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sadness? or hopeful?)
Thursday, December 01, 2005
i always hope things will change for me and so far half a year by pass and i am still going on Difficulties???.... i suppose! working and study is madness! till now i still cannot cope... i just read his blog tho nth much but i felt tt we sort of drifted away? for wad he say which he din mention before... and indeed he is forget and not swt and not romantic?
i ask why i go for him but i dunnoe... for times he din care about me.. realising mistakes but just plainly left me there... and i am the one whu pacify things to normal...for many times i ask him to ten me more... he did but then after some time things get to normal... and he forgets again... is it the longer the time we spend that make each of us to take each of us granted...
just a spur of emotions... i am sad... for all the stuff u had unconsciously done to me... y am i so dumb... does it means tt i'm tired and i must pretend happy and chirpy
but i dare say for all the time my feelings for u din change! but it is increasing everyday.... just the side of u will brighten up my day :)praying for a new year for a better hope and i hope both of us will grow strong tog!
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, December 01, 2005
