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gone wif the wind)
Sunday, July 16, 2006
fiday was my supervisor assessment...
things were not good... i had only 3 kids instead of like 6.. and my end commets were lots... good pts only two good lanaguage good story telling technique good articulation and blah balh...
objective not match leaning centre tooo,... and blah balh... many things... and she pass me coz she see me put in so much hard work... but tt's not wad i want...
sad sia... i had been down in the morning... coz i realise sumthing tt my parent had always been giving all the good things to my bro... and yes i am sad and jealous and till now i can rem... and i cried on the bus upon receiving a call frm mysis...
hmmm i wanna grow up...
in the noon time... i find tt it is so hard to be a tr... i have to be professional of course.. but how to be when the kids wun listen to u but only listen when u give them physical punishment so sweets and sticker bribery are not so much temptation afterall...
i am so loss tho i put in so much effort yet i got back such things and such comments... am i tt bad and stupid!
Sianzation!
now i must start all over again and my mentor is assessing me in two weeks time...... wad to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i felt so sick of everything... no one will care how u feel... the world is just so realistic... when u are given the thing the job to do... if u cannot do it then sorry u are out... so wad is life man... full of obstacles... and i wonder why we are created for...
hoho
everlasting? kissed /
- Sunday, July 16, 2006
