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wad am i feeling NOW!!!!)
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
after one boring day in sch was like hmmmm sitting in front of the tv with my com and PLAYING lifehse songs and writing details in my journal entry... how i wish i have lots of energy for now and tml... hmmmm i need the energy... i'm felt down after a bath... thinking on many things tt had been happening recently...and comparing to the plain life i had years ago and compared to now... the pple are scary!!!!!!!
hmmm dunnoe lah... maybe i just can't accept the fact and i dun really feel good deep inside me... iz just the ME tt causing to dun feel good and happy about myself... i felt sad... and kinda stress on how am i able to cope with my work and my love life... hmmm ystd was great.. hmmmm now i guess my bank a/c iz nearing RED zone...haha* hmmmmmmmmmmmm
just can't get myself to love myself a little bit more... i dunnoe wad's wrong with me...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
everlasting? kissed /
- Tuesday, June 14, 2005