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closer? or further apart?)
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
i dunnoe how to elaborate wad had happen today.... but it has all simmered down...
all i could rem is i am so excited and happy to c u... but ya forgetfuness... show how much i mean to u... and ya attitude coz of ya mis read? miscommunication... anmd knowing ya wrong and yet u hurt me again? wad's wrong with u?
u hurt me for wad u said... ta action make me stand motionlessly...leading me walk ...and leading me walk to the main road and to be ran down by the cars... i tried so hard and thoughtful but in the end wad's wrong with u?u did nth... and make as if it was my fault and i walk alone just with u bside... just like any other strangers...when u r with friends dun find ME! u r not yaself! at least not the u i noe! STAY AWAY FROM ME!
every thing has cooled down... but when the scenes flashes across my mind it was like god spare me... it was like a moment of heart broke... wei qu... sadness...death!
maybe i have high expectations... maybe all the while i have been thinking of pple and maybe i'm slightly tired and i want pple to think of me more! now i felt wad lex felt having guys to msg me when today i saw this junior msg him... irritated!
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, November 23, 2005
