(
hurricane)
Thursday, January 18, 2007
a great change in my family is going to occur this year... guess my family will be broken.. broken in a sense that my sis and bro and parents.. and guess ill be stranded...
i am not shure if i had made the correct move on telleing my sis tt we will be moving house.. it will be a definite thing that is going to happen but it is only a matter of time.. esp now my parents and bro and the ger have been viewing houses.. ard bukit panjang bukit batok... clements... sengkang maybe... gosh then in my life i would be moving hse like 3 or 5 more times if i ever get married... goosh... when i broke this news to my sis.. she changed her mood.. she said she hated my parents for being so selfish and owing her bf money.. and she does not flet like a family and she hated them and that is the reason why she is always not home..wad they care is the bro.. bro..bro... so wad's so great abt him tho she tot... haiz,..
so ya i broke the news to her is to let her be prepared anway they were plannign all these themselevs i am walys like infromed last min too... haha sad..now my sis she is pursuing accounting in sim.. i am so happy for her at leat finally she can go and further study.. while now she is 23? haha... great i want tt to happen too... to me of course
sad to say i am really scared of what will happen even tho i am not close to them speak less than 10 sentences to them ... i am still scared to see my family to turn out the bad way... first is the dog now is the ger.. another extra memeber which she is not recognised by me but just a floating figure in and out my hse.. which only pose me problem ...and uncomfyness...
sucks... now work think need more pple...coz once the pple gone coz many pple had resigned.. once they gone when i work i might have to take over the full timer job be host? and to look out for the overall.. handle customer.. gosh all back again to my busy life in work.. argh..
glad tt project is comign to an end and i realise many things.. pple changed and some pple remained the same... haiz no strengths in them at all ... haha... and then went over to mandy hse to help her with the iep... haha we took a cab back but b4 tt she wad so angry tt she ate so many things... haha and then we played games like giza and soem numbers games so hard.. haha anway i miss alex for just one day and tml another hectic day for me.. hmmm anyway my eop presentation got b... and my astd test is over.. i hate to grp with other classes.. even tho they are friendly i just felt so not myself...
alex comign to swim on sat i hope it wun rain plspls
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, January 18, 2007