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i got totally no mood to study)
Thursday, August 04, 2005
tml is my PQS test... and i've not studied... hmm tho i written evrything in shorter point form but i still got no mood to study... argh* sux man... y y y!!!!!!
tml got to stay over at mel's hse to do proj.. hope we can fin within the nite... and sux thingy is tt the next day is my work day and full shift.. then afternoon going to have a drink with xiao mao at cha cha BAR just at my work place there...hmmm i look forward to dat...hehe i look forward to sat only.... i dunnoe how things will turn out tml...
i'm tired... suppose to go for a walk and shopping in bugis today... but hmmm in the end din walk much too... then dear dun wanna go up to the bugis street there... hmmm so sad act i was so happy to get pay but then i din get to spend but all like gonna spend on food.. roll my eyes* then gave mum 80 bucks for the new phone and my phone bill... then transfer 50 to lex a/c to save up... oh my then i kept money to buy lex bday present... hehe... then like tt lor... i feel so broke... i cannot pamper myself now and then ... unlike last time anymore,... i wish i can wake up from the fairy tale me... hmmm wake up... workin so hard but the pay is not tt much too...argh* how am i suppose to support myself...ever since i started working i started to neglect my studies and do my best in projs... fin all my parts and try my best to help the rest too... but somethime it wun help much... coz..........coz....... argh* it just sux man...
i got totally no mood and no mood... how i wish i can either work the rest of the days or just conc on studies the rest of the days man... hmmmm i got no time for myself and no time for alex and ya.... i dun cra efor my family anymore i suppose.....
i dunnoe why always going out with alex esp shopping will turn out to be unhappy... maybe the two of us very tired... today i was still telling mandy tt i have been very happy for these few days but then i din noe it is like so short.. so long i din teared le and so long i din think of these kinds of things le... guess i must keep myself occupied with work then can izzit?
by the way me and driz had been toking alot... how i wish i can help her to get out of those horrible creatures... myabe i think guys can never noe how gers felt...haha... evil and stupid parents go away and give peace... and stupid pple whu dunnoe how to treasure frends go to hell pple....
tt's all i wanna say... i see red......... i feel blue... i wanna be strong and strong like before
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, August 04, 2005
