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walk with thousands tots)
Monday, May 15, 2006
never did i expect my day will just end like tt... a night walk from sch to the beauty just three bus stops but it seems a long walk...
a walk of strangers all around me
a walk which i hope someone i noe will grab me to wake me
the someone will ask HEY wad ya DOING here?
just only plain walking to reach the designated place
the place where i call home
Heavy traffic just beside me
Somehow some time i hope car will run over me..
Lost
ALONE
CRAZY
facing strange eye sights
i saw lotus candles along the way
the night seem to be darker as compared to the time
I am not afraid alone
I wshed to walked a longer journey
WAD A FUCKING day i can say... suppose to do porj... i woke up early in the morning so i wun be let always trying to set an example... but still everyone is late and the meeting time is changed and in the end yaya is late and so din even discussed anything and i push to tml.. wad to do...
I'm so angry with myself now coz... i find tt work makes me no time for myself... even if i got time i always wanted to spend with him... but somehow sometimes not appreactiated...some how i find tt slowly i am shifting this thing away... spending more time with friends... to those whom i call friends...my work makes me stand and walk for continuous 7 - 8 hoursper day... and often in customers eyes we were ROBOTS... so imagine how hard is our work... and the post i had now is all my hard work... been not having enuff sleep and still had to like be stong is so tiring...
fuck la
some one kill me please arg!!!arg
everlasting? kissed /
- Monday, May 15, 2006
