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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
somehow i dislike to stay at home... coz i got no proper place to study and to sleep and some times and i just heard mum complaining to dad tt we shld move to hdb coz the rent for condo is too ex.... sad ah! i felt tt i cannot do anything to help.... sian
dun feel v good now! hmmm alex just went for his pratical... now the two of us... hmmm din get to spend time with each other really much... so hmmm... kind of really no time for each other... felt tt some how we are taking each other for granted? tt sometimes we din care much for each other? is it true? maybe it is only my one side feeling but not for the other way round!
esp for this week me only work like weekends...and i felt i am so weak now! as in last sem i can work almost everyday but now i felt tt all my proj and stuff are all untouched... i dun noe wad i am doing any7way!
hmmm somehow i felt tt my classmates are no longer tt close tho? true? maybe another new memeber in the grp coz a lot of thingy? hmmm i dunnoe? but i still guess everything still same for me sch boring but i can always spice up my own life... hey i really mandy she so nice but sometimes yet always bullied... why god is so unfair to her i tink they shld grant her a beatiful body instead a beatiful heart? iz is always like tt? i somehow thnk tt pple whu think tt they are unperfect are always happy? true? haha
hmmmm today i went to my childcare they had a full dress rehearsal... ben ben my fav kid might be changing sch... i'll cry man... if i get to see him again ever? joel just recovered and came back after his head stiches... hmm and samuel look so cut in the veggie uniform... hhaa... ok i must start my second lesson plan...
anyway i am quite upset tt things we planned for one week in advance cannot be promised?
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, November 16, 2005
