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where am i heading to?-----------------------------DEATH)
Thursday, June 30, 2005
today iz end of the mth and againn we r unhappy with each other again... for wad! for the short skirt i wore today? so much for waiting someone and yet then iz like he gave me tt kind of look... and we hardly tok more than 20 sentences today when he sent me home...
so now i shall chunk and isolate the skirt to one corner so i will never wear it... will u be happier... u say things din go the way u want these few days? wad are they? hav ya shared with me? wad am i for? wad do u act wan? cing mel these few days i felt sad... she's not so happy and so happy at times... she started to smoke a lot... hmmmm as in eversince she open up to us then she started to smoke more... as i dun mind my friend smoke but i will still mean well for her... and she's like been crying for nights so... hmmmm pple dun do things tt make u regret!!!!! but time will somehow make things better and with friends ard her life will get better but u gotts be strong... w/o r/s we shall can survive... though u lost someone u love...
maybe somehow we shouldn't meet so often... hmmm... dunnoe wad's with him and wad's with me? since ystd? maybe iz like there's smthing which i dunnoe iz bothering him... i shant be anyone's burden... and i shall hmmm just wait i guess... there's like so many ques marks?
i felt so tired now... i dun feel kinda well... tml iz our proj presentation so i shall pray for my grp... ytsd lesson plan was a failure i guess? hmmm but i think it will be improved .... as in the next lesson... hmmmm
IS there any prob ya facing now which i dun noe? Do u still love me as much as u do as before?
CURSE ME*
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, June 30, 2005
