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this part is only for alex)
Saturday, August 20, 2005
alex.... tan pin pin... i methim in a camp and somehow dunnoe how we got tog...haha... thinking of how we got tog is so hmmmm special to me ba... i dunnoe why i treasure him so much... i quarreled with him over minor stuff... i'll never wanna see him angry or sad coz it hurts me and i ratehr me to be te one to be hurt... u noe wad until now i still rem vividly wad happen to me on the bad days and until now i still feel the hurt... but the moment i am with u everything wasn't there... till u did or say something again... tho of so many things the reason why i got jealous and react in certain way is bcoz wad u say means thousand tons to me... it is all so impt to me... and everything of u affects me... haha
i'm like a weather i change very quickly when i heard something wrong... i always think that guys shld be faithful to gers no matter wad... ya... think shant elaborate more...i'm tired but i wanna blog... i shall type a more complete one next time... oh ya... once again the project cannot me commence and i am once again and again disappointed,...
i am disappointed about myself this sem... so much of saying not poning lesson form the start and my grades are not GREAT.. but just good and better than wad i expect coz i work and i study last minute... i tried my best in all projects to fin my own parts but always there are always the times when there are things cropping up...wadever it is next sem i'll make my life better i suppose... i hate to see pple face to do things... is like wad the #%&*...haha ... wadever i',m really slpzzzzzzzzzzzzing
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, August 20, 2005