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wad's wrong?)
Sunday, February 12, 2006
Saturday was a pleasant day... i stayed up the whole night to do my data entry thing and still it cannot be finished... so left like 10 pages then i made a trip down to mandy hse to borrow her lappy and headed towards alex hse... everything was fine ... rented VCD to watch and in the end we watched memories of Geisha.. and fish* i only managed to fin the data editing ard 5 and send them out... it made me two days to fin a book of 200 pages... sux... then i had a nap
then we went to hanabi after dinner ard 10 took a cab down... and everything happen then..." will u tok long? if yes then i take bus home if not i'll miss the last bus"... my face changed the moment i heard tt... in my heart ... so all u can think is the last bus... i'll make it quick... then i wnet off coldly... then no more msg from him and he din noe i am unhappy... then to him he meant to be good... he just wanted to give me time to tok to her not to bother me... so i wun be bothered abt his presence... communication break down... and i said tt maybe he just dun understand me yet... haiz... CRAP and CRAP... then it was today no msges from him... maybe coz he was too sick and he repiled " no matter how attitude i am to him he, duno why he still love me..." hmmm..
somehow in my heart i know i had changed... am i ... i felt so lost tho... i am impatient and many more which i dun noe... he said he was trying to compromise me... hmmm.... i dunnoe but he find tt i changed too... i felt sad.... maybe he should hate me and dun lave me so much then i will feel better... as in i feel that i'm not good i SUX
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, February 12, 2006
