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You gave me light! and ya gave me the direction)
Friday, October 14, 2005
Today is again my off day! before alex left me... we had heart to heart tok! he reminded me tat if i rem the day of taking results i mention that work is more important... and he started to tell me that i can score better... i can do better if i concentrate more last sem and esp on the new sem... he wanted me to take very good care of myself instead of eating snacks and breads and maggies all day long... he dun wanna me to work so hard...tho i have not much time for him.... HIS words and everything make me felt tt he so long din care about me tt much le but act he is all the while there for me... so the moment he say i teared! ---- thank you alex... i promise for ya and myself i will work harder next sem and i will work less and spend less and i will pei u more!=)
also he has been day dreaming about his license lah! but he think too much he was thinking if i will mind if he drive his dad's van ard... but wad he says is somehow quite true... but wad for think so far? u noe wad! everything may not be as good but wad most impt is the pple bside me! and tt is u driving me ard and i'll be glad enuf...
nowadays i felt happier in work and with him... maybe coz i am more responsible towards my work... and the pple respect me... and they really ten me! He is always so tolerate towards me and not conmplaining any words.. tho i really in my heart how i hope i can dun work so much too....
LIGHT TO MY FUTURE
somehow i tot about my future last night.... after study or even now i am given a chance to be a RESTAURANT trainer OR even a supervisor! and future manager of a rest! and i can even be a nusery teacher still?????act i am still very interested in early childhood programme! but i just got not much time to commit myself in it.... but tt particular day my dad enlighten me say i shld learn more and afterall teaching will only keep u still stagnant at teaching... act wad he say is true... maybe even i study hard i study u i am still a teacher and even a superisor of a cnetre and even open my own childcare... worse is last time he encorage my course is very good as it it has good prospective but now... hmmmm... makes me make a second tot....
i felt so much better tt at least i have tots for my future le!..........
everlasting? kissed /
- Friday, October 14, 2005
