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My rocky road)
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
hmmm it has been so long since i last blog... hmmm wad have i been doing recently? i guess it is just another week pass and tml night shall be my off and i will as usual spend my day fruitfully with alex! go have a nice dinner and catch a night show and then home... i've been working and working and felt so lost and hard tt i have to work so hard... esp when now they are so short handed!
today wednesday i met this customer who opens a childcare of tution centre? he looking for pple whu write chn story and txt book... and they gave me their name card and i say i will help them find pple interested! first i can think of i drizzle and andrew... being away from sch work... this holis i din comit anything to my chn in trinity! i have been working and working the whole week long! and wad i target to earn 1000 odds... and wad i earn is always not enuf for me! first i need a new spectacle! and earn more coz sch start i cannot work much le... sian... sick of work and study i dunnoe wad i wan to do le! and my mum act wanted to borrow mony from me to pay utility bill... hmmm i felt so hmmm sad tt why ... must we end up like tt???
similarly reminds me of shirleen whu has to start work at the age of 14 and supporting the family and had an abusive father and mother... whu's marriage on rocks..... sux man,.... life is always so tormenting... and making a fool of pple... maybe wad i am going thru is nth as compared to others but it just so hateful to c myself like tt... haha.........
hope tml getting results will be good and tml four new pple coming work and i got to train... stress sia... how to haha... hey but they all from my poly....weeeeeeee hope tml will be A BETTER day for me...
PRAY! i want to be happy!
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, October 05, 2005
