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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
i'm so bored at home now... same as mandy ba.. too long din spend time at home... and finally i get a day to slowly take my own time to get out of bed and out of house.. supposed to have my fried carrot cake famous from clementi but my bf forget to buy... haiz... wad to do... but second tot... who will ever forget to buy food for the gf to eat...STRUCK*
i'll need advance half mth pay from hanabi to my ongoing new challenge next mth... coz i received a phone call... and yes... next mth will be a busy mth... some how it is going to be a change in me...
watched the fast and the furious... cool show... and alex was like 'WOW' pretty CHio... coz of the cars... b4 the show... was like a scene in the cinema... there's this old man who din sit a/c to his ticket so after tt four younster came in and one ger was like KPing him... then called the ticket lady then the manager came.. so ya... he was like saying ... 'is this a rule or a law tt i must seat a/c to my ticket?' 'why can't u sit elsewhere there are so many empty seats'... then the man asked for a refund... and then out he go...
i was so tired today.. think i'm down with some ilness.. work tired.. dun work also tired... so sad inside me which i dun noe wad is happening... in my mind this morning: is driving tt so impt? maybe tt i din learn so ya maybe i'll be the same as any guy who knows how to drive..? maybe in my mind i have things that are more impt than such things? maybe i shld get a guy who drives huh.. is tt wad u wld like? jusy abt diff mindset again... agruement...
sianzation i just feels so lonely at home ...sad tt always a happy day turns out bad... sad tt things always dun go well for me... sian ob exam on fri and i had nothing on my brain now... who can help me... no one but me... only me can change what i really want...and be happier.......ARGH! i need a break
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, August 16, 2006
