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Monday, December 26, 2005
wahaha ...i dunnoe wad i am feeling now... but today i finally had time for myself thruout the whole week... guess wad had been happening to me recently... i'm tired to beat! hahaha...hmmm i just read alex blog he sounds so frustrated...
i'm transfered to Odeon for like hmmmsince thurs.. i'm like a full timer there... training the new pple... the pple there ok lah... at least there is karen, henry and dodo papa... and andel to look after me... all thx to the ger... i am here to work so far from my hse... and my parents are asking me to quit.... WH^Y? cause now they are earning some money! damn BULLSHIT! and want me to conc on my studies and guess wad! these few weeks the tot of quiting sch is like so strong in me... it is like constantly in me reminding me... damn... i get scolding from alex... i walked away from him... i told my sis and she asked me to perserve... but andel was kinda supportive and say he will give me a post! hmmmm just today dad... said i hav to get a diploma tho i din let them know how i feel.... why the feeling so strong to quit sch... maybe i think i cannot catch up sch work.. and i no longer as perserve as last sem... and i have really a lot of things not yet done... :! I hate to stay at home!
wad a christmas... holis bdays all mean nth to me... ive lost all my strength which i no longer wanna make pple happy any more...
btw... a few days ago i had a first ride ever on a MOTOR? more like andel's scooter... i was so scared then... hehe then he asked me to stop moving about which i din and it was all bcoz i was scared and my legs are closed tightly... and my hands are firmly grapping on his shoulders....haha the journey was fast... but it was like hmm scary.. but unfortunately the following night alex lost his wallet.. hmmm i felt helpless as i find tt i cannot do anything much but to pray... i've been praying alot... praying for a smooth work day... praying for pple but not myself...haha! anyway some kind soul returned the wallet to him le! yeah! so happy for him but the parents as usual parents love to nag! hmmmm it is ok dearie!
and later i am going down bt hanabi! i miss them and i miss alex too....
i pray alex to work hard and study well...
i pray work to be fine and me to be healthy...
i miss my friends...
NEW year resolutions:
a tattoo on my butt!
get myself a new jeans!
dye my hair black! trying growing my hair and end of year short again!
really go out with alex! underwater world! sentosa and bird park!
save up for my vday present! hehe
balance work and study
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, December 26, 2005
