" with the pple...
the night iz so quite for the first hour...haha only got two customer... 10 reservation... but after tt hmmm busy again... got one new pt guy... jason...captain was thinking whether to confess to david... hmmmm his ex.... and our chief... then stupid angus...aka angie... wanna hug me after work... he chased after me then hold me behind then say aiya won't hug ya xiong... then we just shoulder hug then i ran to find dar....hmmm damn he damn act gay...
hmmm then during break met dar... went to his hse to makan... then saw JW at the hcjc bstop... smsing... then i sent her a msg...weeee* haha the other day i met yu xian... weeee* haha all the jc pple... JW getting prettier le....muack* then rain damn heavily... then slpt like 20 mins at dar's hse... then go to work... hmmmmthe bus journey he's like on the phone and is irritated by the phone... haha... muack... then at night hehe i wanna him to pamper me... i asked him to get cake for me... either choc or fruit... so he got me mango... he waited i guess 45mins or lesser.. hmmm sorry* then ya... he's tired...
then eeeeeee...while waiting for his bus home... we saw this 40s to 30s year old guy opps us... peeing on the tree.......eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....digusted* then he's drunk... he sat at the door gate there searched for his keys... then he took very long time to open the gate... then came a lady to help him...argh* disgusted... then one guy came out then he asked if tt guy was drunk then we said "yar*" then dar said he peeed on the tree just now... then tt guy ran and said he better check on him... hehe then dar bu fang xin.. he sent me all the way to my doorstep....so sweet...... but tt's his duty...hehe*
muack love baby lots... gonna miss him lots...
hope things will get better for captain and ys...
miss sam... hope she can score well...
hope work to go smoothly....
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, April 12, 2005
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today gonna be good?)
Monday, April 11, 2005
hehe... meeting him today during my break... hehe so i must snap snap be fast... hmmm now getting used to work le... the pple and environment... hmmmm how i wish now iz may... faster faster*... jack call me his xiao qing ren? then the rest call me hp... haha*ystd break i went all the way to woodlands then back iz like i took 1h odds on the bus... hehe... ystd sis came... hehe haha she din noe dinner iz tt ex... iz like the two of them eat iz 70 0dds... ystd nth went wrong.. but i nearly broke stuff many times...hehe... gonna take order again... btw...hmmm captian and ys not on good terms... and i had a dream tt i had my sec sch class outing.. and there's dar and mt dad and mum....
WEEE dad coming back end of this mth.. and mum will go shanghai with him start of next mth... yeah... peace* at home..
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, April 11, 2005
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i miss u...)
Sunday, April 10, 2005
f* u noe... i hate my net... i shall make this short coz just now i've type tons of stuff but... GONE* ok snap snap*
met dar at night after work he came to fetch me... then he don seem right... then we manage to tok frank at bstop... hehe yeah* love him... iz all bout my blog... and chalet... then we saw these guys looked over then dar was likek don't care them then he say if they board the bus still look then we point middle finger... they waved bye to us... then we did pointed both hands at them... wahahha the prob iz we dun even noe them... hmmm so hehehe... as usual dar missed three buses.. we tok and tok... then mum saw hahaha... but she din say anything... hehe
then bout work... i was saying the ppep there i only like captain and yi shyan... the rest hmmm... got one guy he's weird... took photo and video of me... and say hope the photo he dun c will hav fei fen zi xiang... i was like scared lah... say till like tt but i got to mian qiang smile u noe... haiya... then i ask the gers they say he's like tt... then this jack guy took my no. and say when i say "heid" made him lose control... argh* sick... haiya but i noe they kidding only...
then today crzy like hell 100 odds pple in this small restaurant.. got lots.. of regular customer...act i see the customers dun eat alot leh... hmmm muack* gonna slp le
look forward to chalet which i will only stay for one day...
then... miss pple....hmmmm
dun like work...
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, April 10, 2005
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i need tons of choc to keep myself alive...)
Saturday, April 09, 2005
work!?! hmmm i gonna have no break next week so hmmm wth...coz they gave me break on my first week... hmmm... then afternoon was boring... coz there was like double order and wth the chief say me... iz like no lor... at night iz like 50 adults reservation... hmmm din get order coz told not to coz too messy le.. then the stupid boss so FAT... walk here and there not of much use... i think i prefer thomas... vera?hmmm always sit at cashier there... fatass* so irritating stop asking me wad to do and wad not to coz I KNOW!!!! roar*
then went out for supper with them... hmmmm ok lah... we went to adams road... but then my gastric damn painful... so hmmm... then took cab home tog...
met dar during my break and had lunch ta poa to his hse... hmmm the tot of not being able to meet him like on sat coz dunnpe wad he's doing and... sun he got chalet... then monday he say he will meet me... then i think tues he got his class chalet... so i was like... i myself got no break next week so iz so like Fking HELL*
then was sad thru the whole afternoon and got myself cabulry chos... damn nice then share with pple... share my happiness too... iz like i felt there why must i work ne? so sian some times? then got to be careful and all these stuff? some more only the first week not even over yet... F* iz like so sad lor i wldn't wanna work if i dun need the money... izzen holis be like a time for us to spend tog? i just feel sad lah... iz like whenever i wanna watch a show he will say nono... then in the end he's watchin with other pple????not the first time lor... hmmm i dunnoe y i'm thinking back so far...
hmmm i need lots of chocs to make me happy the following days...
i got a chalet on 17 18 19 this month which iz supposed to be next mth... so hmmm i dunnoe... dun feel like going? coz i got to spend money which now i dun have... sad lah... sad entry...
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, April 09, 2005
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: ))
Thursday, April 07, 2005
rank today as happy and boring day... went to work... but then hmmm forget to bring shirt so halfway out at bstop went back to take.. then weather v hot...reach there was like hmm hungry then do some cleaning up and hmmm auntie cooked noodles... hmmm then not a lot of peep today so ya* but got this demanding old couple lah... haiyo... then got cute little japs...
next during break i was like happy... out of job was good... coz hmmm act dun really like there lah... then i felt so lost then in the end ended up in sch... so i went o lib... hehe read many ech books... most of them arts and craft and math and science... spent an hour odds... so hmmm dar called say he coming.. then me damn hungry then me went C 1 to wait for him... the sch so quite lah... haha i was thinking next time i off maybe nxt week dar cannot pei me i go sch watch dvd... cool ah* then... he came he kenna sun burned... then he tired me tired... then tired to slp on the bus like ystd... hmmmm
haha then we were like hugging outside then my colleague saw so paiseh... hehe* then at night saw my sis... ahha then i so nervous... then the bf car drove past...hehe* stupid lah... act i don't mind hehe*
night shift... hmmm when i walked in hmmm BRENDA..aka second day start work ger... asked me if i wanna go ntuc with her to buy fruits... she's 27 yrs old...which she dun looks like... even dar says so... then we talked lah... coz me this person v friendly to all and hmmm NAIVE! so pple ask me wad i won't like qi yi xin... hmmm as in be careful of wad i say lah... she ask me bout my pay? then say i shld get pay raise! then ask me if i'm free to work for her one day $12 bucks! and told me take leave on tt day? then hmmm later dinner was busy as usual...then captain told me... to be careful of her... then i was like huh? omg... hmmm... then after tt i started to think twice for wadever she said to me... hmmm..... sad ah... today i learnt to take orders... and i tried... hmmm successful no mistakes except i serve food to the wrong table... but immediately i realised tt i'm wrong so still ok... hehe...
tips of the day: $1.80
then one of the sushi guy asked me wad i've learnt today... then by wed i got to noe how to take orders coz iz fully booked for company function... oh no! i'll go crazy then... they say tml will be worse and sat and sun... i think will be full hse once the crowd comes in.....
love dear more and more....
wonder how's sam... i'm tired le.... hope she's OK... study hard hard...
miss firends....
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, April 07, 2005
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second day of work...)
hmmm tuesday ...slept late... so ystd work was like tiring... i was toking to chong... then tok bout lots of things... then he very mean laH* then was msging SQ at the same time.. then she called.. so hmmm ask chong to wait for 5 mins.. then hmmm... seems like not able to put down so i told chong tt i'll call bac... then tok to sam.. hmmm curse tt man* K!wad kind of shit iz if iz fated we will be tog in three years time? nobody noes wad he's thinking... some kind of shit... is he career minded? playboy? insensitive? f* lah ... go and die K... and sam wake up... i must help her brainwash.. don't make yaself suffer k... then tok and tok all the while iz abt him... ask her not to mention then she kept saying the past stuff... iz hard to forget but no one likes him MAN* then call back to chong HE'S ASLP!
........second day of work.... hmmm saw one new face... SHINO... hmmm captain not her today so yi shyan took over.. so hmmm morning there's 40 plus reservation... oh ya then tt jac also working... everyone hates her... STOP ORDERING ME ARD! argh* then first hour was boring... then after tt came an old lady and little kid came.. so cute... then more and more came... omg... then filled the three long table... very busy... then two of us cannot take orders... only got three.. so thomas(boss) forget to take order from table 8 then the lady dunnoe complain abt wad! troublesome!
then during break went to clementi makan with baby... hmmm i love fish porridge..hehe then iz pouring* then got loud loud scary thunder... ya then went to his hse get umbrella... rest a while then went off again... then hmmm night was like... busy as usual... coz got 30 plus reservation but pple with NO reservation kept streaming in... i was like "WELCOME".. then night got one new ger... BRENDA... then got one guy arthur... he's nice he taught me how to take order...then earn $1.20 tips today... haha... then dar came to fetch me home... then all the way was like crapping... and acting stupid in the bus... so much for calling me a frog... argh* LIZARD!
today iz another working day... i shall try to take order... but scared tt i'll make mistake... weeeeeeeeeee* this job iz kind of diff from the other two i had tried... hmmm is so occupied tt time past fast... but my legs are aching... toe cramped...
next week baby won't have the time to pei me le... he will enjoy himself in his TWO chalets and leaving me here to rot* argh*
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, April 07, 2005
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DAY OFF!)
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
today act wanna go sch lib... but was thinking of go back check on wad's up in next yr course so i can be prepared... haha then just went to dar hse str.. met him in ntuc... then went up to hse... then he makan.. then we watched dude where's my car.. ehhh not bad lah... then play fish game then we compete car racing... of course i lost... haha then hmmm makan dinner at his hse... then hmmm.. iz like we only able to spend time like tt once in a week... tml maybe meeting up or he sending me home... good rite... haha he's pampering me... hehe* then i was saying i'll get used to it wor... then ya* took pics using his phone.. saying tt when he misses me he can like take a look?... haha* but ya* then hmmm as usual he missed two buses... hmmm at bstop... we tok about french kissin* hehe* then today saw the mv of "iz all about u" then the song iz like on my mind and on his... hehe* then ya... we've been very frank with each other... so hmmm tt's so damn good... and the r/s seems to be improving... better and better to dunnoe where...iz like we did discuss of wad we expect from each other.. i guess only me ah... coz i will feel more secure* when i'm informed of wad he's doing and where iz he... i mean guys iz ya duty k... so dun make ya gf worry... then gers... if ya guys are like tt they're been responsible and appreciate them K...
tml iz second day of work... hopez there iz like nth gonna goes wrong...
guess this holis i can't meet up my jc friends again...
love and miss all of them...
and kel ya been here and u din say hi to me!!!!!!!
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, April 05, 2005
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first day at hanabi...)
whahaha... so great work one day and i got break the next day... haha.. ok today gonna slack at home and dar's hse watch DUbe where's my car...iz kinda a stupid funny show... i think i watched it when i'm sec 2? haha... yeah* miss xiao ma and fenny... hmmm...
oh...ystd first day of work... hmmm went there 25 mins early... but iz pouring! i'm half body drenched.. shoes wet pants 1/2 wet... then umbrealla suckie...hehe* then reached there dark dark de* then everyone iz there le.. then the captain named xue ting (20yrs old work for 9 mths) gave me the shirts.. hmmm then i went to change.. iz black 3/4 sleeves.. cum red scarf to be tied on head then waist apron.. eeeehhh... i think i look long wearing like tt... then wiat and wait stand and stand.. hmmm first i got to arrange then metal spoons.. then set table... basicall i learnt everything today except taking orders...
i made two mistakes... on iz for throwing leaf deco in the dustbin.. then one of the boss told us cannot.. then next iz the worse tingy... there's this room full of eight to ten jap... then i went to clear their plates.. then one of the waitress went in with OCHA(green tea) then she was like "i think they wnet out for a smoke" i was like OH SHITZ... haiz... then she say iz nvm.. then i told captain... she was like then how much have u kept... hehe* then she say quickly get new plates and chopsticks... hmmm.. then ahhh they came back... then haha i quickly took the new plates then captain brot the chopsticks in.. then the japs were like "whose drinks are these?" hehe* phew* thank god nth went wrong....
btw when pple come we have to say e rash sa ma seh...haha i think iz spell like tt.. then when the counter food iz ready we must say HEID! then kitchen bell ting* must be alert to get food... must occassionally walk ard to pour tea...and clear plates... iz like hmmm the whole day my fingers were scalded by hot tea cups... and worse is when i serve ramen... customer din noe iz for whu and iz like burning hot and u got to tahan like here no here then there... hmmm...
but i guess my work place food iz nice? hehe cause just one day there's two customers exclaimed to me tt the food is very nice... hmmm then my colleagues say iz nice too... then say i shld come eat too coz got 10%... OK pple... must try the food here k... coz iz advertise on the newswpaper.. and i think iz good lah... price.. hmmm 26++ for lunch buffet and 30+++ for dinner buffet and iz like when two pple eat it'll be like 60 odds... hehe* and we have rooms for 6 above pple cum must spend 300 above...
during break baby came... hehe he came all then way to find me... but i end at 3 instead of 230 then we went to KAP to slack and makan... then he brit umbrella and jacket for me.. hehe* sweet* then ya lor then coz auntie force me to makan so i must go back ard 515... here provide lunch and dinner and supper.. hmmm then i ate nuggets meal just an hour ago and i came back for curry and rice!!!! haha then the cleaner added so much rice on my bowl... iz like argh* but then i threw away the remains...wahaha*
and i got $0.85 of tips on first day of work... haha funny* nvm iz fun anyway just tt weekday iz like not even half filled iz like so busy le weekend shure day man... think nth le ba...
haha then sunday tt day while waiting to go watch mivie me and dar went to the game arcade then haha we played gun shot jurassic park * dunnoe how to spell lah! then ya so thrilling and exciting...
then hmmm sam.. has been sad... then i saw her msg this morning saying that they went to catch be cool in cine... saying she's quite api... hmmmm act i dunnoe wad to say lah... hmmm but this kinda of things iz both parties.. then hmmm...i dunnoe but i just hope the guy to disappear to m'sia if not just stay here and stop this kinda stuff....
haiz....she's just hmmm always met with this kinda of stupid guys... praypray*
PEEPZ... i might have a chalet on 17 to 19 APRIL... but i think i can't go... so i wld like to c whu's interested and contact me k... but it'll be cmf on thursday so hmmm i'll tell u guys again k...
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, April 05, 2005
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house of fury!!!!! window shopping*)
Monday, April 04, 2005
ahemmm... omg today iz my first day of work.. so nervous and now iz like 9... argh* butterflies in my stomach man... but think gonna meet dar during my break.. iz like 4hours.. so wth... hehe....
ytd... met sam at 130 walked ard in far east... iz being such long times... but the clothes there like no change ah... haha then iz like walking ard with her iz like so comfy... then iz like she spent 30 to 1 hour in one shop to try like 4 tops... haha... then we must scan thru all shops in all levels... power man... hehe... then ya... catch some snacks.. and have little gers tok... weee* then yupz.. my tummy iz not feeling well i guess iz eating at irregular times cause it... then ya went to wisma...oh then saw dar's sis... hmmm.... then hmmmm today got nth... but iz a fruitful day... then ard 5 like tt we part then i took but to clementi and waited for him.. hmmm he's like went back home to get keys and money.. then when he came he's like swing swing... hmmm then after a while iz like better and better... so ya then we went to catch a movie "House of fury".. hehe then sent me home then ya...
got to exercise a bit before i go work...
ahhhh......
curse* u GS.... curse tt u do anything will FAIL!!!!
love darbie as much as ever....
nervous*
shopping soon!
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, April 04, 2005
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missing u!!!)
Saturday, April 02, 2005
hmmm kinda miss my dar for not meeting him one day... today i rot at home totally... morning with SAM calling me waking me up at 8 plus... haha then tok to her like 1 hour or lesser... then woke up done my hu la chuan and then dad called... then mum... iz like hmmm so good to hear their voice in the morning.. but lack of someone's...coz he slept till 12 plus... haha* dar msged but i din hear it somethings wrong with my phone... hehe then chat with him awhile... hmmm kinda irriated by my phone lah... suddenly dun like the feeling of using my phone to tok... then maybe abit hmmm not happy tt he din call me last night ba... anyway... hmmm slack whole day at home in fornt of the tv watch some nice shows... haha then noon msg him if tml we meeting... hmmmm dunnoe lah! ahah* so ya then evening time SAM woke up... hmmmm then act we nearly went out but purely coz of laziness.. we tok on the phone for another 1 h... haha iz like weeee... she SPARKS* my day...
wondering wad i'll do tml but i'm shure to get out of this hse and breathe some air outside... hehe*
hope SAM will see some light soon... all the best for her in her exams...
2 more days to work... and i really hope tom can spend a whole day will my darling dear.... NERVOUS*
FUCK* curse tt stupid guy whu hurt SAM!!! go to hell man...curse u tt wadever business u do cannot make it...choose someone whu's ya age
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, April 02, 2005
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i found a job le!)
Friday, April 01, 2005
yeah! so happy today things gonna change soon... this morning wake up blog le then went to find dar... hmmm everything iz fine le... HUGS and HUGS... and sorries and I LOVE u... hmmm... he's act unhappy tt i din tell tt guy tt i got boyfriend.. but tt's the very first thing i told tt person so hmmm.. ya* everything iz so good now...
then this morning i called the tutors thingy... childcare and waitress thingy and then went for one interview... so nevrous i dun noe how the place looks like and where exactly it is... then hmmm by pass hwa chong.. hmmm found the place le... turn at the edge then saw this hanabi jap restaurant.. iz like kind of cool.. got newspaper articles recommend... then hmmm got japs i think like i saw three tables occupied two of them are japs! haha then ya went in then wait for like 15 mins for the boss to be free.. then ya she tok to me say tt i dun have exp... then say iz very tough... then ya lor.. haha then yeah she told me bout the work scope... schedule... pay rate..iz like hmmm near 6 per h? 7-8 hs per day...11 to 2.30 and 6 to 10... yeah! great for the first time iz so sucessful... one month 1000... then i say i'll give mum 300 bucks so ya... i feel so relieve le.. yeah.. now i got to be busy and think i'll stay home and fin some stuff..hehe... hmmm but i think iz not good afterall...haha......
yeah yeah....
sorry baby*****
love u muack muack muack
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, April 01, 2005
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life supposed to be better?)
ystd..THURSDAY iz like so damn fun...iz been ages me and the gers (MEL and Pammy) din have such great times tog... iz like u noe last sem when the three of us always go out during break.... ok we gers supposed to meet at harbourfront at 11AM... then the princesses were both late... mel just woke up only the moment i called her and she had nightmare... so hmmm i went o have brunch at macdonalds and waited like 45mins for them... but tt time i finished 2 chapters of my SOPIEs world book... some philosophical book... with hidden deep meaning...
NEXT they came... then we started exploring the 8 days... then suddenly they ask me bout my exs? then we laugh thruout... then not to delay we set off i think 1 h then? but sad ah iz like drizzling.. so hmmm but we still took the bus then when we reahed the ticket office there... was like hmmm shld we going... i bet we sat there for like 20 mins... then after mel was like since both of u can't decide i help u...then hmmm we went in... hehe... then we quickly found this spot in sentosa... the wet sand iz so hard to walk on... there's hardly any sun!
THEN, pam's beach towel iz so huge and comfy... hehe... so nice... then we sat down there and talk... and talk and talk and took lots of photos lying down? hehe then ya went to wash up ard 4..in order to catch a movie at 5.30 at cineleisure... then met a guy by the name of denise... but i dunnoe the other friend lah.. all got tongue pierced and bleached hair? one got tattoo on the calf?
hmmm on the way mel had headache.. hmmmm then we went to buy tixs but iz like we missed the show for like a few mins... then hmmm we decided to watch "BE COOL" haha... then ya we walked ard then we went to makan.. at pasta mania.. and we got 30% coz mel's junior was working there.. so ya... then we sat and tok there... tok abt dogs? and childhood?
lastly we got our snacks then went in... iz like hmmm full seating... watching with the gers iz HORRID* haha their laughters can be heard ah....hehe* then tt show iz funny and the rock iz like so cute... then on the way home iz like so cold and scary... took 14 back then iz like freezing... the gers were msging me... haha...he's toking on the phone so ya... then ya...was like so not used to going home at night alone without him...hmmm so scary* haha....
reached home i bathed then i saw his msges... so ya i asked him to call me now...act i've fogotten wad happen on wed.. then iz like he sounds hmmmm.... i dunnoe then i told him wad happen on thurs and wed... iz like some moments of silence... haiz.. he was like he dun understand deep inside me wad am i thinking? then say tt i've been behaving like this for a few days... hmmm i dunnoe wad i wan to but i think i'm fine? think he's kinda upset and disappoint in me? losing faith? iz like so weird rite... when u needed someone most... hmmmm.... i dunnoe...but after thinking iz do make sense and people agree? so iz like... hmmmm i think he dunnoe how to say me and ya*
things will get better.....
praypray*
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, April 01, 2005
