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LOST* i can't find my way out...GONE*****)
Sunday, May 22, 2005
a new sch sem iz starting soon.. wad have i done during my holis? hmmm practicall nth useful and meaningful... life iz getting so no good for me.. i'm no longer the happy me le... i felt so dead... today duriong work i felt myself limping man... my leg hurts... i felt crippled... sux...
received a email from baby... hmmm as reminded to read frm him in the afternoon... he read my blog... and said... hmmmm lots of stuff.. which now i can't hardly rem le... i'm so shagged from work... end at ard 11... hmmm thank god dar din came to fetch me.. but he's in no mood and he reply me lan lan... then i also can't be bothered... we are too stubborn le... i think i need happystciks and strudels to make myself happy... and countdown to 8 more days to pay day... i got lots of stuff to buy to chong myself... hmmm i miss chong...
hearing wad baby said make me wanna think on his point of view... but whu's gonna think of mine... since he wanna mpore personal space... and he wanna give me... ok... i've decided... don't u ever regret wad ya say... i dunnoe lah...when i hear or read certaint thingy i got very agitated and i won't give way...
forget wad i've said... argh*.... forget about everything,... anyway tml will be my last full time in hanabi...so ,.,,cool huh... but tml gonna be busy like hell...
hmmm everyone ard me seem to have a love r/s prob... hmmmm it make me ponder... wad i want in life? a guy whu loves me>? a guy whu treats me well? or do i wanna be all alone? i'll supporty myself... no one to hurt me... but i'll feel lonely though...
i'm a sensitive creature....wad to do...pessimistic...sadistic...solem...iz all memememememmememem.......
wadever lah... but eversince i met him... hmmmm after 9 mths things start to arise... he's so diff from other guys... all my ex never look at gers... hmmm hmmm wad else and he's very frank... and hmmm nth i can say le... so iz tt a good thing... i just think tt he's no longer pamper tt much anymore... am i demanding? or am i not a good ger whom not to be deserved to be ten? i think i need some self reflection so maybe my love life will get better?
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, May 22, 2005
