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Stranded and only left with your love)
Saturday, November 19, 2005
another week has gone... just now there was a short conversation among my bro and mum and dad... and hmmm made me wanna to go out of sch and find a job... but hanabi job sux...
hmmm why not they just set me free and i can share their burden... i guess now outside find a proper job is hard man...hmmm... today i felt sick... i have lots of phlem in my throat... and hmmmm felt a bit tired and feverish... at home i manage to fin my speech presentation for sf on monday... but i think wad me going to say abit out of point and not well organise... haha... then now doing my ec... i'm doing the intro of body language... hmmm only manage to get one good book... think later i'll set off to the lib at 230...
damn wad a day man... btw last night was my childcare grad... it was short like 6 to 7 plus only ...just as wad i have predicted... and i saw adrian from OB... hmmm he was there to wait for his gf... and my prediction was right one of the ger from playgroup came hanabi to eat...and his family think they are big shots...horrible...
the performance was ok... when me and driz reach there we were told tt they don need out help... hmm then say we say we only come and watch... at first was a bit weird... chn only call driz name as usual... then hmmm i help them to dress up well driz help to make up...ya! and then perfomance...hmmm first was worship and next was N2 food rap... then the playgroup.... haha i lead them to the stage and my job is to lead them down... at the grand finale so scary! all the chn are to be on stage with the teacher to do some exercise dance... and i was so scared tt the child at the front will fall ah... and indeed bryan nearly .. i guess... phew* and the children walking down the stairs was like scary too... i scare they fell but i only got two hands... and this show the teacher din organise well and then when the parents want to pick up the chn we like protectors of the chn and the parents like kidnapper like tt... no parents are aloowed to bring their child away until they were back sch downstairs... then me waited and waited with the chn ...till driz need to go off then i went off to find lex in clementi...
last night was like so long din c him... and again i ended up in tears and in his arms... always!
Now i am getting worse... i started to dislike and it is growing in me... i tried to understand but someone is testing my patience and taking me for granted!
everlasting? kissed /
- Saturday, November 19, 2005
