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we shall start a NEW*)
Friday, June 03, 2005
hmmmm today in the afternoon sat in the atrium... hmmm was msging alex... then i was like hmmm let's start a new...surprisingly... hmmm dunnoe why too... hmmm maybe for wad had happen the day before which is like... i happen to be called "auntie" by my bf... hmmm iz just so happen tt hmmm all my friends were complimenting me... but my bf on the other was so negative... then after we part... i cannot stand but i cried in the LT... hhmmm just the normal emo me... hmmm then mel they all relate me to the eyebrow thingy which happen like mths ago when me and alex got tog...iz so sad... i can't accept pple whu dun accept me as whu i am... hmmm then iz like there's this saying tt... everyone in the whole world can say ya ugly...depise on u... but never ya bf... maybe guys are frank and they just say how they feel... but iz surprisingly that some are not like the majority ba or even the minor... maybe iz wad i've been thru recently which made me bit hmmm realise wad i really wants ba...
then hmmm guess he was happy to hear from me too.. last nite he said sorry but i was like nth le ba.. coz work makes me go crazy and i was hmmmm i forget wad happen le... BUSY... then ystd was Kwan Zheng last day... haha then he got our no. and we were to be back to makan buffet tog... hmmm then last nite was horrible... took arthur hse still have to take out money for him and then go all the way to newton to get food for his wife...he's so nice lor....but he made me wait in the car... then i was damn bored then i ate kinder bruno...haha then went home sleep...
this morning had cd...kind of cool and interesting tutorial we had... and then the next three hours we played games like twister...cool*** then went to work took bus with pam... then waited her bus to town then i went to coronation plaza and then i sat there ALONE and ate hmmm fish burger then paced a fries cum... drank 1/4 of bbt..and packed chicken wings and chocs for XT... hmmm then hmmm today got stupid customers...and cute ones... hehe two old man...and then one lady sat at counter whereby one of my colleague accientally spilled the sauce on the lady and then she demand a compensation of 300 bucks for her branded bag...of course my friend cried and she caused a commotion BITCH**** then ya lah things settled ...my boss say she will sent the thing to washed" haha then gave the lady a paper to keep her stuff..cursed her ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sleepy le...
wad i noe iz...hmmmm i love alex LOTS....and u noe wad i wanna say to him... though we are not perfect but the prob iz we love each other a lot...so stop qi ing me... and ten me more with ya actions and ya words and not to drain me in tears everyday........ MUACK...
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, June 03, 2005