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The letter F)
Thursday, March 15, 2007
F A M I L Y =Harmony+Love+Communication+Happy
this is my definition of FAMILY
i will be shifting hse in 3 mths time to bukit panjang this is the moment tt i felt the saddest not abt me changing and moving in to a new hse but it is to bring my family tog.. not btw my parents but my sis and parents and bro...it consists a very complicated background with a piles of misunderstanding and communication...i had been crying for days and feeling nth but unhappiness all i want is my sis to move in tog and parents to understand ...i communicated to my sis and then mum labeled me as another sis and i cried.. feeling frustrated tt parents dun understand my hard work.. all i want them is to speak nicely
sis msged me and said "dun think too much, i will figure out a way, gd night and help me kiss shasha"
i love my sis... i am left hanging in the air being the only btw person tt i can get family tog... i must try my best
wonderful _time spent
went to spent time with sis today ..before tt waited for ms naidu.. wnet for a swim with alex... and went down 6th avenue met sis and took a cab down to marina.. walked ard and decided to settle for sakae sushi buffet... tho me n sis not so hungry... din really eat much but we enjoyed the tok of craps tog and cathing up of our life... it had been a long time tt i act spend this full half day with sis... it was her treat..
then went to suntec kbox.. sang for ladies night and it was cheap... we sang and laughed... comfortness too...
then the night ended bad on the car journey home... i shall pray for my family and i shall be strong...
ALEX
mr tan gave me quite a lot of support... he accompanied me the whole half day on wed... which i was supposed to work full coz i dun feel good for the new broken to me on tues night... i felt troubled for dunnoe how to tell my sis tt we are moving ... i felt trapped... then andel asked me and i cried finally even tho i saw mum teared in the morning... he gave me advice and i really appreciate the tots and tok he gave me... thank you for all your support... i have to be very careful onmy nextstep coz i cannot bear to lose any party of my life
everlasting? kissed /
- Thursday, March 15, 2007