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Fuck wad a day for me!*)
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
today shagz by tearing to much... eyes totally red when i reach home and look at myself in the lift...
morning was alrite... not much pple atr first then the crowd just stream in... then went back home to sleep during break... slp 1h odds then went back... today's food iz pasta and seafood soup... then tonight iz the acsi pple coming... at frist ard 6 they called say moght postphoned to tml coz iz raining then their match delayed so might not be coming... they made hundred over reservation... then the boss vera very angry... then like 30 mins later... hmmm they concluded tt they are coming but lesser pple... 60 odds... then same at first not much pple... then hmmm today got 90 pple reservations... hmmmm then let me go to the main points...
i took this order as requested by the boys tt they wanna NABE soup.. which is only like special complimentary dish... only when customer ask then give... then wad the fuck how will i noe i'm not supposed to give the kids... next thing happen was i was referred and scolded by VERA... bitch... she was like "u shld have asked" and "iz very expensive and now the rest are asking for it" i wad like down there stupid stupid keep saying sorry...... damn.. but i seriously i think i'm not at fault... coz i'm not told and standard procedure iz buffet will giv wad... then the pple there really can eat!!!!!
then i was serving this stupis SABA shioyaki three serving then sudden i slipped and fell uglily on the floor... land on my ass.. then the food fell all ard me... and my colleagues were like are u ok... xiao mei mei bu yao ku...haha coz before tt my boss JAMES ask me go pantry rest... then i went there... ys came in then i cried... hmmm... iz like the whole day and working there iz seriously not easy... even highly exp brenda... she says iz really tough to work here.. then captain says here many politics... fuck lah...
then when i went home.. on the bus... i dunnoe why as i msg dar i teared and i started sniffing... the bus started to get crowded but i dun care... i felt in tt i'm in my own world... and iz as if me kenna ditched by pple... haiz... so sad... i teared all the way till i reach home.. saw sq msg.. i felt so better... then dar called.. then i sob even louder... act before tt while walking home i was alr sobbing... i'm working for some many reasons.. not for the reason of earning extra money... dad coming back on the 27th... hmmm then dar tok to me a whiel as i sat at my hse bstop... coz my eyes red and then hmmm dun wanna let mum noe... dun wan to let her noe...
after crying i felt tt i've started to love myself le.... no more nasty tots... but how i wished i can persuade dar to let me have a tattoo on my assy... i dunnoe why i'm saying this but hmmmm i just and i wanted it for long...
oh ya i was browsing thru my friendster... eeek then saw tt my ex coming to NP... wad the helll... i tot he say he die die will go JC... crap man* haha... but i miss my poly life... i wanna start it soon... my course... so fun and pple like man mel pam... rocks my life... now without them i have like a new life outside with new faces... hmmm soon the family will be back again...
life might be tough but i'll cope with it...
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, April 13, 2005
