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NEW YEAR!!!!)
Monday, January 02, 2006
heyhey mandy maybe coming over to work with me oh! heard that she resigned! hmmmm yeahs! hmmm everyone! my family my sis my sis bf.... and esp alex... they all wan me to put studies first! all very concerned abt me! ya~
hmmm somehow in a dilema... but i shall see how things go for me ah... finally i fin my reflction on the article and then i fin my LA lesson plans... sian now i have to thik of my math on... i'll think abot in an hour time...
today whole family went to eat dim sum and surprisingly my parents ask alex to go...haha... hmmm then ya din manage to get him he like pig sleep till so late then i went to harbourfront eat dim sum buffet... then go buy my math stuff then come home... hmmm andel calledd..he so poor thing... today run full hse... then the order takers so few... but i can't help too bad... i have to domy things coz the whole week i'll be working... but wed is my sis bday so i'll be goin to sing k with her... so ya...
read alex blog last nite... hmmm i undrestand how he feels evreyone think i am stupid... think i wan their rest no way i am not helping the bosses but the ones whu i care like andel and shino... i dun work for the boss! please! my teaching interest has lost... gone... hasha i dunnoe where has it gone... maybe coz of my hse environ... my work and things i went thru and pple i met i changed... but now i have to work hard for my diploma... and balance myself up... next week watching movie with alex!!!! yeah eyah... and this week and next week i'll go for cny shopping... first time evr i earn and buy my own clothes which was so unlike prev year i'll be given money... my growing process i call that...
i thank alex for been so patient with me... coz i know i am stubborn and i do crazy things unknowingly but subconsciously i know! i miss my days with him and out\r chirpy days ... i guess it is me to cause things to be like tt... but i wun want it this way i swear... one day things not solve things will not get nayway better for me....
love ya boy....
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, January 02, 2006
