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i dunnoe the ME)
Monday, July 11, 2005
worked the morning shift today hmmm iz monday and dle lesson iz cancelled... after work i was tired and suffer a bit headache then went clementi to meet alex... he was asking me to go watch movie with him and ben n fuming.. then i was like c how ba i go clementi first then say ba... then when met he assumed me going...hmmm... then hmmm i went in the end... watch the show at cine... hmmm fantastic 4 afterall iz not tt FANTASTIC...haha* hmmmm not bad lah... can watch but hmmm i dunnoe... hmmm
was tired all the while and my eyes iz .like making me so tired... i think i'm going blind... i think the degree iz like much higher so iz causing me to be like tt ba.. hmmm i'm working everyday this week... i felt so packed... act tday i wanna slack at lex hse and watch vcd then get stuff frm bookshop... but guess gotta do it tml le... hmmm sian... argh* i felt so no life... argh* giv me some life k... argh* sux...
can't bring myself to be happy and to be unhappy for nth... always looking for my own trouble... now when i reach home... i dun feel happy... i just felt like crying... i felt sad in this hse... i bcome sensitive... cannot take jokes... cannot take comments... i became very conscious of myself... appearances and everything... i felt so small in this world... i hate pples!!!!!!!!!!!! and when i started to love myself i began to hate myself... argh* i just can't stop it... hmmm but i still love the pple ard me... but pple say if u dun love yaslef how do u love pple ard u.... u can but u can no longer be tt ger anymore....
love alex... hugz
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, July 11, 2005
