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FOOL in life)
Sunday, April 30, 2006
damn today is not a good day for me... heavy rain... sleepy off day wad a day when i quarrel with him... abt sumthing tt pricks me all the time when it happens... which i am found like unreasonable? but to me it means to me cuz i am really hurt badly tt time.. and each time i think of it, it is like i dun wanna undergo such thingy again? and so ya.... it may sound serious and it really a scar for me and it always link me to many others thing...
then is WORK... u were unhappy tt i pick up calls for them... and yes... i am at fault to forget the promise i made to u ... and it cause u to be so angry and started to rattle at me...
i wanna search for a new job soon.. maybe this time sumthing related to my study fields... but it seems like it is the me and the attachment tt makes me not able to move away from hanabi... i find pple are all so superficial... and friends???? say hurtful things to kill unintentionally??? so i stayed away from them...
:) things are fine now and i felt good with him... at least i noe he din give up on ... i think i need some planning? and a change of my mind to put myself in prior? so i wun make any wrong step in my life? or my family first? damn i'm such a fool in life...
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, April 30, 2006
