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in my dreams i dreamt...i life i dared)
Saturday, June 25, 2005
silence? no tots? full of tots? wadever it is iz not good to read blogs early in the morning... hmmm just feeling bored so...ya... and there's doraemon in ch8...hmmmm waiting for time to pass then meet mel to buy my art and craft lesson thingys....
hmmmm got mixed feelings now.... dunnoe how to say... somehow i think i brot like unhappiness to him... i'm petty sensitve and all kinds of shit tt i'll give to my bf... so the best thingy iz i'm single and alone then i won't go ard hurting pple...
wadever it is... i just want to be happy now... and i shant care about anything.. and just lead my life to the fullest...if everyguys want me to view the guys perspective... hmmmm then i'll have nth to say... pple's right and they wont say they're wrong... so i shant debate anymore...
i'm totally drenched out of energy these few days to think tt much... little things agitated me... work iz very tedious for me... hmmmm... sian.... today sam not working.. and i felt packed everyday with lots of things to do... projects and works.. and prev reching home got to set up com and let dad and mom conference... but in the end mum fell aslp... and i'm no longer showing concern to my family... everyday wad i did was go home slp wake up ... toking loudly to mum as she's always so irriating!!!!argh*
iz seems tt as i grew older i am more unhappier with life... so now... hmmmmm i felt only the fullest when i am with the kids... haha to pam... NUN will be best for kids and they totally devote the time to them... i'm losing my patiance easily these few days so i asked for friends to forgive...
the difference btw guys and gers iz tt they will nv understand each other... curious* tt why in the end they will be tog...i'm still in my slping mode... so lazy to get up today..... i dun noe wad i'm feeling now... but i need a great breakfast.... SUX*
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, June 25, 2005
