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my way? my life?hurts and hurts)
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
hmmm mum irritated me then... hmmm she was saying tt am i able to cope if i work... i my heart i felt if i dun work... hmmmm will i be given money? how the hell am i suppose to get a new phone... hmmm... i'm totally irritated...next mth i'll work even more... more more... at least i guesss... i've not planned yet....
thinking back hmmmmm nearly forgot wad happen these few days....just tt... hmmm monday i skipped on lesson... which next mon i am able to make up... then tues i OVERSLEPT... i'm damn shagged recently... hmmmmm... then i was kind of... i dunnoe wad to say lah... to say or not to say... i decided to kept it in my heart and threw it away... hope one day i wont burst but i guess the tot of it make me wanna burst... i miss my sec friends... i miss chong and sam and xueting.... hmmmm...
omg the superstar thingy iz like kinda dumb.... sob* ok... hmmm today went to the childcare the kids "touched" me...their voices are like angels... truely...haha... hmmm they were singing HEY JESUS LOVE ME.... it goes like nananananannana.... all the kids...there're angelic...weeee...then was music and movement... after tt...they were like THE BOYS... all pound over to hug me... the feeling iz like...; i wanna cry now.... WARMTH.... next week i got to teach them art le... scared... i've not yet got my materials yet.... i just love the children lots.... ben ben the notorious and sweet child...samuel my barney lovey... joel the little innocent kid...bryan the temper boy...trevo the quiet one...josiah the intelligent one.. issac the naughty boy...joy the new ger... elena the talkative one... and many many more.... haiz... i look forward to everyweek visit... and iz like nv enuf....
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, June 22, 2005
