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sick* turning green)
Sunday, July 10, 2005
last night i request to go home early... i reached hm ard 9 plus while i took a cab home... hmmmm i was so sick last nite i still can rem...i can hardly smile then the stupid customers sat at the counter kept asking me to order and took her own swt time.. then while toking to her i felt like puking... then i went to put order the pple asked me to take food... argh* i felt so sick... then i was telling xiao mao i cannot tahan le i wanna go home... act i was thinking to tahan all till the end... must be the afternoon sun... i guess tt makes me so quiet then ba... then while working i suffered bad headache and i hardly tok and smiled.. so unlike me... today supposed to work full but i now i am resting at home...ALEX went to sentosa.. so good.. hmmmmm
ystd i went to forum... my fav place to go now in town... i bot a cd for my music and movement... cool* and i like the bookubarra book shop... act wanna get my lottle kid elena a bday present but i din noe wad to get.. hmmm sad ah... and ytsd i had lunch with his dad and auntie at gim moh market? i ate my fav rice ballings and we ate yong tau fu... act was supposed to eat teochew porridge but then not opened...so sad... but everything was ok ystd.. hmmm how i wish next mth to come... i wonder how's sam??? hmmm
the day before... i received a call from driz... she cried and hanged the phone.. i called any times but no one picked up... she told me she might have to drop sch... I DUN WAN... i wan her to be ard in sch... hmmmm alex was beside me all the while ...i stil rem iz a friday... he and andrew nearly broke up? or did they? hmmm then driz was like calling me and told me everything... hmmmm some how i think they both shld think over their r/s i have no right to interfere....
iz so hard for two person to meet... i still rem how u guys got tog... now such things happen iz so disappointing... wad can ever be more impt than someone whu loves u and u loves her... iz like so hard to meet the one u loves... but iz so hard to find someone whu's understands u... before tt u must understand the person first...actions do really speaks louder than words... do spare a mini tots for the one who had contirbuted so much...these apply to both...
anyway i'm not a good person afterall so i shant say about the rest.. iz been so long i meet xiao ma le... i some how miss the good times we have tog with my sec sch friend... and my stupid chong yi of mine... says wanna mit me three years later... wth i have this kind of best bud...argh* forget a bout me ok! hmmmm...
i felt so lonely at home... noe one and my stomach dun feel good and i feel so tired..where are u pple? even my bro not ard... my mum went to sell durians... argh* my sis went over to her bf's hse... my bf not ard to pei me too... all these iz i deserved one...argh* so sian ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
the otherday i was toking about divorce thingy rite... hmmmm swo scary i 'm so scared to marry now..haha but i still young la.. hmmm glda tt my dad iz not like tt... anyway my new mp3 bot by dad frm china iz so cool... iz can watch MTV... and there's colour screen but one thingy not good iz the sound.. hmmm wad ever lah... so sian... i think i'll slack in fornt of the tv whole day and rot and die...hehe
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, July 10, 2005
