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lost?)
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
today iz like hmmm i spoilt my own day and i spoilt others so... ya i nearly done stupid things and foolish things... hmmm not right in my mind deh! hmmm so ya sort tots out and felt better after being alone... so much for being alone ah... hmmm ya change to a temporary blog till i find a new one ba... hugz...
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, March 30, 2005
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CS1.2?)
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
argh* today's paper was like can pass but hmmm got like one quest dunnoe... the rest only half correct which i did not ans word by word but with the idea there... weee* tml paper iz scary ah... coz din noe how izzit like... i still rem tt day went out to study with dar...hehe*
hmmm today met tt boy at blk 56..saw BEN first then i was like yeah he's there...haha then tok tok then went off le... sian* reach so early sat at 2nd storey there hmmm so hot and doing nth... somemore today have test with other courses and i'm my course last one... argh* then bside me got this two guys kept looking at my shoes... dots... then came in a cha ah beng hehe BLINK* then pam turned ard gave me tt kind of look... hehe... then i went off like one hour and 15 mins later? hehe so ya*
after paper was like so tired.. hmmm i think my attention span only like 1 hour of conc... argh* so ya... went canteen 1 to find him then say BYE* hehe... shalala... got to start studying abit then tml a bit then yeah* weeee..........
feels like playing pool tml...
feels like meeting up samatha...
feels like meeting up chong...
dilema* maybe i'll just stay home and rot tml...
THURSDAY sentosa with the gers...wooooo*
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, March 29, 2005
(
Wanna Dar to PAss his exam!!!!!)
Monday, March 28, 2005
hmmm just read his blog so hmmm just pray tt he will pass ...with flying colours? hehe* todays paper was hmmm easy? at least i know all answer...but just wonder who will i score...hehe* if can giv me a B or A will be good... tml paper today studied abit at DAR hse.. hmmm din really get anything in my mind so tml morning then study ba... just wanna try my best.. anyway not much mood to study or to do anything.. so yupz... today got pam's present so ya... seems like hmmm not a very good one.. something more like ehhh vday present got teddy chocs and flowers... weee... yst me din wanna go home early... so went to take 106 with dar to no where... then we were at suntec walk walk then went home.. not in the mood to tok much but... ya... dar iz so patient with me... he tok to me bout the hse i'm living and i agreed with him aboslutely... when i heard or tot about all those iz so sad tt iz pierced my heart... i wanna grow maturely... i wanna be strong... now i have dar with me i have nothing more else i wanted le.....
hugs*
praypraypray*
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, March 28, 2005
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Self reflection (Leave me alone?))
Saturday, March 26, 2005
hmmm... now iz like 9 only and i act wanna go slp at 8 plus... haiz... i dunnoe wad i want lah... i dun understand myself... look at the curtains hmmm i teared for like no reason and iz like non stop... all the time i tell myself to love myself more.. but it seems to be like no use? and each time i just continue to hate? myself more? neh*
i'm sick of studying le... study for the whole day for like no purpose though i've completed like three modules.. so shitty* hmm bu tnth got in so iz like study for show? but recently this tot of going over seas to study iz like so wow.. iz my wish and goal... how i wish i cld.. but haiz... then tot of many things tonight... tot of my times when in sec school... hmmm i still rem sec 1 was like so shy... then blah blah... then after sec4 the period of time working for dad was horrible.. coz lots of thingy happen and i face human true colors...then i was like told to be the accountant for like one month.. and i got to answer all phone calls and cope with the pressure??? pple chasing after me? sad ah... then i saw failures... i think i'm just too weak lah... all the while when iz comes to coping and dealing with my own stuff like family matters or r/s thingy... i always cry.. haha tt's the way i express my feelings... for my sis she's too cool and calm... my bro violence... my dad someone with far sight my mum... no comments...
toking bout r/s... hmmm met pple who really loves me but i din treasure... pple whu looks damn good but rotten guy? tog coz i'm not strong enuf... next i'm blinded by love? and i'm treated all so suckish.... DAMN... all the prev were all not long... bless ya guys...
then dunnoe then i met this guy when i still in a rotten r/s which i assumed tt i love the guy for so much... i still can't forget the stuff he did to me.. iz like so shitty... putting the ex photo at his bedside? CRAP* steal stuff in school?? bloody hell bastard... going out with the ex like some xiao bai lian? i wonder how can i tolerate ah... then blah blah.. iz sad for a while but soon i let it go... coz i was back to myself ... friends are still the best afterall... hehe* then ya we started msging? which dunnoe how he got the number... then blah blah... then we got tog...in btw happen lots of thingy... iz like all the small matter and iz all bcoz of the mood swing has causes both parties unhappiness.. each time iz so ....argh* scars u noe... then ya
until know i still cannot forget the day i ran up the stairs after dad scolded me...tears* iz like since young he's someone whu i respect most and looks up to... then iz cause of my bloody hell sister and my stupid mum... and i'm just helping my mum to convey some msg coz of the stupid dog... so ever since tt day iz all like a gap btw us.. so ya... now he's not in sing.. so hmmm working hard for the family which we think the sing company cannot make it? my sis sent the resignation letter but was like rejected... haha..* damn man...
the tot of after exam i got to go look for work iz so wow.. and so argh*... i'm scared of rejection? interviewS? hmmm if i work it'll be perfectly good coz i can pay for my own phone bills... may give some money to mum... and lighten her load... act she say she wanna go work.. iz like so NO WAY man.. she's been hsewife for 20 years she can't cope lah... hmmm... so ya... then my sis she's not contributing much... then bro... hmmm he got his care to pay so ya... haiya... sometimes dun even see the importance of studying so hard but w/o a degree i can't do much? SICK*
but then dar he's unhappy for the tot tt i wanna go work... but i have to... let's just see how things go lah... i dun even noe wad i've entered for this entry just all the tots that i have on mind are all there le? i'm wondering have i changed? haha maybe yesh? hmmm* wadever it is iz only when i'm with dar i'm so happy and is only the him can make me feel so sad down in my heart... friends they helped me to forget my troubles and they bring laughters to my life...
growing up make me realise many things ah! hmmm family thingy? separation? break ups?iz so hard to have a perfect family u c... iz like if ya live in a wealthy family u might not be happy and blah blah blah... iz like argh* can never be satisfied ah... i wonder when i'll be able to be like tt kind of peep to be happy with wad i have? but iz like not good pple will have good thingy... Sam iz such a nice ger... but when i see into her life.. iz like why GOD has to be so unfair to her... ain't the one gona help her? or izzit iz like all the obstacles to highway of happiness.... this gonna be never ending.... i shall just end here!
BLESS ME...
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, March 26, 2005
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Good friday)
friday went to bp plaza mac to study... haha tok to pam for a while then i was studying CHN the whole day all bout food and nutrition...wee* then ard 1 plus Dar came he was like so F*** up... haha hmmm coz of the auntie and daughter.. haiz.. then when he came he threw all vulgarities....blah blah blah... then after tt we went walk walk then went imm to buy his ah beng slippers... haha * then head his house and watched young and dangerous... haha he saw a guy who he bashed b4? hmmm then we go makan... hmmm not to be mentioned wad happen... all the ah ne's fault... then blah blah blah tok on bus... hmmm make both of us so unhappy.. then yupz as usual he missed two bus... weee*
today iz study and study.... MUACKZ.........
PRINCESS PAMELA BIRTHDAY 27 march.........weeee 18******
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, March 26, 2005
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First paper!!!!)
Thursday, March 24, 2005
felt better today...hmmm today's paper was like kind of shocking so haha i din expect to score high but will pass.... but if i got A for this... man i'll score A for this module... wee* but in my dreams man... tml iz gd friday....holis? but study for me... argh* then today after paper saw teck msg me... then i go find him in c1 and say hihi... then after tt makan with the gers then went home my mum brot popiah back and my auntie baked mago cake for me and cousin baked cookies for me... YUMMY*.. then just called teck coz he got some prob lah... so just wanna console him... weee* hehe today din meet DAR... but hope to meet him tml... bet he's now enjoying his soccer...haha* MUACK*
bless teck*
miss SAM...
give me full conc to study tml..........................................
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, March 24, 2005
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i feel weak...)
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
sux lah... i'm dehydrating man!!!!! stupid day ... argh* early in the morning dun feel well... went to the toliet twice...then got to go sch to study.. iz just hannah mel and pam just the four of us... hmmm did some discussion but the atrium iz so damn hot... then ya... we went to lib magazine corner.. saw cynthia and elena.. then study a while .. DAR came to pass me some charcoal tablet... iz like so huge* but then bo bian got to eat... then ard 2 went home le...
sux... went to the toliet three times... drank plenty of water but no use... iz all came out... i'm dying ah... iz like argh* kinda felt weak... then mum make the brown sugar for me to drink... ahhhhhh i dun wanna c a doc... scare scare* hope to get well soon.........
:( sick*
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, March 23, 2005
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You will never be alone as long as u have me to love u...i won't let u be*)
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
weee... great day today ba but tired le* morning woke up at 9 which i'm suppose to be awake at 630.. then woke up le... got 4 messages... hmmm hehe* then studied the two chapters for ppcm... then in the afternoon studied cd1.3 once again... coming out with the mindmap and stuff... then got urge to play pool then msg dar tt i wanna play then he say later pei me... make me happy... haha but after tt he msg tell me tt he's tired and then wanna go relax somewhere..
then hmmm just wanna cheer him up so i just pei him go CHANGI airport... haha* then met him then hmmm he looked rather not himself and the stuff he said... then ya* he met some prob during his test just now... then he say soem stuff like self reflection and blah blah* scary... i felt so hmm dunnoe how to say at tt moment cozz i felt sad tt he feel tt way... just like i always swing swing*
he went home put his stuff.. and things got better? not as moody as b4 then we took train... all the while we were toking about slippers... hehe* then when the train passed bugis.. argh* i mention to dar tt act we shld go catch a movie.. then the whole atmosphere lighten..he crazy lah* act he wanna watch hitch then din say... argh* then we went to the nearest place which is TAMPINESS to watch at 630 show then reach home like 10? tired* but glad tt he's back to hmself again..... the day ended sweetly with a nice song...hehe ran wo xing dong de ren...weeee****reach home...hmmm kenna said by mum... but iz ok... coz i think i've studied enuf...
Bless me!!!!!!!!!
remember things are not like last time le... now u got me to share and u dun have to be alone... i'll shine on u...
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, March 22, 2005
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weeee...study week)
Monday, March 21, 2005
study week seem so shiok... yst DAR bot brunch for me...in the morning i studied my cd.. hehe then he stayed to watch the INCREDIBLe.. then i went over to my grandpa hse then slept early...
this morning again studied for ppcm... then took a break...wahah i managed to complete the fishy game... hmmm seem to be very slack... then study again till DAR came.. then weee.. we went swimming... hmmm the sun iz good... i'm tanner le... haha... then hmmm today at least know how to swim and breathe haha... hmmm but i still scare and drank lots of water... all the while cannot conc to swim lah haha coz nature call... then at least all the while LEX iz there to catch me.. phew* then scream and laugh and i even tried the slide...weeee... then slack and relax... then drank sweet potato soup then go BP plaza..makan MACDONALDS... dar felt so tired... then i'm crazy kept irritating him... weeee* happy... i think srudy week iz so good... i get to study and listen to music... and i get to really spend time with DAR...
hope the stuff i've studied could get in my head... two more modules and ppcm chapts to go.... weeee****
quarrels btw couples do help to make R/s Better and sweeter.....
I LOVE HIM* weeee*
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, March 21, 2005
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argh* stupid tasha)
Friday, March 18, 2005
argh* now my leg and elbow pain... all thx to my beloved stupid dog... which wanna go BITE* my bro again... then i use the cushion to shoo her... then me myself hit the chair then bum on the floor to stop her... stupid lah... argh* then my bro damn pissed off...
hmmm today sch was great... last night was a torture for me.. today lots of peepz say i look very tired... hmmm partly coz i slpt late ard 1 plus plus i cried thruout the night... hmmm so suckie man* iz been such long time tt i cry tt long.. argh* so useless ah* then morning lesson aend ard 10 plus then got back the ppcm assigment and we got B+...hehe then prev got CD1.3 we got A... which weigh 50%... yeah... so pray tt my paper get A then i got one sub A... cool*... then makan then go sportscomplex... then rehearse a while.. then ya* actual performance.. mel went to fetch pj...then after tt 6 of us went to change inn the toliet... wooo... some putting makeups... then clip the shawl thingy to the top... then ya nice nice* hehe... then stick the indian thingy at the forehead there... then all the while was like looking at my phone to c DAR got msg anot? hmmm.......
then show begins... everything was GREAT* hehe then malay dance then indian then spain then street then africa... weeee........ yeah* finally and BELINDa gave excellent feedback to us...she truly enjoy and say we put in lots of effort... weeee...
then pj and mel quarrel... hmmm then pei her and they pei me we makan a bit in C2... we saw agnes BB... and yoke sum BB... so cute!!!! wee* then i went to atrium wait for dar a while then he came... then was like back to normal... esp when i called him..weee... then tok tok... but still we are not ask chatty as ever... but hehe... things FINE le...... hugs* kisses* lickies* sponging* weeeee...... just love him so much... i feel so lao fu lao qi le... now i gotta conc on studies le... and HEY U better study hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bless me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!weeeeeeeeeeeee.........
love ALEX TAN PIN WOON!!!!!!!!!!!
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, March 18, 2005
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things calm down le.......)
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....................... peace* love u... love SAM more...
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, March 18, 2005
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why must i love u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Thursday, March 17, 2005
:`( tears kept flowing like spoilt water tap... SUX... listening to van's song.... zai zhe li fen shou... and ai qing cheng shi.... sad sad... the songs are real good.... i can't slp tonight... i think my tears will turn to blood man... iz act small thingy... but for the whole night was moments of silence... i guessed there's sumthing wrong... but i dunnoe where... i kept pestering him to say but he din wanna say to make things worse... then the more he dun say the more i think iz my fault...
then silence.. then END* then i called back... but things din get better... the truth iz out... my heart sank... so iz tt all wad i've said and done the other day was all worng... as i was just trying to express myself...i just wanna to tok to him and i got to have all this... to make myself more miserable... and just a small matter i deserve such thingy... sux man... iz the forth time i'm repeating the song...
i wanna leave this hse... if ever i cld to move out with SAM...maybe iz just tt i'm getting to be like dri to be like too dependent on the him... maybe we need some space to really breathe.... i asked many if my actions were wrong... they gave feedbacks that all gers are like tt.... i'm so sad by my family... everyone going their own way.. no longer like a family anymore... no warmth... no nth... but troubles and troubles.. seem to be surfacing soon... financial prob...sis and dad... and a gambler bro(not to the bad extend)... i'm sure to have goldfish eyes tml... no mood to dance le.... my sky seems to be suffocating me...
why love has to be so suffocating at times... i've fallen into a deep hole unable to reach out... heart stopped....memories flashed back... i felt so dead...tokin to gf... so good... she brighten up my day... iz always like tt when u falls deeply in love....u commit too much the more u get hurt.......... i shall end here......
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, March 17, 2005
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highway to happiness????)
wad's my highway to happiness???? hmmm... anyway just came back frm a long walk... hmmm walk ard my neighbourhood and found a jogging route... haha iz seem so long but i took ard 30 mins to walk... izzen it tt i'll only take like 15 mins to run... argh* haha but iz like up slope and down then up and down then got one lane... then iz at home walk stairs and stairs... shld be good hehe* din feel real good today... but shld be a brand new day for new things to happen... btw i saw this SUMMERHILLS condo damn NICE*... my mind was blank while i walk* hmmmm*
today childcare last day.... morning wanna msg DAR but think dun wan ba... then as usual..went there look at their lesson conducted... hmmm then after tt had short tok with Elsie... then she say we are keen to learn... punctual... good good.. we did well... hmm then we offer to come back to help to set up learning center... and blah blah blah... then i gave some feedbacks too... hehe* then after tt me and Gillian went to makan in JP... walk walk and back to sch again... in the bus got this freaking idiot kept looking over... today got many pple look at G's tummy hehe... then called DAR on the bus... hmmmm he sounded not ok... i felt so weird* hmmm... today msg him he like lanlan like tt... then he last night say he will msg me but din so ya~
thenn went sch... hmmm glad tt friends are all ard me!!!! their company are good... and thx to man mel pam!!! hmmm... then went home mum cook yummies!!!! NIAN gao... egg rice... veggies... hmmm WARMTH* then ya i think tml then i'll start to study ba...haiz... no mood too... i felt so not connected to him... izzit that he did msg me then i can't receive or izzen hmmmm*
REFLECTION: after this sem of observation... some kids improve whereas hmmm qing wei... got worse as quoted frm elsie... haiz.. how shld i help him? he seem so adorable but his dev seem to hav stop at 4 but he's 5 now... hmmmm
Bless me!!!!!
SAM pass her dressing wound test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!weeee*
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, March 17, 2005
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sleepy*)
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
shalalalalla.... today lesson was boring in the morning... then hmmm practice for dance... the performance was scary... then everything last ard... 1 1/4 h? hehe* then went back for the tutorial... finally we hand up myc and then tml left the CS art portfolio... phew* and i've finished... then only left the performance... hmmm act i hope lex can come... hehe* but i dun wanna let him c me dance... argh*... then went to clementi to makan mac... then went home le.... hehe... at the bus stop... hmmm feels so good to have dar to pei me back coz... got this guy look at me then call his fren to look also so he pointed middle finger at them... i can't beleive tt...coz i din c it... hmmmm
today i saw the cute hair guy then i called mandy... hehe then hmmm i told dar... i dun noe y i say too lah... hmmm maybe iz coz of past exp.... haiz... then like tt lor...tml childcare last day... but i think i will still go back again but they like so busy... hmmm... i wanna to interact with the kids also cannot so tt's y sumtimes i dread thursday.......
iz seems that almost everyday i need to see him and i dreamt of him everynight... and tt's so scary.. izzit that i miss him too much le... haha* anyway he just means so much to me... he's like everyday after sch must meet him u noe... tt kind of stuff... i think i need time for my frends after EXAM... weeee... i miss xiao ma, lh, wei, hf,SAM... AND CHONG!!!! woooo.... but i miss dar more!!!! hehe ...hmmmm...
BLess me!!!
i wanna get a job to support myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOON!!!!!!!!!
sad sad
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, March 16, 2005
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emptiness)
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
hmmm reach home quite some time le... feels so empty... whole hse only got me and sha at home... hmmmm.... today fially after one year of purchasing my com... haha finally can use net in sch le... act it just take like 10 mins to configure and everythingy is done...
today CS1.2 hmmm was kinda interesting as we were able to make puppets... then ya i made like 4... one pig, one zebra, one snake, and the last one is alligator... hmmm then after lesson go makan... then pei mel make her com wait with her... then hmmmpei dri go home... pei her all the way then took bus back... ya tt's my day ba!!!!!!!!!! kinda boring at home...argh*
****kinda miss the old days we all had tog... but time can never be tune back and the feelings will no longer be the same again anymore... scars... and memories... and hurts and cries
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, March 15, 2005
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shake* shake*)
Monday, March 14, 2005
today lesson end at 10 then go makan... then borrow radio... then YEAh**** dance man...i love the indian dance... nice shake* shake* then got me mel man... nadiya elena... michelle.. the three of us... nice man! then practice a bit of the street dance... hmmm now at least an catch the part i can't so yeah man!!!! hehe... dar came to get sum cd frm me.. then he go play pool... hmmmm all the while iz dance and dance... good... gonna go buy my stuff and do it everything by tonight.....
:) smile peepz....
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, March 14, 2005
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weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee)
Sunday, March 13, 2005
ard 8 plus i've met si qiao... plus her the lip balm thingy and then bot beancurd with ginko nuts for her... all the while i was with DAR.. then SQ sent me all the way to bstop.. feels kinda bad coz din get to spend much time with her... hmmm... then today i was at LEX hse the whole day... study a bit only... then help DAR make henna on his hand... hehe wrote ALEX... then he wanna a lizard design on his hand so we searched the net then hehe i draw on his hand NICE NICE... but a bit too fat le lah... but still nice... hehe... so good lor..... yeah!!!!! so that's bout all today... hmmmm.... love bee lots..... love SAM!!!!!!
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, March 13, 2005
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Dance!!!!! Chong!!!)
Saturday, March 12, 2005
yeah* yst finally after mths i've met my best friend!!! chong! hmmm he seemed to be taller le... and yeah the dance he danced was GREAT!!! so proud of him... hmmm kinda miss the days we had tog... haiz... then yst DAR pei me go PJC to see their talentnight... hehe after lesson went home bath then met him at my bstop.. then we went to cck.. then took bus... then we realise that we were too early then we stop the bus the next stop then alight to go lot 1 walk walk... LAMe rite*
haha then today tok bout some stupid stuff i heard from driz in lecture! haha the story goes like that.... there's this butcher at the ground floor... then while he was chomping the meat or wadever the knife flew up... then at level three there was this lady with BIG Boobs... then the boobs kenna chomp off... then at level 2 there's this painter... who always dispose the paint out the window... then yupz... just nice he disposed the used white paint out...then at the 1st storey... there is this beggar who hopes he will get some BAU!!!!! haha so that's the story.... HAHA*
going back to the performance... yeah... me and DAR play all the way to PJC... then say liLING and amelia on the bus... then we dunnoe how to go... we just follow those pjc pple alight then we alight lor... hehe then ya.... met chong at the porch there... he passed me the tics then ya me and DAR went to queue up lor... hehe so happy to see him... hmmm*... then yeah! me and DAR managed to find seat at the next half of the LT... hmmm then in fornt of us iz this guy with cap... haha then DAr feels like using the light sticks to hit his head... HAHA* then hmmm first was some girls dancing ... then iz CHONG dance... i think there's like six of them which i noe three of them... HAHa they were acting as the "AXE GANG" in the KUNG FU HUSTLE show... cool* thenya they won FIRST* coz two teams only then... they were really good man... i wanna learn from him... then i scream when pple not screaming... haha... he's so cute... he was solo dancing at first then the rest... they anyhow dance... then they danced JAY's song... then ENERGY!!!!! omg... hahah Good good good.... hehe... yeah...
after that is some solo singing then three pairs of duets lastly three bands... hmmm only the first one iz good... hehe... then got guest of honour sang "TRUE"... and got pple sing "LOVE me".... haha* YEAH* great night.. then when thingy end then went down to find CHONG... then he laugh laugh say "thank u for coming down" hehe* of course lah got to support him wad... coz HE'S A NICE GUY AND MY BEST GUY AND MY ONLY GUY FRIEND... hehe* went thru thick and thin... i'm exaggerating lah... so ya... i'll help him get a GF... hehe* after that me and DAR wnet crazy... i even showed him some of my perfromance dance step... then ya... then crazy then play and play till on the bus my slipper spoil!!!!!!!!!!!! argh* angry with myself for being so unlucky... but that's not my first time... hehe... so faster* faster* wnet to lot 1 to see if there's still shops open... then saw FOND HUGS... got a ugly slipper claimed by mum and it cost me 36 bucks... and my ex slippers are only 8 bucks man... OMG*
then me and dar went to eat DINNER... at mac... then bot fries and mineral then later i was like i feel like ordering more then DAR also... then hehe we got each a burger... PPLE try the tempura CHICKEN BURGER K... 3/5 stars... nice*...
then today... SATURDAY... went back for dance... at 9... but only at 930 then pple started to stream at designated area... then today got soccer match then we got to dance else where... today iz total shit man*... at first dance the AFRICA dance still good... then street dance hmmm got difficulties... then India dance... great! shake ya butt man*... then yupz... everything end at ard 3 near 4... hmmm totally drenched out... tired* lazy to dance to then after a while i just sit and watch them dance the new york dance... hmmmm*
then went to find dar... in btw got somethings on... so ya... then afraid that tml can't meet him... so ya... then me reach his hse... sian sian... then he also sian sian influence by me... cause i'm tired then i pretend that i'm not tired by saying.. so ya! keept quiet then after tt he sent me home... i tot he wont't wanna care bout me cause i like din tok... and sian sian.. but then hmmm me so happy that he held on to my hand... hmmm..then after tt i decided to spend more timme with him.. coz i wanna study and really study... today iz a waste of time.. ad i'm drained out... SUX* mel was unhappy.. think got thingy on her mind ba... HUGZ* hmmm then ya lor... after that everything was FINE LE* my DARBIE ROX...
love mel...love SAM.... sorry girl.............
BLESS ME!!!!!
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, March 12, 2005
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THURSDAY)
Thursday, March 10, 2005
thursday once again is childcare visit day... today iz the last second day... hmmm did nth much... and din manage to read to the kids... coz hmmm they have no reading section... hmmm then ya lor... sit there and watch them have english and math lessons... then went to clementi... thinking of borrowing DAR's lappy but then i lazy... then i the end din... just went to say hihi to him and get him some food.. then he sent me to bstop... then philip's koh lesson was not that fun today... slack... no lesson notes to be copied... then hmmm ya act wanna go find SAM... but then raining then went home... then rain even heavier then slack at home le lah... oooo tml CHN presentation... so ya... then got dance rehearsal... OMG.... then iz FP lesson... then meeting with DAR to go PJC to support Chong.... hmmmmm lookk forward tml to spend time with DAR.... muack muack*... today slack a bit just now was reading his blog... hmmmm so swt bout the flowers he made... and the zoo... and west coast thingy... yeah* ... more to come...........................
peace*
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, March 10, 2005
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Sentosa...)
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
today lesson hmmm was so long... then discussion then iz to lib to find the gers then find DAR... hehe so swt... then hmmmm left him and head to sentosa... hmmm the three of us VH... then hmmm went to the harbourfront market to makan... he fen... hehe then came MINDy man's sis... CUTE* then tantan* at palawan beach... then hmmm ard 4 plus we left the place... so ya... then went to find DAR at clementi... hmmm he kinda pissed off lah... coz his dad then the seat then the drink stall uncle... IZ ok k.... hmmmm... muack... iz all memememe fault... haha* then he sent me home... then nth much le.... iz project TIME*
MISS DAR and look forward to FRIDAY*
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, March 09, 2005
(
Muah)
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Love alex love alex love alex love alex..... weeeee tml going S E N T O S A.....weeeepie
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, March 08, 2005
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OMG)
today Dar noe smth... hahaha ooopz... hmmm i got no comments... haiz... but then yeah.. iz tian zhi di zhi ni zhi wo zhi only.. haha
ok this morning studied abit on PPCM... then today pon SCV go lib study PPCM.. then hmmm go lecture... then met dar coz his test cancelled... hmmm got sudden urge to go SENTOSA...haha the sun... haha KILLING me ah* then hmmm ya... then me and dar become very OPEN... tok tok tok... then hmmm he missed one bus... so ya... continued.. and hehe* tt's all folks* LAST few projects to be done...
shalalalallalalalalla..................................................... i want my VOICE back!!!!!!!!!
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, March 08, 2005
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weee...met DAR and iz all so perfect)
Monday, March 07, 2005
weeeee........ so happy today but my legs are weak... hehe* today CD1.3 was bad... coz the lecturer very GL... then got discussion again.. then we guys during break went to Canteen 1 makan... yeah so good to have PAM back!!!
then went to reherase... hmmm quite smoothly... hehe i'm incharge of TAIWAN DANCE... haha gotta learn from JOLIN... then we dance to the song... Pump it UP? izzit the title... haha quite fun afterall... but dun ever c me DANce man... our perfomrance title iz ALL AROUND THE WORLD... haha..then today got two pro came wow they shall can dance man...
after the thingy ... went to find my baby boy... he's sick so i got to c him... hey a lot of peeps ask me to send regards to him but i forget...haha* ooopz... then ya... had a great time watching tv with him... then he sent me home... YEAH* shiok* and happy* c i begin to tok like him le....
REMEMBER wad i told u... hurhur... WHY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!! hehe*
Sunshine day and it shines my whole week...
LOVE SAM, MAN, MEL, PAM, & DARBIE
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, March 07, 2005
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DARBIE get well soon...)
Sunday, March 06, 2005
i hate the feelin of being sick... cannot eat the stuff i wan... hmmmm my dear he's sick and i cannot do anything... hmmm coz if i go over he will be sleeping so ya... act today supposed to go over and spend a whole day with him... now... hmmm but nvm just hope he will feel better... iz so hot at home though it drizzled...argh* and my stupid neighbour singing K...
my stupid blog.. not showing the photos i had uploaded... STUPID... then had a hair cut ytd after watching HITCH in CCK... haha free tics coz i got the voucher... hehe then there got so many ah beng and lian.. then while walking to the theartre... i even help three guys to open the stupid door which leads to the stairs... haha my natural reaction iz to help... then MANDY says i think they din pay the tics... haha* too bad lah... NICE show... i laughed all the way though me got hoarse voice... HAPPY ENDING... then after tt me went to cut hair... there got kimage..jean yip... and jantzen and EC... in the end i chose jantzen... coz affordable among all.. then blow my hair dunnoe like wad... haha eeeeeeeeeeee then after trim and cut... still ok... i kept giving that kind of stupid face kinda pissed off lah... so ya... but in the end mandy say cute so i think i feel a bit better...
wonder how's my day will be like....... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........ baby so sick.. i feel so helpless... hmmmmmm my gf sick too haiz....
++++everyone drink plenty of water and take good care of yaself.....
+++++Miss dar terribly... tml iz a long day for me...
++++++BLESSED*
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, March 06, 2005
(
Highway to My success Road)
Saturday, March 05, 2005
Wahahaha... i've totally lost my voice officially on 5th MAr... hmmmm two days din blog le... so i shall start from thursday bbababababa
THURSDAY... childcare day... so boring once again me and gillian we were assigned todo some learning corner stuff.. we were told to the worksheet ah! hmm then after that was K1 Learning centre time!!!! hehe then me walked about lor... tok to the kids... coz i wanna noe them more... then i went to the reading corner then i read books to the kids... hehe....
THEN iz back t school with gillian then on wed me and mel bot a t shirt for man and then 4 brownies plus one mini candle.... iz goes like this... MAN came then we hide our stuff.. ask elena to distract her to go co-op with her... then she came.. then we faster light the candle... then i was like hehe... cover her eyes and then... came the bday song... hehe... I love celebrating bdays... then so happy MANDY SHE's in my family tree....
ya then home then changed bathed then went to sch bstop to find dar... then saw shaun...hehe* then we went makan at the market then went to BIG bookshop... bot two books for the kids... and then dar he was reading thru some massage book lah... then hehe help me massage***
FRIDAY: long day for me morning Belinda gave us like 1 1/2 h to do our performance and then take back assignement hmmm B... :(... then CHN walked around to look at presentation... haha... then makan... went convention... then DAR came to collect his mp3... i feel so guilty coz i spoilt it... but he seems to hav no feelings lah... then hmmm guess when i work then i get him a new one ba... then... convention was rather boring lah... act not much pple... then mel keep staying with joey...everyone so fascinated by his lappy... haha* even the lecturers.. haha then i sit alone in front lah... then came these two guys from infocomm... SAM and KELVIN... din even noe the name of theirs till mel came.. haha* then hmmm... MEL saved me ... then ard 6 plus we went to the shooting lah... then waited till like 8 plus... me and dar sit there rot... haha... he irritating ah*** keep doing the hmmm action*... then went to bp plaze makan MAC... then ya lor...
MY FAMILY TREE!!!!!! ALEX, ME, MEL, MAN, PAM... and of course my GF!!!!!!! shall i include Chong too!!! hehehehe MISS all of ya....and and xiao ma... jw...huoy... and AH LI....
Regain my voice...
AND SUNDAY IZ DARBIE's DAY....
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, March 05, 2005
(
NEW life and a new beginning)
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
YUPIE... i've being feeling so down recently and i dunnoe why coz of the weather? coz i miss dar too much? (part of the reason) and family? stress? hmmm but i suddenly got this thingy and i wanna to record it down...
i wanna to be a successful teacher but HOW? haha* i wanna read stories to my childcare kids every week! haha but hard ah* but i'll try.... then when me work me will go buy books and donate to my centre... hmmmm just wanna IMPACT pple lives u c.... hmmm.... ok this shall be my first step and tml shall change everything... i wanna make everyone ard me happy!!!!!!
hmmm got all these tots after reading my dars little caption below his blog... just a few sentences can write a whole story... hehe* hmmm feel so fortunate to have him with me... JUST WANNA MAKE US FEEL BLESSED* hugs
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, March 02, 2005
(
Missing the old days)
this day seemed to be short and long? hmmm skipped tutorial and went shopping with MEl... then bot sum stuff for MAN tml bday... hmmm then we saw this butch so handsome*** haha* mel bot a jacket today and then we went taka makan and bot brownies for man AS BDAY CAKE tml... yeah and HOME* not bad had great chat wif mel which makes me miss the old days when the three of us me mel n pam went shopping... hhehe but now busy*
then met Dar today for about less than 1 h... hmmm did noth much but tok craps... hmmm... then we walked each other here and there... then watched a bit of GU HUO ZAI... the young and dangerous vcd lah... then ya... that's my day... act nth much to tok a bt...
+Still praying that SQ cld get into her desired course*
+Missing the old days =(
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, March 02, 2005
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Super duper tired!!!)
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
today stuper duper tired... i dunnoe why also... last nitgh slept ard 9 plus or 8... till morning... hmmm then woke up head heavy then went sch... today CS we did art and craft again... no inspiration... then anyhow do lor... then mel came... then i intro her to act in my friend's thingy... HEHE* then ya...
now i got no feeling or maybe coz din meet dar today ba??? but act we met ytd... but like not enough... hmmmm tml going out with mel... then man on thur... then fri jae... i got a feeling sat also not free.. then sun i think go sing k.... SUX.... got projects not done yet... tml still got quiz on three chapters.. so i'm not going to study... i just wanna do my proj and tt's it....
hmmmmm i felt so unwell the whole day... lay my head on the table in the canteen... sux... then went to find SAmantha... then haiz... sadz... coz she might not have high chance getting in the course... coz she not SING... hmmm then after tt i rushed abck to lesson lor... 1/2 hour late.... sianz... hmmmm...
Mentally drained....
drifting.........
life will get better after sleep******
MISS DARBIE!!!!!!!!
Pray for SAM to be in and SH to get the course he wanted...
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, March 01, 2005
