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losing faith)
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
the sense of security drops... i felt sad tho... i think i lost u...
it is everytime when u are with ya friend u are just so diff... u just simply forget all the things tt u promised to me once... and u are not doing it...
some time i felt so silly! a fool... tt's wad pple say... think i am stupid... i always made myself cry... me just a cry baby... last night this tot flash across my mind : if ya dunnoe how to pamper me why not let other pple to pamper me...why make me suffer and beg for love and care
it is so tiring... now i realise why gers always wanted to get someone who love them more than they love the guy more... i'll be happier if ya more responsible and not forget about my existence... and i am ya gf... if ya dun love me dun dote me... then who is going to...iz been for days... iam so sick and tired of all these.....
:( i am sad... why why why... and wad have u done for me
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, August 09, 2006