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let me die in peace on the bed of white tulips with no love and nothing....)
Friday, April 22, 2005
type a horrible title for this which cannot be seen... head pain* hmmm not been myself and not happy today... tml sam coming for interview... work iz damn busy... i misses dar terribly i hate to work... i wanna play too... i'm so jealous when i see pple got to play and here i got to service pple... izzit tt i cannot take hardship...
weee i love my blog so nice and soothing and kind of irritating...argh* hmmm sux...just now really wanna bang my head to the wall... and ust now got nasty thoughts... how i wish sch to starts soon... hmmm baby iz unhappy and i am too... i tot he wld have had enjoyed his day today... and tml he got steamboat thingy... hmmmm
i've been crying for nights...for anytots tt comes in my mind... sux... i hate it... head pain... and tml gotta be a damn busy day...today work got meeting...damn stupid...all about cost reduction... like which dept can give any suggestion... but everyone iz too tired le... my eyes freaking painful.... argh*
let me die in peace on the bed of white tulips with no love and nothing.....
hope sam's love life will be better....
why guys can't treasure gers and only show love when they wanna leave them... wad exactly izzit...
i dunnoe wad i'm toking la... full of crap... loving someone iz tiring and maintaining a r/s needs lots of paitience and tolerance... and compromising...hmmm....
i've been thinking about this ques... iz i love him more or izzit he loves me more... or the same? hmmmm he seems to be always forgetting wad i say... hmmm... i dunnoe why i just love him so much tt every little thing he says and does influences me so much... i teared almost every night to sleep ... how silly am i... so emo.... WAKE UP*
things will be better for u...six more months... hmmm iz nothing to me... i'll wait no matter wad... and iz doesn't matters to me and so it shld be to u... it pierced my heart to hear wad he had said tt day... so pain and so pain... i'm afriad tt tt day will come...
i'm tired and shagz... gotta slp.... more to type... but i chose to SLEEP*
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, April 22, 2005
