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Haunting)
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
gosh today was bad bad day... esp IEP and first time pple said such things to me... 'DISAPPOINTED in me' gosh this thing is haunting me i felt so sick and tired and pressurised... why in the first place i volunteer this stupid childcare... coz no other choice? coz we were suppose to ask and no one gets back? why me to liaise with the centre coz i work there b4... and this woman she was sick and away and went for operation we couldn't get her for any updates and now she blaming me...
i felt so sad tho... coz act i respect her... the tot of it made me wanna cry again... the tot of wad for put in so much effort and at the end i get such treatment and rubbish... why and someone pls define group work to me... sometimes i am a bit frustrated tt i dun undersatdn why pple made empty promises i must say.. we have to all work tog as a grp memebers... but first we must all be clear of wad we need to do and to do our own part! yes at least our own part... i really hate iep now but the tot of teaching the kids kinda excites me...
i just felt sad n dun wanna tok to anyone... i cried first time ever for my project she said till as if i am so irresponsible.. so not going a/c to instrction and said all of us cannot follow simple instruction but did she state it in the first place... then i jotted down notes of wad she said the last time i met her... she said nth but only we discussed on the file... wtf... i was then a bit angry tt why i was there alone and no one followed since there was a three hours break then... hmm i felt so f* up...
everlasting? kissed /
- Wednesday, November 29, 2006
