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i'm half drunk)
Saturday, December 31, 2005
feeling abit giddy after getting home with a drink of two glasses of champagne... so weak ah... i think i drink too fast le lah... Cyrstal Java... hmmm tt's the name of it... but we only drank like 4 bottles only... then i took cab home feeling a bit drifty! haha...
now ok feeling alrite sittin in front of the com... tho... now is like a brand new year but i felt noth... this afternoon we went out to eat marche at suntec... then went shopping with princess natasha... who is boss daughter... and she bot a skirt! lucky little ger... and kind and sweet... sudden we become so close after working like one week tog.... not bad afterall... she... hmmm put no airs... helpful... na dat lot lah... so perfect and she's tall!
took cab the driver talk a lot to me.. hmmm then i gave him tips...hasha hmmm I earned 800 this mth which i think it is not enough still... coz i'll pay like 100 and left 700... then like 50 advanced pay for today thingy and then three hundred for shooping spree... for my new year clothes... and next mth my new tattoo.. will come on my ass or hmmm i'm thinking...
alex being very conern of my working shifts... and he just hung my phone w/o saying bye... so wad to do.... ???
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, December 31, 2005
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SHAGZ)
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
tired... I slept on bus... slept at work... yawn on the way home and slept on bus again... wad a day
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, December 28, 2005
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Ding ding dang)
Monday, December 26, 2005
wahaha ...i dunnoe wad i am feeling now... but today i finally had time for myself thruout the whole week... guess wad had been happening to me recently... i'm tired to beat! hahaha...hmmm i just read alex blog he sounds so frustrated...
i'm transfered to Odeon for like hmmmsince thurs.. i'm like a full timer there... training the new pple... the pple there ok lah... at least there is karen, henry and dodo papa... and andel to look after me... all thx to the ger... i am here to work so far from my hse... and my parents are asking me to quit.... WH^Y? cause now they are earning some money! damn BULLSHIT! and want me to conc on my studies and guess wad! these few weeks the tot of quiting sch is like so strong in me... it is like constantly in me reminding me... damn... i get scolding from alex... i walked away from him... i told my sis and she asked me to perserve... but andel was kinda supportive and say he will give me a post! hmmmm just today dad... said i hav to get a diploma tho i din let them know how i feel.... why the feeling so strong to quit sch... maybe i think i cannot catch up sch work.. and i no longer as perserve as last sem... and i have really a lot of things not yet done... :! I hate to stay at home!
wad a christmas... holis bdays all mean nth to me... ive lost all my strength which i no longer wanna make pple happy any more...
btw... a few days ago i had a first ride ever on a MOTOR? more like andel's scooter... i was so scared then... hehe then he asked me to stop moving about which i din and it was all bcoz i was scared and my legs are closed tightly... and my hands are firmly grapping on his shoulders....haha the journey was fast... but it was like hmm scary.. but unfortunately the following night alex lost his wallet.. hmmm i felt helpless as i find tt i cannot do anything much but to pray... i've been praying alot... praying for a smooth work day... praying for pple but not myself...haha! anyway some kind soul returned the wallet to him le! yeah! so happy for him but the parents as usual parents love to nag! hmmmm it is ok dearie!
and later i am going down bt hanabi! i miss them and i miss alex too....
i pray alex to work hard and study well...
i pray work to be fine and me to be healthy...
i miss my friends...
NEW year resolutions:
a tattoo on my butt!
get myself a new jeans!
dye my hair black! trying growing my hair and end of year short again!
really go out with alex! underwater world! sentosa and bird park!
save up for my vday present! hehe
balance work and study
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, December 26, 2005
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the news and decision for temporary change)
Friday, December 23, 2005
Oh GOD! i'm confrim gonna be at Odeon Towers for the time being... coz of this ger by the name of Shirleen... damn i havenot been having enough sleep and rest...i felt like super woman doing so many things... i have so many things yet not done my childcare things which i promise and blah blah... and travelling there is like so far and i have to settle my meals everyday and the worse is i reach home at ard 11 plus and i'm alr dead after travelling such long distance
today andel is gonna tok to me... train me like shirleen... i feel like calling her B I T C H for causing so many unhappiness among everyone... but still i trea her as a friend coz she din say anything about me but wad she has done indirectly affected me... she called the other boss to complain about the boss Vera... and accused and put words in her mouth... and now she got wad she wants she is going back to the BT branch... and i have to come... i saw her attitude ...sux.... haha!
sian i dunnoe wad i am gonna do... so busy evryday the day there seems so long and rather lonely... hmmmmm so boring... Alex save me? hmmm wad shld i do... later i end up like her too... haha
then yesterday was like so happy to see alex.... yeah...and he bot me a great x'mas present...a addidas jacket....wahahahah...love him and tt's the best present he bot for me ever...hahah ***** star star added for him
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, December 23, 2005
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New branch of Hanabi!)
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Monday
yeah i went to the Odeon Towers where the new hanabi stood at the first level... heheh it was so tiny... smaller than the one at the bt branch... but yet it is so much spacious and i like the ambience there... first the uploading of the data entry sux... many things and then in the end we managed to have the 1000 numbers sent... the respnose was so good tt the phone rang immediately and the replies were like weird and funny like whu r u? blah blah blah* then angeline sent me to bt and i was first while waiting for mr alex and my parents to come...
the dinner was ok... but i know alex was hmmm uncomfortable... haha... then we went to watch a movie and was like ehhhh swing swing and in the end we ended up both unhappy as i had a long day and i slept thru 1/3 of the Chicken Little show! damn the show is like no good! then again the man did not give up on the ger but alighted with her and SAVEd her life! hahahaha
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today i was asked to work in odeon to push sake and wine! hmm today is their official opening! yet i find everything is like still not so prepared... we are on the home ST today... and it causes wooha in hanabi and we are like jam with phone calls and everyday with full house.... sux man and now so lack of man power... this whole week working and working!
Pray me and alex get better maybe next month?
Pray mel to be happier and everything goes smoothly
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, December 20, 2005
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yeah yeah yeah! on Cloud NINE!)
Thursday, December 15, 2005
cool! these few days are like great days for me... esp tuesday 13 DEC is official huang hui fen birthday celebration and we went to taka BREEKS... first time there so i was kinda lost and the pple dun believe there was gonna be eight of us coming! haha me waited like 15 mins for the rest to come which like i'm the first... hmmm got her a awfully choc cake... which was not initailly planned... i wanted to get a mango cake! wow i noe where to get all the nice cake! hehe
alrite! the gathering was like great everyone was like hmmm i dun noe wad to say in high sprits! and me too... we took photos and photos! ya! and yup great time spent and old friends kind of rekindled? afterall breeks was a nice place to celebrate bday but food wise... hmmm got to think about it...
conducted lesson ytd! hmmm it was not good as wad i had expect it to be.. so much of confi but when comes to the lesson is like SHIT! then i know my own weakness and strength and yts lesson makes me dragged to do it.. and i feel like quitiing sch! haha... muacks long day ahead and good luck ALEX!
thx my friends the nine of us!
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, December 15, 2005
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Mandy and I)
Monday, December 12, 2005
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, December 12, 2005
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MAN?)
Saturday, December 10, 2005
worked full shift today and had a great lunch with my colleagues! hehe! new faces come and go.. today there's this new eurasian by the name of paul...16 only... then this ger with the same name as me... hmmm....
i simply dun understand why guysjust cannot understand wad gers wants? MYTH!
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, December 10, 2005
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smiles)
Friday, December 09, 2005
yeah
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, December 09, 2005
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I want Me back!)
Thursday, December 08, 2005
tonight finally i had found some time to blog... this whole week was like BUSY!
suddenly felt so sad while looking at my friends photo thru friendster then i realise tt it has been such a long time tt i ever go out with him and since when was the last time we took a real photo.... i felt our r/s was like so dull? i wish my holis will be like last time? ever? I just want things back to normal! stop talking to me loudly...if not i'll drift away
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, December 08, 2005
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sadness? or hopeful?)
Thursday, December 01, 2005
i always hope things will change for me and so far half a year by pass and i am still going on Difficulties???.... i suppose! working and study is madness! till now i still cannot cope... i just read his blog tho nth much but i felt tt we sort of drifted away? for wad he say which he din mention before... and indeed he is forget and not swt and not romantic?
i ask why i go for him but i dunnoe... for times he din care about me.. realising mistakes but just plainly left me there... and i am the one whu pacify things to normal...for many times i ask him to ten me more... he did but then after some time things get to normal... and he forgets again... is it the longer the time we spend that make each of us to take each of us granted...
just a spur of emotions... i am sad... for all the stuff u had unconsciously done to me... y am i so dumb... does it means tt i'm tired and i must pretend happy and chirpy
but i dare say for all the time my feelings for u din change! but it is increasing everyday.... just the side of u will brighten up my day :)praying for a new year for a better hope and i hope both of us will grow strong tog!
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, December 01, 2005
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sadness? or hopeful?)
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, December 01, 2005
